My Phobia~

i was about to talk about the awesomeness of The Case of Itaewon Homicide...
but no amount of Pearson oppa's awesome psychotic acting is gonna make me feel any better (?!) ...
in fact nothing is making me feel like the world had a glimpse of color~
it's crashing down...and it's gonna hit hard *uwaaaaaaaaaah*
my world is ending~ (+.+)

Why it's ending in December 17,2009
i can basically think of 3 things that will gives me goose bump tho they're somewhat are pretty normal but my brain just decided not to accept them as they are...

1. moving height...can u imagine having the thoughts of a see thru elevator is going to crash down anytime soon? geez...standing in a high place is still okay but if the thing is moving my mind will think that it'll crash down all the time...arghhh~

2. frog...they just look like they'll jump and stick on you and grew bigger and bigger sticking on you with their fierce look and sagging slimy rockish skin...

3. getting tooth extraction~ T.T even reading about the procedures of 'rocking the tooth back and forth until it's loose from the socket or watever' send chill down my spin and i wanted to cry now...

arghhhhhh~

and this nightmare is going to happen twice~! omo~ yada...i can imagine everything happen very clearly...yappa should forget about my crashing world...
*it's gonna end in the blink of an eye*
let's all welcome 2010 with arms wide open...
i'll celebrate for 365 days of 2010 for sure~ this i promise for myself~ geez...
i'll get the best of everything...the life of a naruC X).

15.Dec.2009
behold, the shajang-nim of [1986-cian that never grow up club] is celebrating his 2.5 years old birthday tomorrow~ weez...
apparently he is still proud of his own awesomeness which is okay because we all deserve to be proud with our own awesomeness anyway...

Happy Birthday Shajang-nim...
You are awesomely awesome~

it's time to bed~
like, already? that sucks...
i went to buy a second gift for my gift today~ i personally like it so much...

Itaewon Homicide~
in short it's evil, irony, slow and eerie-lifting~
stay tune for more updates~

ijou~

longing for Sea + Sunshine + Beach + Kawaii *optional* lolz~

Big Bang sunshine invaded my life~
no matter what, i've decided to overdose *read* on Vit c to keep myself from ever getting darker and darker,
cuz recently been tanning *talk about exaggeration*
no joke tho~ i hate the real sunshine =.=;

well, the long long awaited TaeYang's first single 'Where U At' was out last week
and so i've been listening to it for half a gazillion of times~
and this week, his one and only 'Where U At' performance~
haven't watch it tho *uwaaah~* cuz i'll talk about it later~

can't wait for his 2nd single 'Wedding dress' out next month. . .*sweet*
am i the only one that thinks Taeyang look exactly the same since he give up on cornrow~
anyway, his eyebrow piercing will forever be missed. . .i want an eyebrow piercing but don't wanna be scarred for life. . .indecisiveness is off legendary prove no #1983489.

the first computer i had~
this explain why i haven't watch TY's perf
usually i don't really use the pc for anything but downloading because it was 'that' slow~
and it really is testing ones patient using it to surf the net and even worst if i'm transferring files~
anyhow, recently i've change the monitor to a bigger and nicer one that have been lying there for a while and the sorta new speaker~ love it despite the wait~
it's the 1st computer we had~ it's 9 years old now~
eventho you're slow, i won't give up on you~ hahaa~
shall continue surfing with laptop now~ X).

can't wait for saturday~ i love dancing. . .
another week. . .this week i have to work for 10 hrs a day to cover up my absence in saturday
dang, i still think working for 5 1/2 day in a week is unacceptable, slavery, slavery, slavery~ *hahaa~ exaggeration...slavery is the one that leech ur time away*
it's not about the pay, it's abt wat i wanna do~
why do we have to spend 9 hrs working and everyone seems to be fine with it~ why? lolz
seems like i'm the one who's questioning abt it~ and this is not i wanna do~ i dunno =.=;

and i have more to say~
i know i hate ppl who love to talk down on others but doesn't do any self reflecting before talking
and thus the humiliation on oneself~ *pityness*
recently i meet with some human alike that~
and i have nothing to say since they think they're too great already~ rite?

gokigenyou~

CRUSH~

butterflies in the stomach~

本当にかわいい <3

good or bad?

