i hope no namja will read this post. . .

can i marry someone with himchanchan's talking voice?!
finally i get to see r.i.c.e~♥
Jung Daehyun~ Kim Himchan~ ♥
i went to the showcase still having oor's hangover (still not over~ it'll never be over~ how can it be over?) with a terrible sore throat & a lil' flu. . .
daehyun sung i remember with leader-sshi. . .i can't~
himchanchan's talking voice. . .i can't #02~
thank you for invading my country~ ♥

still high on One Ok Rock~
hangover will never be over. . .never~
recently i saw their documentary~
they did one rehearsal in underpants~ O.o;
what is image? i don't remember them having any~ (fangirls will never see their oppar like that~ there's a lot of pervy fg there putting pic of oppar's u know what~ =_= if oppar ever rehearse in boxer, they will all erupt and burst~)
i think Toru is the only half-sane member cuz he's the only one who doesn't appear to be high on sugar 24/7 yet they manage to make him do it together (poor thing had to throw his pride into the drain~) he look so dayum embarrassed with his pants down while rehearsing~ my eyes~ =_= mecha hazukashiii~
but their live is awesome~ and the way some of them speak in Jap dialect~ kyaaa~ nande nihon de sundeimasu?! nande koko wa nihon janai?!  nande chigau no tokoro ni ikiteiru?! *insert random broken japanese*
♫♪ we are living in the same world, boku to kimi, kotae wa nai kedo. . .♪♫
(the first two lines in Living Dolls is actually story of my life~) Toru wrote this awesome song~ i ♥ since forever. . .
if i ever had a son, i will name his english name Toru~ my son will have a Japanese English name~ kyaaaaa~ unless the appa's name is Toru~ (c) welcome to the delusional world~

my fav part during the concert is when Taka told us to sit down then jump, Toru & his crazy guitar skills~
and 'woooooooho~~~' pt during Answer is Near and encore. . .we 'woooooooho~~~~' for like 5 minutes~ best memories ever~ and also talking abt OOR with another OOR fan ♥
thanks for the memories, the awesome live and the great music~
when will i be able to keep calm and write a nice ♥ OOR post?

i will start questioning the meaning of life. . .
you've been eliminated. . .*sobz*

i've lost my soul. . .

where are you~
i need some time to keep calm and write a proper OOR appreciation post later~
for now. . . Toru appreciation time~
this guy wrote Living Dolls. . .i can't =_=
that's one of my fav song EVER~!!!

crazy guitarist~
nande konnani atsui~ (LOL)
my failed Jap version of 'wae so hawt'~ 

i can't. . .

i was planning to stand in the middle but that's everyone's fav spot since taka will be there. . .
i had to stand on the right side. . .right in front of this crazy guitarist~ his headbanging. . .pls don't let me start. . .when i saw Taka it feels unreal~ T.T
Toru didn't sing much. . .i've forgotten that he actually rap in their old songs~ that voice. . .but it's hard to play as perfectly as he did if he rap~ but that voice~ dayum. . .

what are you~

my friend told me abt this show. . .rocker making kakigori aka ais kacang~

please~ ROCKER MAKING AIS KACANG~ lol i can't. . .

Toru put IKA~ effin' seafood in his ais kacang. . .!!!
and also ham (?) wrapping watermelon~  that ais kacang should be some fear factor challenge~
he's like a guy who doesn't know how to cook to save his life from starvation~ wae so precious. . .

in another episode, Taka said the most boring person is Toru~ LOL wae so mean~
he wrote Living Dolls yo~

hello, hello, living dolls~
there was once i keep on putting that as my msg. . .and start to imagine other ppl as living dolls~
just some dolls driving behind the wheel, just some dolls spitting lies in your face etc. . .
to me, dolls are scary~ i don't even have plushies on my bed~
i'd always imagine it coming to life and start stabbing or something. . .or ask me if i wanna play a game~ lol dakara Saw's doll is scarier than ppl chopping their hand off~
ah jinsei wa nandesuka~ but i rather become the doll with no feeling. . .
but isn't it like living in a nightmare everyday to imagine ppl as living dolls? tabun. . .

