waiting ...

that green luggage~
been eying on it since the day i set my eyes on it cuz it was such an awesome bright looking rolling thing that you can spot miles and miles away in the airport~ i know i can be that much of an attention seeker~ love stuff that's bright in color~ which is why i've been sorta grasping for air to get my hands on Olympus E-p1 that has pop art function~ i should quit talking abt how much i need a functional laptop to edit photos, videos, audios~ you name it~ i need my tools~ 
my laptop play videos of human with blue lips on vlc~ O.o; the graphic card is probably dying and i'm amazed it actually work~  

waiting is hard~
waiting for an answer...
waiting for my getaway...
waiting for the time i can roll my green luggage with excitement...
waiting for . . .
gosh...i hate waiting~ give me a break already~ my attention span is that short~

i get it now... 
this makes me ponder and justifying what's in my mind...

"Never trust someone who lies to you"

i've been lied to straight in my face~ why is this world so gray? 

fear not...i had spot light on~!!! gosh i like the spotlight sfx in 'Lights go on again' 

damn u who lied straight in my face without any hint of shame~
shall watch Dexter now~ 

1000 ways to die~

Seriously, this show is sick~
and definitely not for ppl with weak heart cuz they might get nightmares frm watching it...
imagine doing liposuction with an industrial vacuum O.o; just the thought of it is really dumb~ but there's one dude who did it and ended having his guts all sucked out~ yuck~ looks kinda fake and with some bad acting but there's some science stuff~ so, not purely on black humour~ 

Nightmares
you think i'll get nightmares watching stuff like this? never~ this is nothing compares to Saw (frankly i think Jigsaw puppet is more scary than those bloody scenes...) I dunno why i always have this perception of dolls coming to life at night (so i ended up stuffing all my dolls in a cupboard so they won't come to life and kill me with a knife...now i figure it out as i type...damn chucky~ my bro used to watch chucky on repeat mode.
more like watching 1 - 4 in a row for a couple of times during the school holidays...so i ended up watching it along, together with some zombie and I know what you did last summer... I had no idea how many times i had to watch I know what you did last summer~ well...
i had a nightmare about traffic jam~ this is insane now that traffic jam becomes the thing i fear the most and it actually haunts me every single day~ 

anyway, life without laptop~ for a week~!!! arghh~ this feels forever and ever so i ended up watching Criminal Minds Season 1...while waiting for season 6 to premier tomorrow~ wowoo~ijou~ 

to buy or not to buy~

to waste money or not to waste~?
lolz~ silly...Chansung Kiss Me mug looks so cute~
i'd probably use it unlike most ppl who bought stuff to 'keep'...
i don't get the idea of keeping it if the purpose of a mug is for u to drink beverage or watever~
i'd be happily using it if i ever bought one...

one more reason why i like it so much is the design~
it's not like a big fat cheap printing of CS face slapped on the mug (that is so not right and typical of a chinaman company design which is a total disgust)
the design of this mug is simple and nice...simplicity rocks the bottom of my heart (what?) lolz...

still couldn't find it T.T

Meme: never look at 2PM the same as it was before

Favorite member: Hwang Chansung
Least favorite member: erm...Junsu? his voice is awesome tho...
Member with the best hair: magnae Chansung's bun & cornrow~
Member with the best eyes: magnae~
Member I'd most want to kiss: Chansung's Kiss Me mug~
Member I'd most likely shag: Chansungie~
Member I'd make lunch for: Chansungie~ banana smoothies? (lolz maki is fail #01)
Member I'd go singing in the rain with: Chansung~
Member I'd go shopping with: Khunnie...
Member I'd go dancing with: Jay ... Junho seems awesome.
Member I'd take over the world with: Italian magnae~
Memeber I most want to see more of: Hwang Chansungie~
Favorite pairing: Hwang couple~ (maki is fail #02)

conclusion tho to those whom i copied the above meme...pls don't make me bored the world with this...this is somewhat a conspiracy~ it's nothing but Hwang Chansung (with a pinch of Khunnie)...i'm getting sick of being biased and typing his name~ lolz

I'm in a holiday mood~
lazying around like never before cuz i'ma gonna get a very rare free saturday with no class this week~ *throws confetti* anywayz, i have to start practising 21 guns soon or two weeks later i'ma gonna shoot myself with 21 guns~ like literally...

and i totally forgotten the choreography for the new song like @.@ *blank~*
nothing rings a bell but the pointing part~ i'm totally dead~
let's learn 2PM's dance instead~ Don't Stop Can't Stop reminds me of Shaun Evaristo kinda style...

