ありえない~

just what the fuckery~
i decided to help cuz i heard it was for an 'exam' or something but in actual it was just a practise~
is that it? u take my skin as practice~?!
so effin mad cuz i wont drag my skin like that~ it felt like 10 years damage has been done within 3hrs with the constant rubbing, drawing, rubbing, drawing~ *~!!*
if they were to tell me it was just for practice then i wouldn't agree cuz my skin is not for u to practice~ sry to be rude~
n u dont even need effing height for this practice~
hated the experience~ most prob i'm just a friend in need but guess what, it's not even for a friend~ *so i don't even bother to give anymore fs*
wasted 3 hrs when i'm suppose to spend it doing my pt~ my eyes got so sore and i couldn't do much after that~ *endless fsssssssss*
so much for things i don't give any fs~!
am so mad for all that...dont effin use my skin as practice n keep on telling me it damaging the skin~ it just makes me more annoyed as time goes by~
짜증나

out of all the things this is what i hate the most~
i really hated it a lot~ not saying i have the best skin ever but i just don't like the idea~ for the airrrrrrr~ *f~!*
panda eyes killed me. . .gotta get me some 'eye alert'~

no more second times cuz i'm f-ing busy~ f-ing f-ing busy. . .i don't even have time to breath let alone sit there and let some peeps destroy my eyes~ *bleh~*

dying. . .before that i wanna fly *sobs myself to zzz~*

i'm gonna reveal the ugly name. . .

FALiar. . .
in short for Fat Ass Liar, the person who is living a more delusional world than i am
cuz i'm only delusional for the like minded, this liar actually drag ppl into his hopelessly delusional world full with nothing but endless lies up until the point that i felt everything came out from his stinky mouth is ignorable~ (yes, it's like a dead animal just died in the mouth~ i'm not saying this out of hatred but it's the truth~ *shrugs*)
frankly i've been sick and tired hearing air talk by this person since the 3rd month~
how did i even survived all this while? being empty minded hoping for the day to come and ignoring all his air talk~
and the mind numbing construction that lasted what seemed to be forever~
if not i've already fried nakji for this person~

ALL IN FOR THE WIND
fits like catchphrase of my life~
if lying is a way you choose to live your life, that's fine. . .trust being betrayed, effort and guts being wasted~ all my friends was like asking me not to switch but i don't really wanna do what i've been doing that's why i choose to believe in this air company and switch to do something i like before i die despite the contract but in the end it's even worst than minimal wage work that draws people's breath away~

up until the very last day i had to deal with phoniness~ that ain't cool man~
i don't like beating round the bushes stuff~ can't you sense ma' sarcastic laugh when you're air talking again?
what's the point of telling me your fantasy, hopes and dream when i'm leaving? save it for yourself. . .you know what, your mind is probably lying to yourself~ puhahaa~ cuz you're always lying to me with no sense of failing~
been screwed a few times~ especially during event time and a no-show records of 100% after telling me "i'll be there"~ say wut? will appreciate more if you say "i won't come~ screw you"~

i really don't fancy ppl telling me stuff they don't mean at all. . .ain't amuse~
anyway, i'm always overwhelmed with joy thanks to Yong Junhyung despite looking expressionless~
putting in the same context, me always ranting doesn't mean anything at all~ i'm just sayin'


^ me, all day everyday~

in conclusion, that fat ass liar is nothing but a sayer~ say say say and nothing ever happens~
moral of the story, never be someone like that and never accept offer from desperate wannabie small startup insignificant inexperience google non-existence company~ wasting precious time they probably don't even care~ like an idiot going to a humanless company with internet that's even slower than dial up~ wtfuuuu~ something like that. . .
doer. . .shall stop talking about New Zealand for the time being. . .someday i wanna be like *throws pokeball* "i'm going NZ tomorrow~ bye biatch~" *takes ma' bags and fly disappearing into thin air*

suddenly~
ah~ i'm a bit sad for not being part of the group. . .it's okay, i ain't mad cuz i will do the same too~ i will not let myself being stepped over and sulk in the corner~
(c) it's true, Librans really enjoy plotting sweet revenge~ there is no revenge~ i can have fun too being out of the group. . .well, i'm not an idiot~ i get it from the choice of words, the hesitation and slow answer. . .it doesn't take a psychologist to figure that out~ and i'm taken back with the Korea stuff like being stab at the back. . .someday i will go see oppar myself~

the person who keep saying he is sunjeong nam when he's drunk. . .
he ate snow in NZ~!!! i'd like to try that someday. . .ppl might think it's sick but penguin eat ice too~ instead of calling him Tabi, i think i'm gonna call him Pingu~ hehee

bbyong~

EDIT~
i actually had another name for that FALiar~ it's actually from a song~ called Stupid Motherfucker wasting ma' time~ fits him 10 gazillion percent~
it's too vulgar~ but EDC is cool in this way. . .haters gonna hate~

when normal day being distrupted by a faulty alternator

generally has no interest in car
i think my dream car is a small usable car that doesn't give me any problem~
it'll be a bonus if it's auto...but now i can drive manual car like a boss~
anyway today the car act up again *fuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*
luckily i try to start the car again~ if not i will *fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu* when i go back~
and luckily there's this mechanic shop near the place i park~ T.T
so i went to get some help~ *yokatta*

and so i'm happy again~

"Peace....with two fingers i won't be tired or lonely anymore"
why do you live in Narnia? *T.T*
and. . .what do you mean by lonely?!
*fiction*non-nayeh-fake-darling-jyana?!*-slash-fiction* (lolz~)
Jang Hyunseung and his 'peace sign'~ he is such a typical B~
typical B ppl are precious cuz i'm precious to myself~ *puhahaa + shameless*
normal ppl just won't get it~ (c) die die also want~

all in for the wind~
^i'm liking this sentence~ portray very well what i'm doing *heck i even had a 4 panel comic ready for it*~
but someday i'll think off something to replace the wind~ cuz in my mind wind represent freedom not the reality that i'm in~
btw, it's one line from BB's Ms. Liar~

bbyong~