will an emo person ever had an emo day?

*ponder, ponders*
nah, i'm not an emo person but i had an emo day~
frussie is pouring out her frustration of some somewhat off arienai nature stuff~

(you can do) everything~
Taka-chan, kono uta kakimasuga, totemo kansha dane...
this is what happen...

this few days it's been somewhat weirdish kinda feeling because the company went to a company trip~ yup, obviously didn't went...and obviously mine is working cuz pretty much 90% didn't participate~ but being a lazy bum libran, i would prefer taking leave instead of having ONE company open instead of the others closed despite the lack of participants for the trip~ m'kay watever right...

i just don't get it why annual leave is so sacred...i will pretty much take it whenever i feel like i need it~ and carelessly lolz anyhow the culture is weird~ like i care how they operate their world...

the main problem here is this drama about politic. already had enough of the drama kings and queens in real life...the story is bearable, never ever the method of doing the damned thing...

first i got a bruised of my effort in it...nevermind already, as long as i do however i think the best as my work...even though i had to translate the damned thing 1.75 times (instead of twice) because of the differences in the meaning and some damned english, despite changing the frame old skool kinda way i manage to painlessly finish the supposedly-said-to-be-the-last-episode-ever-will-be-done-by-me today i found out everything is FAKE. damned...thus i fall into the dark hole pretty much still floating in it now...

what's fake is, it's not the last episode for me...blame it on me...why the hell do i type so fast today? because i wanted it to end earlier but it backfired...can't i move to another thing? many doesn't know how do i finish my work and assume it's 'fun' because you can watch the drama~

mind you, while checking all i look at was the WORDS~!!! whoever said it was fun pretty much deserved to be damned~ yeah...and if it's tainted i will get really sad~ my work *uwaaah*

help me *sobz* English is getting broken by the days...DAMNED~! i should stop cursing and go learn some english...lolz I love Jay's accent to bits...

'aside from me, they're all the same looking like dolls~' Living Dolls...i love the theme~

fighting...there's only like a few more months to go~
"i'm listening to your heartbeat that's beating for me~" (shamelessly lyric change)~ obviously listening to this song~ duh...

ijou~

walking under the rain~

today is my bro's birthday~ he is exactly 2.5 years older then me~!!!
Happy Birthday~

Highschool shajang-nim~
today i saw my highschool shajang-nim~
last time out of the blues, i joined the computer club (because my school just have this super comfy computer lab that breathe the aura of a pyscho scientist's lab~ it's super spacious and 'techkie'~ most stereotyped of all, it's very bright, whitish and cold~)
out of their blues, they elected me as the secretary~ (there was like a handful of F5-er wondering around the lab like the pet guinea pig of the club~ then i have this activity book to scribble what we did during meeting~)
in the blues, shajang-nim is from my class and was the class leader in 5A~ (the tall, dark and kakoii tenko-sei da~ wat a nice J-dorama's main actor jyan?)
in the mist of the blues, i was the assistant~!!! (i'm not the mastermind behind the mini protest~ hahaa. . .in this free world, we can do watever we like jyan?)
my high school time is full with mysteries i don't understand~
since it's mystery, i guess it's not mend for anyone to understand jyan???

Giri girily~
today i woke up on 10.33am!!! uwaah~ and i was suppose to go out around 11am for class~!
anyhow, that never happen. . .
i went out around 11.33am and met shajang-nim at the bus stop ^^

New dance teacher
Dance class today was kinda different from usual ones~
New sensei gave us an intro about various dance style~
from now onwards we'll learn various Street Dance techniques
and guess what, he will teach us some DBSK and other korean artist dance step~ (couldn't sound more ignorant deshita~)
then he demo-ed Mirotic PV's dance. . .
it's like a mini U-know dancing Mirotic infront of me in the studio~ lolz

ijou~ the weather is getting cold again =).