emo~ bye-yeom. . .

muhan-dol #03

Jang Dongwoo invaded my dream. . .
with orange hair standing right in front of me smiling like an idiot like his usual self. . .
subconsciously Namu wasn't like this. . .he just smile like an idiot too~ we even talk~ i didn't know i speak korean in dreamland~
wae u no speak in real life =_=

=3=

new track in the jalja~ playlist. . .@.@

dear oppars~
if one day i don't like you anymore, just remember that there was once i really like you~
mian and saranghae for now~♥♥♥

my package arrived. . .when i was in dreamland~ why you work on saturday~ why it took them 2 days to reach here? since when my country is so effin' efficient (not a bad thing)~
why~~~~~now i have to go collect it at the post office~

i absolutely hate doing countdown but 5 more freakin' days til' a sleepless night~ Answer is Near~♥
this is unreal~ this is effin' unreal i refused to believe it until i get my hands on it and inhale the air there~

oppar. . .

Start attending their world tour. . .soon
=_= i just take a peak at the setlist in Taiwan~ and i can't wait. . .
they didn't perform Mr. Gendai Speaker in Japan but they perform it in Taiwan *le sobz*
the list is quite good~ everything i hope is in there is pretty much in there~
let's keep calm~ *what is keep calm? izzit something you eat?*

annyeong~ ^^
having mental breakdown like Infinite on weekly idol~ i cannot stop not LOL-ing~ =_=
Jang Dongwoo is wreaking my bias list~
i'm still wondering why Jang Dongwoo is still not my INFINITE bias~
i swear he's a hoarder~
i've forgotten that namu is the bad arsh B-type namja too~
he deserve the number 1 spot frm the way he threaten his chaser and let his target slip thru like a boss~

Grandpa Gyu~
after hearing for like 3 million times ppl calling him grandpa (and calling it myself), i have come to a mental state of thinking (?! what did i just type !?) that he is a grandpa~ =_=
anyway, he did get last place for 3 weeks in a row~ anyhow, you will always be my Number 1 *cheesy~*
his hobby is speaking Chinese~ (i have to admit, his china accent *if that's legit* is definitely better than me~ i can never fully understand or imitate china accent. . .it's stressful to listen~ it's also stressful to open fb and see everything in chinese~ *mental breakdown #02*)
i can only speak an accentless mandarin i pick up from all around the place. . .
my friend would wanna vomit blood when they speak with me~
but Kim Sunggyu, wae i no hear u speak anything more than "da jia hao, wo sher jin sheng kwei"?!!!!!

side note. . .one day my friend told me Kris is from Canada and i ask her if he can speak cantonese? LOL he can. . .with those hk accent~ even though it's only "tai ka hou~ ngor hai Kris" lol *dayum biased*
i still think Kris should promote in Exo-K. . .wae no put chinese member in korean group?!

otanjyoubi omedetou~
today is my fake birthday~  puhahaa. . .
even so, i'm still 20 days older than heihei~ dayum~

arghhhhhh~ having mental breakdown *sticks head on the wall* LOL~
L's been living in the perfect world for too long. . .welcome to the reality~
bbyong~ =_=

. . .

i'm breaking up with YSY tomorrow~
kyaaa~ i will miss the time you shouted angrily when you're mad~♥
and your korean eyes stares when you're mad~ and you crying ♥.♥
though i don't know what will come out in Aug 23 because my korean skill can be flushed down the drain but with my biased self, i will still cheer for you~ ♥.♥
abusing ♥ to the extend it's getting cheap here~

btw, ghost appeared in this show~ even the song sounded like there's a ghost in it~
♪♫everytime when i close the light, you will appear. . .♫♪
what? lol~ but beast jjang~ (c) b2uty to my beast~♥♥♥♥♥♥ never fail to light up when there's a beast song in this show~
and Pink Chicken performing Mastermind~ wtfuuuuu~ the scriptwriter need to come out with a more creative name~ out of everything do u have to call Lee Kikwang as Pink Chicken?!