No idea who's choreography was that...maybe the dude in the following vid...

Chansung is fail...
[watcha' doin'?] is he mocking at the back munching on bananas?
is magnae trying to play a joke or is he genuinely having his snacks at the back?

is 'Chansung is fail' even correct way of saying it? i don't know~ all i know is that today i feel kinda ridiculous most probably because timing part~ omgness~ i am total speechless therefore shall head on to dreamland...

speaking of it, after many nights of Saw I-VI-ing, yesterday i have an epic 'saw' dream of 2 ppl trying to escape from the game (i guess i'm just the eyes~ watching them as they're running wild or watever)...anyway, one got his noggin being blown off~ i guess another one won the game~ yay...

i need a holiday~
ijou~

Nothin' on U

Song: Nothin' on You.
nice...a cover of it by UrbanGermany makes me like this song~ his voice is so calm and peaceful~
and of course, there's one version by our very beloved bboy Jay Park.

Saw~
gosh, i'm totally watching it backward~
at first i didn't dare to watch it because everyone was like telling me it's scary, disgusting, mind blowing etc of the same stuff.
what looks scary is the puppet with moving red eyeballs and evil laugh...anything with red eyeballs is scary =.=; including white rabbit T.T
but i kinda like the message whoever trying to spread through this movie~ well, at least this is not somesort of random kidnap and random self-gratification of the psychopath~
anyway, after i watch Saw 6, i saw this all other images gone~
how can i have nightmares looking at that right?

Donghae, you're the everything~ lol

ijou

procrastinating~

Michael Buble - Everything~
it's my new song for this week~ can't wait to learn One Ok Rock's [My Sweet Baby]~
i nearly typed 'Bubble' x). *ignorance*
niwayz, the intro is hard cuz i'm in an uber lazy mood x time is not enough~ added with a slow internet line, everything is meant to be cursed~

still haven't get my weekly dose of Survivor, the simpsons, criminal minds~ and SOUTH PARK~
omg, the reason of me liking SP is because of their exaggeration and originality (as in parody of something known in its own way) tho sometimes i'll skip many scenes =.=;...started watching it after i discover the awesomeness of imaginationland~ i still don't get Kenny's line~ and they still kill him every now and then~

tomorrow: morning rush hour~
thinking about this is stressing...i had dentist appointment at 9, need to take a package, practice keyboard...all need to be done in an hr?! omg~ by 10 i need to go for my class~ HELP =.=;

*off to practice keyboard*
weez~

#elimakesmetingle

isn't that like the cutest hashtag ever?
today is Eli's birthday...tingle tingle was his line in bingeul bingeul so the fans use it to make a hashtag hoping to trend it on his birthday which is today...but then, i didn't see it trending now~

recently been spinning bingeul bingeul in the morning cuz sleepyhead will never ever wants to sleep without watching something in english *weird* and will snooze the alarm for at least 4 times~ there goes 5 alarms~ to add salt to non-existence wound in the mind, the traffic isn't that slow ended up reaching there on average of 15-20 mins early...

Alice in Wonderland~
been waiting for it since forever and ever and it seems so dreadful long waiting for it~
well, love Mad Hatter's eyes~ they're so cute and dreamy...look like those furby's eye...i've been wanting a furby since forever...even now~ hahaa buy me one this Christmas~ but then, furby reminds me of a film about black-color-furball-like-creature eating ppl~ which strangely reminds me of the fly...i wanna watch that~

the setting, make up, wardrobe~ everything is so dreamy =).
how can i put words to a world created like that? everything is so in detail with his signature gloomy emo touch...those trees reminds me of sleepy hollow~ love sleepy hollow's color thruout the whole movie...

Been brainwashed~
by One ok Rock...like haven't been addicted already =).
this time...it's (You can do) Everything...those lyrics is really something~

kare no koe wa sugoi tokubetsu-tte, suki...
Keita has a twitter~ *yay* tho it's in japanese...but still okay...recent tweet~
"今日は久しぶりに仕事が早く終わっ たー！！"
"it's been a while since i finished work this early today~!!"

