JS야

우린 페이크 베이비 새일추캬추캬 ^^

보고싶어

*crying fake tears*

lappy doesn't have any Seungie oppar pic~ it's all in my antique desktop that i have abandoned for one month~

fake baby~ happy birthday~ ^^

i like this pic cuz it reminds me of the diabetes inducing lollipop i send over to them . . .hope that's one of it~ kekee~

잘먹냐?

이누나가 승이 다시한번 만나고싶어요~
왜 안와? =_=

bbyong. . .

edit//
dudu was the first member who wish his 'beloved' member on the dot~!
비스트 리더 짱

Jang Hyunseung, So-1, Hyunseung, Jay Stomp (JS)

believe it or not, it's 4 different person~
do not call him Hyunseungie or he will flip~ LOL~

Jang Hyunseung is a normal korean citizen rarely going back to him home in Seoul~

So-1 is an ex-big bang trainee, a dear dongsaeng of big bang hyung-nim~ (i cannot imagine So-1 in big bang and calling him So-One~ i cannot imagine him being magnae if he was chosen~ the magnae who will fight with another magnae over vitamin water?)

Hyunseung is the quiet member in beast~ perfectionist dancer that even Yong Junhyung will fall to his sweet talk (grave flower~) making fierce rapper a gullible person on national tv~ he will get whatever he want in life~ (heck. . .even chris brown will understand korean if hyunseung is tweeting). despite not having a lot of part time work like the others, he is probably the first with a mini album in another subgroup~ probably the only beast member with the most parody out of a song by other artist~ a daebak performance during concert (infinite, super show~) if Hyunseung were to make a Trouble Maker parody with a fellow beast member, who will it be? i'd suggest Junhyung~ but yong junhyung ain't gonna wear a dress and do sexy dance. . .he will probably wanna kill me for suggesting it~ andwae~ (p/s: JS + Joker subgroup = ♥) so the only option i have is Kikwang ♫♪let it snow~♪♫ or dongwoon *poor magnae* lolz imagine dudu~ i don't even wanna imagine dudu wearing a dress~ he will probably wanna kill me as well~

Jay Stomp aka JS. . .probably the name he wanted to debut with but feel sorry for the nice name his parents gave him~ erm. . .now he want ppl to call him Jay. . .or JS? Jae-essu~ i prefer Jay~

Others
Jangroro : for some unknown reason sometimes he will appear like the president of kids in Korea aka Pororo~ p/s: pororo cartoon is a good source to learn korean and abuse them on tweet tweet~
Ice cream boy: for the love of ice cream and a boy that loves ice cream
Prince Jang: a ss moment i gave him *gets electronic bricks from Honey all around the globe*
4D Prince: another SS moment i gave him~  *gets more electronic bricks from Honey all around the globe*
Seungie: for the laziness to type Hyunseung~
Juran: in fiction in fiction in fiction~ my ♥

i will stubbornly call Jang Hyunseung as Seungie or Jay even if he wanna flip on tweet tweet again~

ijou~ trying to be funny but fail miserably~ OTL

back to work~

when i can't sleep...

normally i'll load pororo to watch~
because i like penguin. . .
and i do think Hyunseungie looks like pororo when all of a sudden he decided to wear glasses out of the blues~
but look what i found~

pororo in disguise of pororo~!!!
you didn't just bought a pororo cover~
the rate of you getting skinny then gaining weight is so amazing~ it happens every other month~ good to hear you're exercising cuz i did tell you to exercise lol

if i don't watch pororo vids, i'll watch dance practice vids~ lolz

i know i like a group when i start watching their dance practice video~
i watch it more often than their MV (most probably once or twice~ fail fan lol)
i don't watch a lot of performance too~ ain't your typical fan yo~ don't put that label on me~

niwayz the other day i was hoping that Infinite would release Paradise dance practice. . .and they did T.T
like BTD the most. . .they are releasing Japanese version~
#Japanese and dance is very important in my life~

erm. . .whatever~ doing well while trying to recover my life~

hello, i'm the cutest baby ever

"and stop calling me a grandpa" baby gyugyu

OMG~ something just doesn't change~
i seriously LOL-ed when i saw this pic *evil evil*
but i like this pic a lot~ awwwww~ his mashimaro brow n eyes is just the same~
that baby grew up to be a grandpa~


*blogspot have decided to fail gif*

i like this scene tho~ gyugyu jal haetta~ *nae failed korean*

Jang Hyunseung. . .
pls do not appear in a video when kikwang is talking~!!!
my timeline is flooded with Jang Hyunseung walking at the bg~ LOL~

ijou~

현승아 행복하세요

i like your fresh faced & laid back look~

On stage you're B2uties & Honey's Hyunseung~
off stage, i'd like you to become just Jang Hyunseung~

if i see you someday walking on the street, i'll let you become just Jang Hyunseung
like any other normal human being you deserve some freedom away from screaming people, away from flashes of the camera just freedom to do what you want to do even with someone you like holding hands together walking on the street as Jang Hyunseung and not Beast Hyunseung~
현승아 행복하세요