i'm taking a 15 minute break. . .
to wish Kim Himchan happy birthday~♥
daejang-sshi~ i'll wait for your come back~
seems like it was only a couple of weeks since they bid farewell~
or is it my time is going slower than normal people?
i am living in a numb world~
everyday i'm living my life procrastinating and typing and YSY~

scrambling day and night~
to go or not to go~
do i wanna use 80% of my hard earned money dating YSY for it or just keep my hard earned money with the big cat* so it will give me a free banana milk every month?
* mascot of a bank~ puhahaa~
i need one day to clear my mind~

now i want that cherry thing~
(c) ninja language only i will understand~
ijou~

Nishikido Ryo aka shortie is married. . . in a dorama as a JE artist called Nishikido Ryo aka himself. . .
story of nae future bias~!!! must watch Papadol~
bias-oppar-deul, himnaeseyo~♥

energy~♥

 "Even though some might call me a fool, I seriously think that I can save people with my music."
-TAKA from ONE OK ROCK
(c) here
he say this before singing 完全感覚DREAMER~how much i love this term~ le perfect sense dreamer~
unlike me, a lot of chinese know how to read chinese. . .it'll sound darn weird in chinese~
what do i wanna do with the term eh? saaaa~ everyday i'm ninja-ing *insert shuffle music* (c) ninja life~


you did. . .and

Happy birthday TAKA~

i first notice him in NEWS cuz he sung almost half of their song in astronaut outfit~
♪♫ fly away~ far away~ tsubasa hirogete~ ♫♪ you know JE~ i'm so sorry i had to rewatch~ kyaaa. . .
then i stumble with Keep it real and i found a source of my energy~♥
lift me up when i'm done, makes me realize the little thing in life. . .and great music~

 p/s: i realize they never make shortie ryo, yamapi or uchi wear the astronaut outfit~

wae~ wae~

Start walking the world tour~
when i saw the title i was thinking maybe my country is part of this world~
but i don't really know any One Ok Rock fans~ let alone who wanna bring a Japanese Indie band here while big shots like SJ, JYJ, Bbang, Beast all just skip my country like it doesn't exist on the map~ ain't mad~ #justsayin'~
they're coming to Singapore in June~ *purease let me die*
i need to see My Energy~♥
since it's near. . .maybe i should make a porehbar arone trip there just so that i've at least saw One Ok Rock once in my lifetime~
there's too many songs i wanna see live. . . but i'd like to listen to My Sweet Baby live~ kyaaa. . . .they didn't sang it live~

♫♪live as if you die today. . .♪♫
                       c.h.a.o.s.m.y.t.h~
to go or not to go~

they're back~

One ok rock new release~
purease let me die~ so awesome. . .my energy~♥
recently i'm so tired of everything. . .
i wish i don't have any feelings so that i can finish my work without feeling tired & bored~

Mr. Gendai Speaker~
live version is awesome~ i think my past life is really a ninja cuz i like to stay ninja~
don't really wanna let other ppl know how i really think, feel or do~
i even stop sharing so much stuff on fb after ppl ask me abt the stuff i posted there~
i don't like to discuss stuff that other person know nothing abt. . .
my life doesn't only revolves ard the stuff i posted~
♫♪ Nobody can find me here, this is my secret place no one knows~♪♫
blog used to be somewhere nobody can find me so i posted tonnes of stuff for myself to see in future~
but who ask me to share the link elsewhere? i'ma gonna go ninja when i have time~ FMProcrastination~

Pierce~

lol~ what a sad song. . .
live version is so beautiful T.T

the slow track in their album is always awesome~ his ex-gf (?) is so lucky~ look at those sad song he wrote (for her probably)~ My Sweet Baby, Wherever You Are and Pierce~ and it's nice. . .so dayum sad~  

OOR don't really sing much abt love~ i'm not a big fan of love song cuz it's pretty much the same (c) secret

although i listen to alot of bubblegum pop song which revolves around nothing but poor soul either being dump or longing for love or off the same genre~ that is someone's illusion~ btw Kaimu is a great song too~ are you a gold fish living in a fish tank?

feelings is not needed because there's tonnes of work i need to finish~  all i need is numbness towards the tediousness of this much hated pt. . .*bleh* wanna watch the whole DVD~ kyaaaa. . .
ONE OK ROCK, WAE U SO FREAKIN AWESOME~
jitsu wa しにたい

they are back. . .