*goes on a jappo vocab boot camp*
ijou~

Happy Birthday Eli Kim...

well, i really like how Eli, this name sound like~ *e-lye*

Hae is comin~ he's comin'~

the sea is here~

i reformatted my laptop and all i have now is this as my bg~ missing the magical hand Hae i used to have...i probably can still find it here cuz i like it loads~ *here* lol

there was once i really believe that the Sea is somewhere near Seoul when he said that~

Tonite
the line is really ghey...recently been addicted to Criminal Minds~
finish Season 5 for now...The Uncanny Valley is freaky with a woman abducting other petite woman and turning them into dolls and having tea party with them,
kinda reminds me of awake and house of wax, tho it's like different type of story~ o.O;
i don't like dolls ever since my bro keep on watching chucky fearing that i will never be able to get rid of them when an evil soul somehow get into them~ or things alike~

anyway, today is Matthew Gray Gubler's 30th birthday~
He's the genius Dr. Reid who speak so uber fast spitting facts like every now and then~
should watch his dorky spinning in the unauthorized documentary and the authorized documentary~ and the artistic side of his in his official website with no buttons, just arts and neverending scrolling~ talk abt originality~ owh...and he directed the latest episode of Criminal Minds~ Mosley Lane~ he's definitely my fav tinseltown actor~

ijou~ off of to watch Criminal Minds~ i found Season 1~ X).

i got my eyes back~

urgh...nothing like this happen before...ever~!
goldfish eyes...now i know how it's like to be fat~ with fat eyes and limited vision (m'kay exxageration overloads but the vision is 25% lesser than normal ones~k, maybe 15%)
shellfish allergy is non existence until yesterday...
i swear it was all fine before this~
i tot it was the shells that was contaminated and that i touch it on my face while eating~
this all of a sudden itch and inflammation is beyond words to explain~
when i woke up, i had single eye lid~ then it goes away after a jab and some pills~
and another mc~

friday had one...sunday had one~
geez~ those pills are making me drowsy and neverland keeps on translating itself like "hello, can't you let me off during my sick days instead of haunting my dreams?" watever...

last saturday i had a very epic-ish dream that feels like a big budget production...am not sure what was i...the camera person? an audience? anyway, as far as i remember, i wanted it so much to be released as a film...it was that nice...
it was about someone who's a good fighter, running away from someone who wanted to use this person~ then someone betrayed this guy and exposed where he was hiding but in the end this someone found a hiding place on top of the building with another person...with all the heart pounding trying to figure out whether those bad guys are going to chase him all the way to that hiding place (because when he was being chased, instead of going downwards which is hell loads easier when you're running, he took the risk and ran upwards instead~ *wow~* lol) ....blablabla...this another person stood up from the hiding place with all the lengs of the bad guys celebrating for the dead of the boss and this another person who's the good guy can finally walk out a freeman...basically that's what i remember~

m'kay...what am i typing in this drowsy state of mind~ anyway, the chasing scene is so hollywoodish~ and action-packed~ it really does feel like i'm watching a film in my dream~

i wanna watch criminal minds~
but i finished it...so i'm getting season 1 instead~ geez i love this show and i need to sleep
what a lazy day of a goldfish~

please leave without a word

. . .

Throat slasher~!!!
yesterday i watch criminal minds ep 15 and it's about a slasher~ very graphic neck being slashed images~ o.O; that look a bit realistic, but then blood didn't splash like Sweeney todd one... and it happen out of nowhere the guy just stand up and slashes random people~ i really wanna buy the first season dvd~

ijou~

=(.

it ended...

you are going to be an actor for real~! X).
Makbanshi ended with Song SeungHyun jr. winning an audition (or something like that) with a chance to act in a drama***~
all based on his 금자감 (baseless confidence)~

***tho never a fan to drama, will watch FT Magnae's acting due to my baseless biasness...

ii ne~

じゃあこれからも금자감で自身満々に生きてください～！フ－ァイト！

i couldn't find the korean writing pad T.T
i had to painstickingly type kumjagan (금자감) out~
that's why 금자감 will be copy-pasted a lot in this post~ lolz

officially tired...hectic day~
still wanna watch Ukiss Vampire~
금자감 最高～ *very guilty for mixing up languages...jaak, i should go study my textbook now*

my last 24 hrs~

what will you do if you only have 24 hrs to live?
what can you change in your last 24 hrs?
who do you want to be with in your last 24 hrs?

gosh, i'm making myself sounds emo~
no, no~ I'm not dying yet~

Ikigami~
this movie tells the story about an agent whose job was to tell a person 24 hrs before they're going to die. at first i thought it was this god vs destiny or fate kinda movie but no, it's a science fiction (and politics?).