#Ma'SadReality (c) fiction in fiction in fiction *sobz*

when there's nothing to do

nothing you should do and nothing you wanted to do. . .
*sentences sounded awfully familiar and ain't gonna post a pic of ma' self cuz of many lazy reasons and dudu certainly won't creep in ma' pic which is kinda sad cuz i will never know him (c) the reality that i'm in~*
all i do is staring at photos of people's nose~ then. . .
typing all the korean i know in vain~
i think the best way to absorb stuff is to use it abusingly often, without sense of failing cuz once upon a time, everyone too abuses languages until ppl at school corrected them~
tell me how exactly as a baby do you learn to understand apple is a red juicy crunchy delicious roundish thing with an unedible stalk? i miss the time when the most difficult subject was writing~ my writing was so bad i had to practice it after school. . .the more i had to write the more i write it badly. . .and i also sucks in drawing cuz no one see my visions~ i tried to imitate abstract when they ask me to draw a house or something~
recently my hamster aren't tweeting. . .

hair is black~ although during 쇼크 era the hair is black and suit him with his uber piercing jet black eyeliner but i like the blond 자짱면 머리 mo'~ (c) his Jajjangmyeon blond meori will always and forever be my fav hairstyle~ 평생 도 언제나 (c) broken broken~

막내 도 같이

i will never stop asking 주란 to take 사진 together 요~ᄏᄏᄏ
car is fixed~ ^^

뿅~

hi hamster~

(c) hamster pouch cheek~
that's the nickname for Hyunseung's cheek~

see?

my Junseung~ please stay together, forever~

oh why can't i sleep when i'm suppose to
why can't i wake up when i'm suppose to?
doesn't wanna sleep at night, doesn't wanna wake up in the morning
mainly cuz. . . *keep calm and wait 2 more days~*

bbyong~

this or that?

in the middle of the night
tonight the sky is orangie~ couldn't see any stars and saw one plane~
love to stare at the wide sky in the middle of the night~
i just wash the car in the middle of the night~
someday i wanna sit on top of a rock facing the sea and wait for ET to fly across the moon / peter pan to fly across the sky / shooting star shoot across the sky~

Just the genre that i'd watch~
If Hyunseung had the choice to choose a role in acting, he would choose the murdering role; killer.
good choice~ ppl know me knows very well that i do not watch korean dramas unless i had to (mostly cuz of job~ i'd like to forget my past *guilty of wasting youth* lowly paid, criticized to no extend for mistakes, tedious and mind numbing~)
but if Hyunseung will act as a psycho killer, i'll watch it~ probably cuz of the genre~
he'll be like this psycho delusional forensic student x serial killer with dual personality~
yes, i've been thinking abt this. . .i don't know if i can live to see~

*still guilty of wasting youth
but i'd like to sue the person who wasted other people's youth with empty promises and broad daylight cock talk~
sometimes i'm like invin-to-the-cible~

the person who keep complaining you can't fall asleep,
finally you're asleep~

but i have issues with this pic~
even though it's nice to see oppar so up close yet not personal but respect his private moment~
if you're taking his sleeping pic, keep it to yourself~
i'm saying contradicting things too since i'm putting it here T.T
at first i'm like "awwwww~ finally he's sleeping"
after that my mind changed. . .imagine you're the one sleeping and other ppl posted your ugly sleeping pic~ (not saying that he is ugly but i think my sleeping look is ugly although i never saw before) . . .and how can you possibly sleep for real like that~
sleep well~

tomorrow go see Beast~ one more schedule to go~

bbyong~

of this and that. . .

i might die if i eat seafood
although it is true that tiny prawns can give no harm except for an itchy mouth
i don't even like the taste of prawn~
but there are some variety that gives me fish eyes (might not die from this but felt like digging a hole to bury my swollen head~)
and i'm only allergic to some shellfish from the sea~
there was once i had prawn noodles in some famous places in the forest it was okay~ the prawns is probably from unsalt freshwater~
still don't know how to differentiate shrimps and prawns and squid and octopus~
random in random in random (c) idea from fiction~

i actually won~!
i tried like half-heartedly over the past years to get my hands on MTV tickets but failed miserably because of the half-heartedness~ this year too i tried last minute and finally i won~!
score a date with Beast with my own luck*~
so now i'm listening to 30 seconds to mars (damn the voice~!) and neon trees songs~
p/s: i actually have one pair extra that i'm giving away to strangers who wanted it as much as i do~ i'm not gonna be those corrupted ppl who wanna get a few bucks selling stuff that's free (maybe this is why i'm always broke) but i have my own principle~ i hope nobody buy their ticket and they will have to sulk it up because their hope to get some extra cash just evaporated into thin air~

but then again~
(c) living with a rational mind~
luck* is not a thing~ it is just a term ppl describe when good things happen in their life
and unlucky is just a term ppl describe when bad things happen~
nothing ever happens because of luck~ it just happen to happens~
don't be so superstitious cuz things don't really happen the way you want always~

omo~ Rakuten ship here~!!!
why i didn't find this out when i'm rich. . .when i had a job or whatever~
DHC stuff is not that expensive compared here
i think Acerola Lotion is like under RM20~ it's RM80 here~!!!
why do i live in Narnia?