202nd post~

no~ this kid will never grow up.
i still need time to wander off by myself in a foreign country or so~
it's too early to strap myself to the social corrupted world~
i don't wanna live my life as zombie doing nothing but the same stuff,
over, over and over again~ and again and again *plays 2pm's again and again*
that's sad~

i'd probably die young~
so i don't really wanna waste my time~
me no mae wa atashi no suteji~ zutto zutto oboetetta

after eating grilled tako for some apparent faked reason,
i landed myself something to float on the day itself~
if their intention to feed me tako is to make me feel i'm useless or watever,
then kindly consider that i've already marinated the tako but doesn't get to cook it~
tako is my favourite food~ 'rich' taste~

while staying afloat in the sea, i stumble to some marine ships
they're quite mechanic-ky...
because marine are discipline ppl who've been thru a series of training,
but truthfully i'd rather be the pirate that wander off in the see for the grand line~
but then in reality pirates don't look like the one on tv~ or Pirates from the Caribbean~
it's not a problem since i'd probably watch too much One Piece or Kat-tun's concert in the past~
if not then i'll tell you the story in the context of Bleach or Death Note~

this few days is quite bored with the translation stuff
and people just won't listen~ i won't listen either~
i can't live my life like that o.O;
won't that be sad? if i live like that~
owh~ i feel sad already~ *yea rite~*

i need to buy that B drink (represented by VIP's truly TOP) to boost up my B-immune to fight off depression *yea rite rite~*
they really have drink for blood type~
neverending gimmicks~ don't you hate advertising people? hahaa~
i never believe what they say anyway, sweet sweet lies~ watever~
me in the center of the universe is totally dragging them down anyway~

m'kay enough ranting. . .
gokigenyou~

bambimbo~

=.="

bus fare increased 3-4 fold. . .huhuu
making bick (evidence of the failing english) big bucks rite now~

making excuses
anyhow, didn't drive today. . .
bombarded with a late bomb that come out from nowhere~
the bomb smells like gojitmal~
wtheaven is they need it today (it's night already. . .can't you SEE?)
i wonder if they're dealing with american or someone on the other side of the world~
double the wonder. . .that person doesn't even understand english *gosh*
in conclusion, it sucks as usual simply because i reach home late~
before i knew it, it's time for dreamland~
bummer, don't cha' know my time belongs to me
i don't work for free. . .but i did =(. babo
it's not abt the money. . .it's about my interest~
double the bummer. . .no money, no interest~
floating in the sea of nothingness~

guess who drives a black mobile?
i have yet to see a real life black mobile zooming in the streets of the street i took everyday. . .
i live in bimbo area *sobz* it's very unlikely to catch a glimpse of a black mobile if it ever set rubber (tyre X).) on this land. . .
anyhow, last week i saw the guys in saipan games and micky was driving a manual car (i assume)
suteki. . .in my mind, guys should so drive a manual car lolz. . .my stereotype~
but that's now the case. . .a few days back i was cruising on the road when suddenly a black car appear in a suave kinda way from the side. . .that reminds me of micky driving~
damn that guy had a black mobile parked in some apartment in seoul. . .
can you imagine batman scene? X). maybe batman is a korean? lolz

totoro time

ijou. . .gokigenyou~

go taeyang, go sunshine

*cough*
t/n: taeyang = sunshine. . .lolz~
i don't fancy walking under the sun though~
'go taeyang' originated out of randomness while me and my friend were having fun adding sfx to Bi Rain's It's Raining in the brand new, awesome looking but service sulk heap loads, karaoke bar. . .'Go Taeyang, Go Sunshine' fits like apple and cinnamon (tho i never get what's with the apple and cinnamon thingy)~ well, my life is full with stuff i never understand~ so, watever right?

Taeyang is such a sunshine~
today's weather is kinda gloomy and suddenly wanted to listen to Taeyang's song~
Big Bang's new album is coming out like this week~ simply awesome. . .sooooo getting a copy~
because Sunshine has awesome voice and Panda simply looks like a Panda =).
i never make sense jyan?

