ありえない~

just what the fuckery~
i decided to help cuz i heard it was for an 'exam' or something but in actual it was just a practise~
is that it? u take my skin as practice~?!
so effin mad cuz i wont drag my skin like that~ it felt like 10 years damage has been done within 3hrs with the constant rubbing, drawing, rubbing, drawing~ *~!!*
if they were to tell me it was just for practice then i wouldn't agree cuz my skin is not for u to practice~ sry to be rude~
n u dont even need effing height for this practice~
hated the experience~ most prob i'm just a friend in need but guess what, it's not even for a friend~ *so i don't even bother to give anymore fs*
wasted 3 hrs when i'm suppose to spend it doing my pt~ my eyes got so sore and i couldn't do much after that~ *endless fsssssssss*
so much for things i don't give any fs~!
am so mad for all that...dont effin use my skin as practice n keep on telling me it damaging the skin~ it just makes me more annoyed as time goes by~
짜증나

out of all the things this is what i hate the most~
i really hated it a lot~ not saying i have the best skin ever but i just don't like the idea~ for the airrrrrrr~ *f~!*
panda eyes killed me. . .gotta get me some 'eye alert'~

no more second times cuz i'm f-ing busy~ f-ing f-ing busy. . .i don't even have time to breath let alone sit there and let some peeps destroy my eyes~ *bleh~*

dying. . .before that i wanna fly *sobs myself to zzz~*

*squelllllllllllz*

^kindly tell me what does that mean~ cuz it appear in my mind like in a random kinda way

my love...

~♥♥♥♥~
it's out
i got it
my One Ok Rock boys are so freakin' awesome

Nobody's home
so true *sobz*
but the skit at the back is so cute...
especially when Taka shouted "Please be quiet!!!!"
then his tone change 180 degree after that~

Wherever you are
so sweeeeeeeeeeeet *melted down the drain*
i am here...whoever you are~ *maki is fail #999*

Back to the real thing~
tho i don't want to rant but i need to~
i don't know if it's a norm / culture for some people to waste other people's time
or just plain productivity fail....maybe a lil' bit of the two, mashed up in a chronic level kinda way and wa~la~ (don't ever wanna imagine how it's like be immune with it)
forget it, never in a million years will i get immune or be satisfied with whatever that is the standard~ the song Riot really sing what's inside my mind~ (one ok rock awesome) kekee

feel so empty and so tired~
Riot

omg...Taka wrote about fake smile~

m'kay back to what need to be told...
see, there was once i rant heap load about time being wasted...
i don't know what the hell is wrong but i was given THE SAME FREAKIN' FILES again~
what's worst is that i lost the earlier file that i edited...everything just went into a blackhole...

omg blackhole...please suck me in~ hahaa...

World Cup~
at first i wasn't going to watch it...but after listening to PM's world cup song...my spirit is lifted (lol) my bad for leaving my determination fura-fura-ing in between of random coming choices...i probably need some sleep~ major english fail... *sobz* but rather than using what is known, i rather try some other way~

Maki heart One Ok Rock to bits~
Chansung is in danger... (lolz)

Listening to Jang Geun-suk...

...oppa, all night.
his voice is so deep and soothing,
it's somewhat protective and strong yet had a pinch of gentleness~
it'll calm down your anxiety and promote a state of annyeong-ness
full with emotion yet a bit stony(?!) tough
*trying to enrich my vocabulary for no apparent reason* (yeah, rite)
FAIL... =.=;

and the lyrics of the song Promise is just going to make you super obese (BMI 45+) and die of diabetes~
you have been warned...if you wanna have BMI of 18 or below, stay away from food~ not this song. . .

[In the hot summer days, I promise to become your shade]
*yay*

no, that's not my favorite line...that was my 2nd. . .my fav is the last line~ futsu dane~ futsu no hito dakara~ hehee~

the tale of cyborg~ prelude (?!)
i heard tales of people waking up with pillow soak with their blood oozing from the wound. . .i can predict that next next week is going to be a depressing week...
become a penguin? lol...watch march of the penguin and you'll know what i mean...
tonikaku, i'm going to be depressed anyway~ *depressed*
how can one's be depressed listening to Jang Geun-suk? X)

again, if i follow the rabbit...
...will i end up in neverland?
bravo to uri neighbor-san who decided to put all their rabbits into the cage instead of letting them running loose all around the streets
and the utmost interesting thing is that the rabbits know how to go back to their home (!!!)
maki impressed~
and to imagine those kinda tiny rabbits might wander of anywhere and you might missed them and run over it. . .nightmares will happen, their kids will cry all night and i'll never be driving again...and how eerie can a rabbit scream sound like? *please don't let it happen* or next halloween there will be a rabbit coming for revenge movie...
tho the red eyed white rabbit doesn't seems cute, but those brown ones with white spots and black eyes are adorable...
and...uri neighbour had a mushroom deco in their yard! neverland da. . .

ijou...