One Ok Rock is back~
i love band~ they are always no.1 because they experiment with stuff~
sad that i now resides in a land next to Narnia and probably will never get to see them because i don't make tonnes of dondon~
if i have tonnes of dondon i want to be free in a foreign land~
probably cuz that's the only possible way for us, living next to Narnia~
i'm eating jelly everytime i saw ppl posting pic when they're there~
the land of the Rings~ it's pwetty T.T

Jang Hyunseung, let's meet again~

*delusional*

Captain, welcome back onboard~
Junseung ship never sank~
we just turn to a submarine and submerge into a brand new world under the sea~
see what happen in the FM in Thailand~ Junseung is back~ *woohoo*
*slash-delusional*

the bg music of the game being played. . .
i had no idea what game and have no intention to find out~
. . .reminds me of Dexter
why do you make me wait until September for the new season T.T
Dexter is nice except for the bitchy relationship dramas between the characters~

Meme time~
my fave bias
JJ, Dudu, Donghae, Taeyang, Zico~
(c) once my bias, forever my bias list, let's welcome Zico onboard~ *sigh, this human~*

my fave female bias
G.na, Park Bom

my first K-Pop Crush
Kim Jaejoong~ the voice and those sad song he sung~ this boy is so emo~

my first K-Pop video
Don't Don. . .

my fave group
Beast, Block B, DBSK, Big Bang, SJ~ *Beast 1st~ here's one for the big shot companies who think it isn't worth promoting your artist here in my small country~ i like how Cube took the risk and send them here~ Beast 1st FM was the best FM i ever attended~ Cube really does know how to market and promote their artist~*

a personal secret
my right eye is plastic~~~!!!
i has been 5 months and you can see a flood of selcas as a result~

something I regret
not saving money~ if not i probably fired that FALiar or are living in a foreign world~ save now. . .save now T.T

something I like
looking at the sky at night~

something I hate
being annoyed~

my 5 favorite songs
- In this Diary (The Ataris)
- Living Dolls (One ok Rock)
- Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer (One Ok Rock)
- My Everything (98 degree / Cover by Donghae / Cover by Hyunseung)
- Love in the Ice (DBSK)

the reason behind my URL
blogspot: rainbow-heaven~ i love colors~
tumblr: *keeping it ninja*~ first word inspired by Hyunseung cuz he's a cold person, 2nd letter is frm ma' name~ third letter is just came randomly~

my favorite show
Criminal Minds, Survivor, Dexter, ANTM~

my favorite OTP
Eunhae vs. Junseung~

a turn off
dirty person with no personal hygiene~

a turn on
hot-cold person~ lolz. . .those that doesn't look like they are caring but deep down inside they care a lot abt chuuuu~ *awwwwww~ sadly the said type of person isn't anywhere near my radar~* *this shameless human*

the reason I did this
celebrating the return of the captain of my ship~ lolz *sipping Caramel Teacino* the taste of caramel brings happiness~ not to me but to my Seungie~ kekee OTL the forever alone human~

let's embrace the freedom for now~~~

p/s: after observing what's happening and the hypocrisy of the people, i'm gonna find one fine day to register myself as a voter and cast my golden ticket for a change~

why all of a sudden i'm tweet tweet-ing in korean?

i'm treating you as my guinea pig
because you're growing hamster pouch on your cheek again~ *weeee*
*delusional*someday you will reply meh*slash-delusional*
someone from Thailand read this blog, i assume you're stalking only to be disappointed that stuff i talk abt are hard to understand even to fellow human~ because i love living in ninja world and speaks alien languages~
and i do talk a lot about you Jang Hyunseung. . .this guy need some love~ i'm giving him some of my ninja love~ *throws flying dagger*

mad~
yesterday i had the soundest sleep ever since forever cuz i'm back to ma' room after they took forever to finish renovating my room~
what i'm mad is that i spend hours cleaning the dust in my room and today it's dusty again~ the living room is dusty, my desktop is dusty, the stuff i properly covered is dusty... it's back to dirt hole again~
don't you have brain?
particularly hate it inside out, outside in when they come on weekend~ =.=;
and they didn't even lock the main door~! *speechless*

don't know why i like this pic a lot. . .

attentive and eerie-ly looks like someone i know but i can't remember who~
he just look so familiar yet i can't remember who~ OTL brain, stop this~

from the very beginning since i ever remember him as a person, he always looks familiar but i can't remember who he looks like~ 당신의 누구 세요?

tired~
hate cleaning but freedom is near if i finish it as soon as possible~ =.=;
i had a leopard + zebra + cheetah + tiger print bed sheet (all in one~!)~ arienai~
Jang Hyunseung must have love that alot~ but nah. . . it's a cute version of those funky prints~
i don't like animal prints~ i didn't even buy those~ but i use it anyway cuz it's a cute version*

*very important remark~ i don't like funky animal prints~

bbyong~