Speaking abt karaoke, the new place is kinda awesome. . .the sulky part is that they have like ONE ARASHI song and THREE w-inds. song since the medieval age, but they have heap loads of DBSK songs~! even the latest one like Share The World, Survivor, Bolero in Romanji~ awesome jyan, tho they should have more Big Bang song so i can crack, crack, crack with the PA system~ Panda's crack is still awesome~ or again and again with 2PM. . .seriously i only know that verse X). ignorance is probably a bliss to me~

epic fail
bian nida~

Black~
since i'm a bit emo, my hair turned black o.O; arienai jyan?
zettai uso desu~ hahaa~
now i fancy having black hair~
tho it took me forever to change back to black due to Ms.Procrastination full marathon race since June 08,2009~! i don't really have any free time to do anything~ *sobs*

my life cannot be wasted down the drain~
yada yada. . .

ijou~ gokigenyou~

jaejoong come come~

i want Colors ~Melody and Harmony~ to come out faster!!!

i can't stand it anymore T.T
i found labour law~ out of the randomness. . .
according to labour law, we shouldn't work more than 48 hrs per week (or 9.6 per day)
but it's like bullshit to someppl~ these ppl don't care if you want a life or not~

i dunno what sort of mentality they have~ must work until die?
having meeting after working hrs~ drag until 8 freakin' PM~
wat? not only did i missed my class because some fags decided to bring out issues older than their dead relatives and jam the road like the world is ending and everyone need to save their life~

can you believe i stuck in the jam for 5 hours?

and now i don't even get to go back early to practice. . .
i feel like an idiot all the time. . .

like wtf is "i want a proposal"
aren't it suppose to be watever i proposed. . .u want your idea, then write it yourself~
damn~ i don't care if you wanna ban everything i wrote there but i'm not a secretary, i dun freakin' know how to write a damn proposal on behalf ppl~ or rather choose not to~
just which side of your eyes see that the proposal has anything to do with the example given. . .
yappa i don't follow orders right. . .my brain don't take orders right. . .lolz bian bian, my problem~

aside from that, i hate damn fag works~

marketing irks my soul~ damn it's not fun. . .

i just wanna have fun everyday~
typical won't follow orders type. . .lolz

time to go. . .

listening to Champs Elysees~ *nice*

Piano solo
teacher demo-ed the solo~ suteki-ness
so beautiful that it gives me chicken skin sitting next to him lolz
but i just simply butchered such a nice piece of song +.+
owh. . .i will find time to practice everyday after this like ditching hell by 5.45pm =).

i thought working should be as fun as it seems to be
think about doing something you like and not care about any other thing
but seriously, it's not like that at all. . .those ppl are so realistic that it irks my soul~
everyday being bombarded by uber boring stuff is a bit of torchure
but watever, like i can ever stand being an idiot for long time~ anywayz

i wanna watch tonnes and tonnes of nice film~

i want a guinea pig which will eventually be named EunHae and rather than toilet training him, i will be teaching him to dance to 'Neorago' X). and his house will be blinky-fied too~

and. . .i saw U-know lookalike~

=). ganbatte for another god-knows-how-long-i-can-stand-being-baka~
ijou...

owh~ and i super heart my alarm tone 'Share the world'
awesome~ and i wanna watch One Piece & Bleach. . .
please don't let my time being leeched away~

procrastination continues its half marathon

for another 3 gazillion light years~

wat to rant. . .wat to rant~
such a fag~ my time is being wasted like it's nobody's business~
i have a full list of things that needed to be done every single day
and before you knew it, there goes the mf, minding his own freak business
wasting MY time waiting for him,
then time vanishes into thin air with a bunch of crappy nothingness~

wat actually goes thru their mind?

Movies~
i'm recollecting pieces of time spend wandering in empty spaces for my craving of Johnny Depp's movie. . .want to watch. . .want to watch~

where are the essence of funness that is 'supposed' to have in an adv agency despite the overrated 'work round the clock' bs?
wat the crap~ right?

ijou~

i only want to float to EastSea

. . .because i don't know how to swim =|.

