Jang Hyunseung, So-1, Hyunseung, Jay Stomp (JS)

believe it or not, it's 4 different person~
do not call him Hyunseungie or he will flip~ LOL~

Jang Hyunseung is a normal korean citizen rarely going back to him home in Seoul~

So-1 is an ex-big bang trainee, a dear dongsaeng of big bang hyung-nim~ (i cannot imagine So-1 in big bang and calling him So-One~ i cannot imagine him being magnae if he was chosen~ the magnae who will fight with another magnae over vitamin water?)

Hyunseung is the quiet member in beast~ perfectionist dancer that even Yong Junhyung will fall to his sweet talk (grave flower~) making fierce rapper a gullible person on national tv~ he will get whatever he want in life~ (heck. . .even chris brown will understand korean if hyunseung is tweeting). despite not having a lot of part time work like the others, he is probably the first with a mini album in another subgroup~ probably the only beast member with the most parody out of a song by other artist~ a daebak performance during concert (infinite, super show~) if Hyunseung were to make a Trouble Maker parody with a fellow beast member, who will it be? i'd suggest Junhyung~ but yong junhyung ain't gonna wear a dress and do sexy dance. . .he will probably wanna kill me for suggesting it~ andwae~ (p/s: JS + Joker subgroup = ♥) so the only option i have is Kikwang ♫♪let it snow~♪♫ or dongwoon *poor magnae* lolz imagine dudu~ i don't even wanna imagine dudu wearing a dress~ he will probably wanna kill me as well~

Jay Stomp aka JS. . .probably the name he wanted to debut with but feel sorry for the nice name his parents gave him~ erm. . .now he want ppl to call him Jay. . .or JS? Jae-essu~ i prefer Jay~

Others
Jangroro : for some unknown reason sometimes he will appear like the president of kids in Korea aka Pororo~ p/s: pororo cartoon is a good source to learn korean and abuse them on tweet tweet~
Ice cream boy: for the love of ice cream and a boy that loves ice cream
Prince Jang: a ss moment i gave him *gets electronic bricks from Honey all around the globe*
4D Prince: another SS moment i gave him~  *gets more electronic bricks from Honey all around the globe*
Seungie: for the laziness to type Hyunseung~
Juran: in fiction in fiction in fiction~ my ♥

i will stubbornly call Jang Hyunseung as Seungie or Jay even if he wanna flip on tweet tweet again~

ijou~ trying to be funny but fail miserably~ OTL

back to work~

when i can't sleep...

normally i'll load pororo to watch~
because i like penguin. . .
and i do think Hyunseungie looks like pororo when all of a sudden he decided to wear glasses out of the blues~
but look what i found~

pororo in disguise of pororo~!!!
you didn't just bought a pororo cover~
the rate of you getting skinny then gaining weight is so amazing~ it happens every other month~ good to hear you're exercising cuz i did tell you to exercise lol

if i don't watch pororo vids, i'll watch dance practice vids~ lolz

i know i like a group when i start watching their dance practice video~
i watch it more often than their MV (most probably once or twice~ fail fan lol)
i don't watch a lot of performance too~ ain't your typical fan yo~ don't put that label on me~

niwayz the other day i was hoping that Infinite would release Paradise dance practice. . .and they did T.T
like BTD the most. . .they are releasing Japanese version~
#Japanese and dance is very important in my life~

erm. . .whatever~ doing well while trying to recover my life~

what on earth~?!

apa dalam dunia~?!

i felt bad i keep on flashing Hyunseung's banner~ mian dudu~

i am back from fic-land~
this morning i woke up to a very heavy yet empty heart~
it's like someone just drilled a hole in my heart~
depressing aura floating all around me. . .

fic-land story~
awesome~! a very-all-over-the-places summary~
during Beautiful, dudu came to the right side and saw ma' banner (puhahaaa~) then he look at me and went high high~ something like *nod* i-see-you-yoonique~!

i felt that Hyunseung wasn't that happy during the show so i flash a lot of Seungie's side (mian, dudu~).

conspiracy on Junhyung: i think he was thinking "what is up with this delusional girl, switching banner every 5 seconds" (lolz~ he was staring at my side. . .) i think he secretly like my Seungie banner~ *end of conspiracy*

Dongwoon is very active and spit out random english~ "come on baby", "follow me baby", "i love you" lolz~ Dudu was very high and active throughout the show. Yoseob is very nice to the lucky fan even after knowing that she was Junhyung's fan~ his high pitched "Joker, JOker, JOKER?!" was very funny~ Kikwang was spaced out and Junhyung look reserved and rumors has it, he cried~ boy must face a lot of difficulties after the news surfaced. . .

the other BM words that Beast know aside from basic intro was names of food~ so nice to know that they actually tried local food instead of being picky with their food...dudu said "durian" (lolz~!) dongwoon said "satay" yoseob said "laksa" then hyunseung who never pay attention to his surrounding said "laksa" 1-2 mins later~