Every now and then they give me a jab of energy to my soul~

So much freedom it fills me with enviness
when can i see the blue sky on an empty piece of land like this in real life~?
Love the feel of it~ nothing fancy. . .just great great music~

♫♪ Dream as if you will live Forever. And live as if you'll die today ♪♫
carpe diem. . . they reminds me of the simple stuff i oversee living in this complicated world~ they use a lot of English too~ but i think the Japanese lyrics is where all the gems are hidden. . .the way he uses his words is amazing. . .

♪♫...and we stay forever young~ ♫♪
my fav line in U-kiss' Neverland~
well, if i die today, won't i be forever young? kekee #FLogic~

if i can turn back time. . .i'd hang myself with the umbilical cord~ #watch-too-much-butterfly-effects... then i'll be forever young~ #FLogic 02
Speaking of Butterfly Effects. . .i wanna watch it again~ it's awesome. . .if my life changes like that, i'd want to hang myself with the umbilical cord too after living 1000 of different life~

if u don't see me, i wonder what happen?
probably eating ice on a mountain top while seeing my fav penguin~
my fav animal is whale~ i wanna see one out in the ocean before i die~ i'll probably cry from the sight of it. . .T.T

bbyong. . .

of this and that. . .

i might die if i eat seafood
although it is true that tiny prawns can give no harm except for an itchy mouth
i don't even like the taste of prawn~
but there are some variety that gives me fish eyes (might not die from this but felt like digging a hole to bury my swollen head~)
and i'm only allergic to some shellfish from the sea~
there was once i had prawn noodles in some famous places in the forest it was okay~ the prawns is probably from unsalt freshwater~
still don't know how to differentiate shrimps and prawns and squid and octopus~
random in random in random (c) idea from fiction~

i actually won~!
i tried like half-heartedly over the past years to get my hands on MTV tickets but failed miserably because of the half-heartedness~ this year too i tried last minute and finally i won~!
score a date with Beast with my own luck*~
so now i'm listening to 30 seconds to mars (damn the voice~!) and neon trees songs~
p/s: i actually have one pair extra that i'm giving away to strangers who wanted it as much as i do~ i'm not gonna be those corrupted ppl who wanna get a few bucks selling stuff that's free (maybe this is why i'm always broke) but i have my own principle~ i hope nobody buy their ticket and they will have to sulk it up because their hope to get some extra cash just evaporated into thin air~

but then again~
(c) living with a rational mind~
luck* is not a thing~ it is just a term ppl describe when good things happen in their life
and unlucky is just a term ppl describe when bad things happen~
nothing ever happens because of luck~ it just happen to happens~
don't be so superstitious cuz things don't really happen the way you want always~

omo~ Rakuten ship here~!!!
why i didn't find this out when i'm rich. . .when i had a job or whatever~
DHC stuff is not that expensive compared here
i think Acerola Lotion is like under RM20~ it's RM80 here~!!!
why do i live in Narnia?

One Ok Rock is back~
i love band~ they are always no.1 because they experiment with stuff~
sad that i now resides in a land next to Narnia and probably will never get to see them because i don't make tonnes of dondon~
if i have tonnes of dondon i want to be free in a foreign land~
probably cuz that's the only possible way for us, living next to Narnia~
i'm eating jelly everytime i saw ppl posting pic when they're there~
the land of the Rings~ it's pwetty T.T

Jang Hyunseung, let's meet again~

Onerepublic

What took it so long...to discover such an awesome band~
a broken laptop?
realize that my fav singers are all bands...well, sorta...minus all those k-pop stuff~ all left were cool bands~ all time fav is One ok Rock...their drummer is insane, the vocalist wrote almost everything...basically stuff that's true to your heart~ and definitely not some sort of product for the masses... 