Last Thursday...
when i was abt to go back around 7.30pm, someone ask me to stay back to check something~
it's the last second of the medieval age kinda stuff again. . .
but watever, that's not the main point~ i was kinda depressed (lol) so i played some vids from youtube right next to the big thing~
I just realised there's a one shot Neorago dance PV~ *hearto* Love the dance =).
that totally changed the chilly gloomy eerie aura surrounding the area i'm sitting~

and the most unbelievable thing is. . .it's only the first week in the new place~
damn...i swear it feels like 2 weeks~ no fun *sobz*

and. . .this may sound depressed. . .but just watever~
i don't even have a chair~ i had to sit on a table cube~ wtf right?
i just wanna say, it's so DIFFERENT...if u ever get what i mean~
i'm not pissed. . .i just felt very watevered T.T
and my computer comes with some old skool IE5~ good, old skool reminds me of Epik High~
watever~

No Car day 1
*sobz* i woke up at 5.30 am just to make it there on time =.=;
the bus is like a sardin. . .some ppl is just plain disgusting and inconsiderate~
it's no difference when it's time to go back. . .
the bus is still a sardin. . .one ghey gay guy is plain disgusting and inconsiderate~

why i don't have a driver to send me everywhere i wanna go~
my dream car is a random black hyundai car with a driver X). iijyan~

MAA 2009
it will be too good to be true...it's in Sunway Lagoon *city ppl like me grew up with fake beach shielded away from the sun~ yay fake beach*
but it's on Aug 15 =.=; i have 2 exam on that day. . .please be true so i can see some korean guys =). lolz. . .tho no SuJu this year...i will always remember last year in genting~

ijou. . .

Lee HyukJae is atsui today~

kimchiland must be very hot nowadays~

Mental age going backward no hito. . .
it's a good thing kanaaaa~
Angel oppa, senghe chukahamida *hearto*~

Everyday~
yesterday i reach home around 2AM~! watever right~
the roads were like ghost town no2 just a bit wider around old klang road and a series of neverending lolipop light flicking to yellow whenever i'm abt to cross~ arghhh
and i was cho~ sleepy when i was driving...imagine listening to 1234 and In love with my best friend (or watever the name was)~ the more they sing the more i were being charmed to Dreamland~
it will be nice if the roads are like that in day time~

moving new office soon~ *bleh*
went to the new office today... when the uber lazy me decided not to be lazy someday*, i will upload pics~ because my phone sucks big time, Noky doesn't have much space and i doesn't have much time to watch the movies or dramas so i can delete some. . .chakamanyo~ stop leeching my time~ X)
that should be quote of the day~ lolz...
iijyan~

i can only say that i have yet again fallen into the rabbit holes of sme~
but watever right~
people of the world doesnt give a damn abt how much money you spend for the piece of paper~
so in conclusion, don't give a damn to them~
someday someway someone is going to damn them back for you~ (lolz~ watever rant~)

repeat *, i will upload Lee HyukJae's atsui pic of today~!!!
he is so uber fair~ *envy* and i've been tanned by the invincible rays *sobz* dark... and volcanoes erupting~ ugly~
time to fill every meal with kimchi lolz~ and overdose on drugs...Vit C lolz

the truth about kimchi making ppl taller...YES~! (but doesn't really apply to everyone...and it is absolutely a non-existance fact)
and Nino is officially 2 cm taller than me~ out of the blues i'm 2cm taller...yay? yo? ya? watever? mky, believe it or not (i miss the show~ with the ever cute superman-actor hosting it...)

recently i'm addicted to guitar geek~ X). a ripoff of guitar heroes? my bro has it~ it was addictive but not that fun without the real gadgets. . .if not someone will turn like the character playing acoustic guitar heroes in South Park~ love the idea. . .imagine playing acoustic keyboard X)...

i need a break, my pay cheque and a Super Show 2 in KL announcement...
kindly make it come true Angel oppa~
saranghamida~

ijou~ gokigenyou

ps: color the boredom with exaggeration lolz~ m failing english~