Seungie was spacing out looking at my side during the mc session and i was delusional and keep on showing him thumbs up~ and waves. . .he stared at the space for 5 mins then snap, changes angle and after 5 mins came back to my side~ staring again at ma' direction while i keep on showing him thumbs up~ lolz

like i said before, Seungie is very nice to Honeys he was standing at my side a lot of the time *cough* and particularly during Oasis where everyone was going everywhere, Seungie stand on the right side for half of the song~ he walk out during his part and stand right in front of me *delusional* but angle never fail me~ it was right in front~ Oasis was my favorite song~

again, Seungie was on the right side most of the time~ fanservicing ma' banner *i can't help but to be delusional* especially during encore. . .VIU~ 4D dance~

Seungie is very 4D *duh* when other people was performing, he used his mic to comb his hair (bet ya' didn't think i'll be looking at you instead of the guest eh?) then drifted to space~ he use a marker to color his shoes and think it's very amusing telling Kikwang~ and his face palm way to look at the crowds~ why do you exist in another world?

this time i really pay attention to Seungie's dance during the show~ very energetic and precise up to the point that when they were performing Fiction, i had the urge to learn the dance that moment~ it was Beautiful *crying rainbow colored tears*

when they were performing Rainy Day, i felt that Seungie was really sad deep inside~ *awwww~* why are you sad. . .you make me wanna switch bias~ Dudu has a lot of fans but Seungie doesn't~

i do talk a lot about Seungie. . .i felt sad for this guy cuz i know how it felt like to be ignored~ that's why his place is ninja~ he receive the least gift too *awwww* fear not, one of it is mine with a custom made name label that looks exactly like my bribeboard~ i sorta designed this bribeboard and has its signature (you know me~ puhahaa~)~ if your memory is good, you probably seen it a few times, Jang Hyunseung. . .

and you were happy again. . .?
after seeing the twitpic above~ hehee. . .
my first reaction when i saw that pic was "what on earth?!" // "apa dalam dunia?!"
he said dudu came by cutely~ lolz
또 봐요

the language~
recently learning random stuff yo. . .OTL
자장면 머리 보고싶어요~ this she wrote to Seungie~

bbyong. . .

oh~ hi Seungie~ (pt 4)

yappa, still Seungie~

my desktop hold grudges over me and refuses to show me thumbnail without crashing the browser~
i really think my computer has a lot of seungie pic cuz i randomly click on this~
jaak~ enjoy the view of beautiful handsomely good looking people~

two months ago. . .
i watch back the clip where Seungie pointed at his banner (aka me, the one holding it *shameless*) anyway, i just notice that he did it with purpose *like i can read his mind (shameless 02)* and it wasn't because of the music (bg music wasn't 'U'~!!!)
*omo, can't breathe, like freeze*
it was like he was 4D-ing on the edge of the stage then points at his banner (aka me, the one holding it *shameless 03*)~
thanks for the memories~
anyway, that video can really put a smile on a frowning face, instantly brighten the gloomy days of her *cough* life~ i wanna hug this guy and say thank you~ (if his fan girls ever let me go near him without bricking me to death) *shrugs* shall roll far far~~~

and... i already hugged him... in my dreams~ lol~ he was performing in front of me and like his normal usual-self, he reaches his hand out for me to touch *shameless Seungie in my dream 01*~ then i just shake his hand and stood up to ask him something~ since my dream is a bit like real life, he couldn't hear me and i ended up repeating myself asking if i can hug him~ lolz~ what a strange dream~ but i still haven't thank him for being an antidote to my gloomy days~

oh, hi antidote~

lolz another random pic i clicked~
random Seungie fact:- given the chance to introduce himself, all he said was "i'm the sleepyhead of the team, all i care about is sleep~" Seungie sleep a lot~
no wonder the beautiful skin~!!! actually was quite shock that normal people only sleep between 5 - 6 hours~ in my world, ppl sleep for 8 hours the least~ 12-15 hours will be great~ *i think i'm sick~* but i do have panda eyes and my skin ain't that great cuz my world turn upside down during the holidays~ oh i miss school and the long breaks~

i should go watch some english video before creeping people with my randomness~ seriously, don't take things seriously~

i navigate the Junseung ship

i ship Junseung~
not like in a gay way~ but in a brotherly love kinda way~ just wanna say... they cho~ cute like twins~ ^^

see what i'm seeing? so cute...i wanna keep both of them in my pocket~ x).

i used to think that they are scary~ they still look scary in real person but they will smile when they feel like it~ lolz i don't really care~ and bitches need to understand this is how they are~ stop bitching about them if they don't smile at you...shallow people~ but then Seungie smiled at me~ choosy boy~ but me likey~ kyakyaaaa

i should stop fangirling and get a life right? but my PC only let me do simple no-brainer stuff like browsing the net, shopping flushing money down the sea, tumblr-ing, tweet tweeting etc mind numbing stuff~ i wanna sink it down the sea too~but until i get a new lappie, i'm gonna spend my time at tumblr looking at pics of beautiful people and watching Dexter or any other american shows i had in my hd that's playable on this PC that i so wanted to chop in pieces and sink it down the sea (u'll get it if u watch Dexter)~

recently Dexter been too much of a drama...so much less methodical killing spree~ me dun likey~