Onerepublic
Love the singer's voice and the lyrics kinda cool~ but mostly the voice~

"I've got my heart set, out anywhere but here..."

so true...

well, towards that one goal...let's work hard for it~

*squelllllllllllz*

^kindly tell me what does that mean~ cuz it appear in my mind like in a random kinda way

my love...

~♥♥♥♥~
it's out
i got it
my One Ok Rock boys are so freakin' awesome

Nobody's home
so true *sobz*
but the skit at the back is so cute...
especially when Taka shouted "Please be quiet!!!!"
then his tone change 180 degree after that~

Wherever you are
so sweeeeeeeeeeeet *melted down the drain*
i am here...whoever you are~ *maki is fail #999*

Back to the real thing~
tho i don't want to rant but i need to~
i don't know if it's a norm / culture for some people to waste other people's time
or just plain productivity fail....maybe a lil' bit of the two, mashed up in a chronic level kinda way and wa~la~ (don't ever wanna imagine how it's like be immune with it)
forget it, never in a million years will i get immune or be satisfied with whatever that is the standard~ the song Riot really sing what's inside my mind~ (one ok rock awesome) kekee

feel so empty and so tired~
Riot

omg...Taka wrote about fake smile~

m'kay back to what need to be told...
see, there was once i rant heap load about time being wasted...
i don't know what the hell is wrong but i was given THE SAME FREAKIN' FILES again~
what's worst is that i lost the earlier file that i edited...everything just went into a blackhole...

omg blackhole...please suck me in~ hahaa...

World Cup~
at first i wasn't going to watch it...but after listening to PM's world cup song...my spirit is lifted (lol) my bad for leaving my determination fura-fura-ing in between of random coming choices...i probably need some sleep~ major english fail... *sobz* but rather than using what is known, i rather try some other way~

Maki heart One Ok Rock to bits~
Chansung is in danger... (lolz)

cause nobody else is going to be like you~

my love...

~♥♥♥♥~
that itself makes it sounds like an awesomely written song.
my latest discovery... Ring Wandering
One Ok Rock's new album is out~
been Jibun Rock-ing for like 1-2 months now...
new album means

new songs~!
KANZEN KANKAKU DREAMER LIVE ^^
less savings *ouch*

definitely gonna buy one copy~
love em' to bits~

this is hard...but seems like my type of song~
Ring Wandering...random part~ eager attempt to translate it...probably lots of mistakes~ =.=;

bridge (love love it~)
今何を君は思って　何を感じていますか?
What's in your mind now? How do you feel?

そして今自分に何が出来ているか答えられますか?
So can you say out what's in your mind?
Nobody else is going to be like you

1st pre-chorus
もう難しいことに興味はないし持つ気もないけど･･･
Not interested to continue doing something that is tough...

とりあえずはみんな必要とされてるってことにしよーよ!
But then everyone just has to do it!

そう　例えどんだけアホでも バカでドジで間抜けでも
That's right, no matter how stupid, idiotic or foolish it is

ほらキミはちゃんと呼吸してこの瞬間を生きてるよ!!!!
But if you try to grasp things properly you can go thru it!!!

1st chorus~
cause nobody else is going to be like you

And nobody wants to live one more time

そりゃそうさ!!もし生まれ変わろうと!!また君になれる確率は
Yeah!!! If you can change to another life!!! You probably can

神様以外に知る由ないし　もう一度人間として
knows something out from your destiny. Starting another point of your life.


こ の世に生まれてくること自体僕らには分かりゃしないよ
Being born in this moment itself, we didn't understand it at all...

em...doesn't seems to end well huh? kanji is muzukashiiiiiiiiii~ =.=;
well, i just wanna say あそこはあたしちょっとバカってみたいですね.悲し いな *sobz*
It's okay kamo~

no doubt they are...

my love...