In the movie, japan had passed a rule to have all the students injected randomly when they entered elementary school in which a few had some capsule that will rupture and causes death when they're around 18-24 y'o. 24 hrs before the time come, an agent will send you a letter of death notice for you to prepare and spend some quality time together with whoever you want...

the reason why such thing existed is to encourage ppl to work hard and strive for achievement because time is short (knowing that there's a possibility that you won't live past hatachi~)

so it tells the struggle of this agent hanging there by the thread on the edge between following his job and saving humanity~ (i guess~ still haven finish watching yet)

i think we need this system here~ lol...cruel dane~ whether we're gonna make it past 25 or not, we're gonna die anyway~ jyan? jyan? being positive in a negative kinda way~ lolz~ *capsule ruptures in my heart* X).

and i love-hate the black and white cctv view the director is using because it goes silence...and it's eerie in some kind of way like ppl are watching you...but you don't know it~

ijou...

Stars gazing

hoshii hoshi ga miru (yappa i fail oyaji gag)

March of the *something*
recently watch this award winning docu-movie featuring nothing but lotz of pingu-s and snow
while watching the pingu-s being kawaii-self sliding on their fat bellies when they got tired of walking, suddenly my mind goes. . .
"why jaejoong is not a pingu" X).
because the baby pingu's face look exactly like Joongie during his ultraman hairstyle day~
t/n: pingu = penguin

the cinematography is uber awesome...
the production ppl is awesome too, staying there to shoot thruout the entire journey of pingu-tachi under such harsh weather~
pingu is awesome~
baby pingu is the cutest thing ever~ must watch =).

arienai deshiou?
today i reach home around 5~
iidane, after sending something to somewhere~
like it's suppose to be my job *duh~* typical. . .
nevermind the watever no-reply SMS. just plain rude.
plus i sense something different~
but watever~
i got other more useful stuff to do than going on a depression because of some gay things i think it's gay~ hahaa

hope it gives you hell~ hope it gives you hell~
saikin All American Rejects ni hamachatta~
I wanna is simply awesome. . .especially the guitar & the singing. . .
the most awesome off all is their name~

someday i wish to work in a company that calls themselves watever rejects *or simply watever something*~ it just sound more down to the soil (lolz), different, low profile but there's something in it that rejecter's ego pokes on their eyeball resulting the lost of sight *pity eh?*~

i damn hate ppl who praise themselves~ isn't it gay? like desperately telling ppl you're good, regardless it's true or not. . .people like this are best placed on their own stage so they can be their own super star and live in a small-content-sad-lil' world~

go pingu~ go sunshine~
i hope more baby pingu will grow up healthy-ly this year in the north~ it's around baby-pingu-hatch-time *or watever they call it* now~

ijou~ gokigenyou

つかれた～

Baystorm-ing ^^ ２６さいのニノは同じよ～当たりまいじゃん？
あとではＢｉｇｅａｓｔａｔｉｏｎです～久しぶり間だね～

Movie Marathon~
Drag me to hell...
this movie is guilty of overdosing on suspense, over exaggerated sfx & background music (even the opening credit sounded uber epic~), sudden fast cut and alot of stuff coming out of mouth (green liquid, cat, worms, fly, hair?). . .

lots of gruesome images like eyesocket flying to ppl's face, soul vomitting earth worm onto a living person~ blood oozing out from nose onto another person (and the very next day the person that had blood oozing at him doesn't feel akward!)~ dark nails, shark teeth overdosing on caffein (stained)~

it also has alot of wthell moments especially in the beginning when the zombie old lady attacked Chris~ she's not a zombie but reminds me of a zombie...and after a corpse drop on Chris with those green liquid pouring into her mouth, she can still say "get her out of me~ blablabla" ieu~ that is sick~ and all the actors had short term memory lost...

i think the idealogy behind this film is that good ppl doesn't deserve a good life (how freakin' true, only bad ppl reap all the goodness and be badass)~ hahaa if the director has any behind it. . .this is a fresh idea~ there is no happy ending, or the happy ending is that it does what the title wants~ no stereotype~ nice X).
but the director put too much suspense until we can predict when eerie stuff is going to happen~ i salute the editor who edited the video~ imagine listening to psycho-like music. . .but he's probably is numbed with the gruesome images~ or sickening images~

How to become myself...
this film is full with nice scene~
blue sky, tree fura-fura-ing, electric pole (lolz)
storywise it's okay, serve to tell people not to (or to?) stage your own drama to please people around you~
but it's abit slow and calm...

tsukareta. . .

ijou~