Night drive~
recently been to a hypermarket at 11.30pm~ i remember when i was small, we use to go out for ice cream at night...i really like the night drive but we don't do it anymore~

i like night drive~ so peaceful...and the starry sky...me likey~ i also like hanging out somewhere just to pass the time like what i did after the concert~ just sitting there chatting mindless stuff to pass the time...

byebiiii~

p/s: i'm gonna name my son Junseung~ Jang Junseung...kyakyaa~ wait...i'll be forever alone~ there won't be any Jang Junseung~ FML~ wae JANG u asking??? he's the reason why i'm forever alone~ we'll be together alone~ kindly ignore

thanks for the memories

^ damn that song with the same name~ *for no reason*

I'm writing because i feel good~ *tskkkk*
or else the concert will just remain as a concert in my brain~

i made a Hyunseung banner with a lil' crown because i got a lil' crafty without my internet last week~ nothing much, i feel bad for the fancam of him being alone walking pass people who doesn't care about his existence. Let that pass.

i didn't expect much from him~ i kinda know what type of person he is (not as if i know him personally, but based generally on his personality~ he's a B too...so, go figure~). That's his charm...ignorant is a charm~ People, don't spend too much time worrying about every lil' stuff around you~ it's not good for your mental health yo~

well, i even think he probably would glance thru then look away or look at you with his normal 'piercing-glance or the-signature-blur-look' lolz~

anyway, what happen was he saw the banner *yay* i think he saw it during Special~ then during Beautiful they will have this 'U' part he pointed at my banner and smile~ *wow~* i didn't get that part on cam cuz who would wanna stare at the camera when u can see the human rite? idk, i prefer to look at the human(s) on stage than busy doing recording or taking photos~ hahaa

then during V.I.U he was looking at the banner (or me~ kyakyaa) and i gave him a thumbs up~ he smile~ okay, his smile is so precious that you don't get to see it often~ he is choosy type~ won't simply react to people~ really, i think he look at the banner (or me bwahahaa) for the longest time ever~ time froze literally~ anyway i saw his stare before~ a lil' scary~ but it's okay...i don't mind~

well, thank you for smiling at me~

i wore 10 cm heels for concert~ i must be crazy but i like seeing the world at the same eye level as Hyunseungie~ kekee~ my feet still feels like my feet after i woke up~

thanks all...BYE~

Fungo = mango's dongsaeng~

puzzling~
instead of that, i think it's rather quick witted~
sadly nobody heard ya'~ but meh~

welcome the the 4D world~

it's tough...

where are you who said 'onjaena i'll be there'?
you better join twitter or i'll ask someone to finish all your ice cream~ 
^ what being said do not and will not make any sense~ 
on the edge of jumping from a cliff float~ 

i will die if you let me floating on clear water in the middle of the sea
i do not like the calmness of clear water, what's more in the middle of the sea
i wanna ride the waves~ stop asking me to float on calm water~ 
i rather jump off the float and sink to the bottom than float in the middle of the sea~this sea is not even a rough sea like what we saw on national geographic~
help~~~~!!! today is very mindless~
if it wasn't for that green luggage, i would've paddle myself to somewhere else with bare hands~

my phone is dying~ the battery keep on draining like every 12 hrs~ O.o;  

The colorful streets~  
i like big buildings~ not like sky scrapper kinda big building but over-sized building with high ceiling and tall doors~
it makes me look small. . .
it's good to be small again. . .
i kinda love hate that place tho~ 
i wanna fly. . .

bye~ 

To Jang Hyunseung

Hope you will like this little gift for you.
Malaysian fans love you~






Thank you Yangyo =).

if you were to really make a twitter, can you use @icecream_boy as your nickname?
lolz~ i'm writing as if he's reading this~

niwayz hope he will like it~

bye~

off hair and eyeliner~

Nickname: ice cream boy / forever no.4~

i know i'm good at giving nickname *shamelessly fanself*

*click for clearer view* 

i heart the stylist who gave him this hair~ curly hair never look any nicer on guys than this~
i love his hair. i remember admiring his curly blond hair when i saw him in person...and look at his eyeliner~!!! he is like one of the few guys who can rock a hairband look~ i luv hairband~ 

*pokes eye with pencil eyeliner*-ing 

jigeum eun (omo know how to use eun and nun *proud*)berry ridiculous~ berry berry unhappy~ Goodbye Happiness for now~ shall claim you back when the time comes~ should go watch a brutal drama of corrupted human soul *tho i rarely watch asian dramas, i must say this one is really nice~* it's called 'No Regrets' (spin off of Rosy Business~) but this one doesn't have Ron~ oh well~ 

bye~