난 아직 살아요~

Happily broke. . .
i survived 5 days living like most of the general population~
although i still won't agree that human should work 'extra' hours cuz it's the 'norm', but it's good to be busy~
it's good to have some responsibilities instead of sitting there and rot *cough*ex-comp*cough*
i stayed there cuz i thought i was going to fly early this year~
*tsk* why i didn't find this company earlier~ *tsk*

finally i bought a lappy *sobz* i hate it when people say i'm rich. . .
before telling me that i'm rich, don't forget there are times where i spend 30 hours without sleep chasing after the deadline like a zombie and work straight for 5 weeks without ONE SINGLE DAY OFF for at least 15 hours everyday. . .my money don't fall from the sky like you think it is~
to think back, it' a very underpaid job~ they still haven't pay me for the stuff i did in June~

i hate it so much that people say i'm rich cuz i'm really not. . .it's very dayum sarcastic that people can say so easily "just buy a macbook~". . .=_=
people living in luxury will never understand how irritated that makes me feel~

Rants. . .
please don't spread negativities to me. . .
i have problems too~ i don't have time to see oppar anymore~
i have a full time and part time job~ i must be crazy but both of them came at the same time~
i still prefer doing freelancing cuz i have time to practice my half bucket korean~
i'm the type of person that gets annoyed easily~ i don't have dayum patience to listen to the same stuff over and over again~ people are so ignorant. . .

bbyong~

Shinbang time~
i am so addicted to this ajusshi oppar show~

what?! already. . .

what is life?
what is life?
what is life?
=_=
but i haven't speak with oppar today~
and soon clock will strike midnight and it's time to slumberland~

must speak with oppar~ i always confuse dad and bad~ (korean)

i hate commitment~
i don't like to mix work n life together like any normal human. . .
i don't like quiet, confined place~
i don't like noise when i'm doing stuff cuz i'm easily distracted by sound and makes the mind wander off~
i also don't like to live like the normal population~
writing curse. . .

ijou~ finish ranting~
60+ more days. . .let's go speak with oppar~
but i wanna see JJ #02's straight face~ see~ omg-ness~
that epic straight face~

bbyong~

Wedding dress is out~ it's finally out~ <3

My Taeyang's Wedding Dress is out~
Gosh~ now that doesn't sound right from the very beginning.
i have a bad bad bad habit~ (means really bad). Learn it from my Japanese lesson, it's a habit i cannot change~ Japanese tend to shorted everything to the very core, taking out subject and assume people will understand it. Anyway. . .back to Taeyang's 2nd digital single Wedding Dress

i heart the dance, the beat, the feel, the flow, the strength, the pose~ awesomeness

SOLD OUT~
arghhh... yesterday was my once in a blue moon 'free' saturday. Initially was planning to have a movie hangout with friends watching the long anticipated 2012. But it was all sold out after q-ing for wat...30 mins? in the end we just have our lunch and go window shopping~

TJ~
went to their meet and greet? *i think* cuz it's near my house~
can't take enuff pic with my keitai X).
imagine one day he was teaching you dancing, playing his song at the end of the class and thought we didn't know he sung it and then the next he became some teen idol. . .
TJ's probably the only c-pop i'll listen~
hopefully someday they will come out with a fast beat song with cool dance~
if someone would buy me music man's dvd, i'd probably listen to more chinese song~ X).

Asian business kinda way~
i swear i will never buy any CDs or DVDs that bear the 'Only sold in this region' stuff~
i mean, it's not like the singer get anything~
so, rather than paying for an licensed pirated stuff, pay more to get the imported one~
it's better. . .cuz the small amount of money really go to the singers and not crappy businessman~
don't they have pride for their company's image?
copycats~

He's cute~
everyone likes Raymond Lam but me~ hahaa~

i swear everyone around me doesn't like him...but i just like to watch his drama~ tho i must say his singing is not that great and i never saw him dancing either~ hehee~ but the theme song in Rosy Business is quite nice~ and he's just plain cute in the drama tho he's half bald~
i really don't understand what people during that time is thinking~

jaak~ continue listening to Wedding Dress...i hope next week will pass by without me noticing it, if it does then it means i'm probably lying to myself~ Have to work 10 hrs per day~ i'm ranting because the nature of the work...not the long working hrs. . .in other words, if i can put it in something i like like i have to dance for 18 hrs a day, by all means~

sometimes when i rant it out, people will just have an impression like i hate it because it's tough or because i can't stand chinaman bosses (cuz by nature, they sucks real hard). . .nothing i did so far is tough...everything is nothing but plain boring and somewhat retarting, if not then there's not much freedom to express...

like imagine having a meeting after your working hours only to have some uncle turning all corners just to have you agreeing to what he thinks and keep on repeating the same question when deep down inside you really wanted to ask him the same question and see what sort of 'new' idea he could come out while banning other people's idea. . .this old skool people might as well retain their same old formula of 'success'...well that sorta summarize a plain boring and somewhat retarting thing~

now i know what to do...and how to do it~ just wait...i don't care about the pay...i just cared about my Saturday~ m'kay~

procrastinating~ i don't care eh eh eh eh~

the evidence that i'm here show how much of a procrastinator i am~
i wish i had more time but i don't. . .
and i'll be glad nobody come stealing my time~ or watever
yokatta dane~ =).

again for the 3rd time, i never get my salary on time~
but other get it. . .how fair~
what is wrong with this dude?
is it every single thing~? lolz

but watever. . .
hope you guys won't be sick of my rants~ lolz

hyunjoongie~ <3

nandemo, ganba~

time wasted down the drain~

Can people just do things on their own?
why go through others to reach that person?
why people can't really do what they promise to do?
why people like to waste other people time?
izzit fun?
are you happy that my time is wasted?

authoritay my ash~ *bleh*

Gokigenyou~

pretty much pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed~
i'll choose and ditch this preety much sooner or later~