~♥♥♥♥~

One Ok Rock's Jibun Rock
"I don't have to lie to myself"

honestly i wish Taka wouldn't head bang so much...
but his fringe and haircolor is owh-so-(*0*)-♥ lolz
new album will out in 2 week or so and... My chansung mug is here (but not really)
have to pick it up from the post office~

they are my heart and soul when things aren't right~

listening to One Ok Rock

will definitely find some treasure...
every now and then...you have to love them x).
recently i found 'Koubou' from their Beam of Light album...
love the change of mood in this song
still need some time to digest the lyrics...yadaness
probably a "don't care what you think, i'ma gonna do whatever i feels like" kinda song
with a pinch of "U" beaming me with hopes *assuming* ...

my fav verse...

[I said “no one'll make it what I'm going to do
Don't call me crazy, nothing bothers you”
I was breathing heavy to break away
“Don't tear me up any more”]

no only it's in english *thank god*...it's their signature "whatever u" song... x).
m'kay i totally made that up but they're awesome, awesome... totally love the vocalist masterpiece...

May wishlist
- Pieces of You by Tablo...
it's a book written by Tablo~ yeah, everything sums up...this guy is awesome~

- Status Anxiety by Alain De Botton
curious as to what kind of book Chansungie will read~ gosh...the synopsis sounded deep...lol... such a sucker to Chansung curiosity ^^;

- Chansung Kiss Me mug
a sucker for Hwang Chansung...

- 2PM tumbler
double the sucker for Hwang Chansung...no, i really need a tumbler...it just happen to have "What time it is, it's 2pm" letter on it...art~ x).

- 2PM's mini albums~
arienainess-level-of-a-Hwang-Chansung-sucker...no, my friend is going to korea~ and it's arienai cheap over there =.=;

- Ticket to hollywood bowl to see Hwang Chansung and the boys
will never get it since it ended already...Khunnie uses blackberry~ m'kay...

m'kay, should stop wasting money on Hwang Chansung and save it for a backpack trip or buy a lomo cam T.T

ijouness~ maki *hearts* taka's song...

皆無

Nothingness...
awesome title isn't it~ Kaimu by One Ok Rock talks about how whatever surrounding us is nothing but an illusion~ do you help ppl to build up their illusion or destroy others with your sense of illusion~ all this happen because ppl are selfish, those that knows how to talk but never work the work~

it's a song dedicated to protect the earth~ finding meaning to your life? (tabun~)

what's so special is that his chikyuu (地球) is pronounced as hoshi...interesting way to see things isn't it? and the lyrics is somewhat reflective~

it's true we make meaning to things...if we don't put a meaning in it, it's basically some unknown nothingness~ yesterday was Taka's birthday =).

Beast idol indeed~

from Khunnie's Twitter 'Can you tell which one of these is different?'
no...all i see is 2pm...green one being magnae~ ㅋㅋㅋ

true enough i need glasses that helps differentiate plushies frm human vice-versa~
it's raining outside~

will an emo person ever had an emo day?

*ponder, ponders*
nah, i'm not an emo person but i had an emo day~
frussie is pouring out her frustration of some somewhat off arienai nature stuff~

(you can do) everything~
Taka-chan, kono uta kakimasuga, totemo kansha dane...
this is what happen...

this few days it's been somewhat weirdish kinda feeling because the company went to a company trip~ yup, obviously didn't went...and obviously mine is working cuz pretty much 90% didn't participate~ but being a lazy bum libran, i would prefer taking leave instead of having ONE company open instead of the others closed despite the lack of participants for the trip~ m'kay watever right...

i just don't get it why annual leave is so sacred...i will pretty much take it whenever i feel like i need it~ and carelessly lolz anyhow the culture is weird~ like i care how they operate their world...

the main problem here is this drama about politic. already had enough of the drama kings and queens in real life...the story is bearable, never ever the method of doing the damned thing...

first i got a bruised of my effort in it...nevermind already, as long as i do however i think the best as my work...even though i had to translate the damned thing 1.75 times (instead of twice) because of the differences in the meaning and some damned english, despite changing the frame old skool kinda way i manage to painlessly finish the supposedly-said-to-be-the-last-episode-ever-will-be-done-by-me today i found out everything is FAKE. damned...thus i fall into the dark hole pretty much still floating in it now...

what's fake is, it's not the last episode for me...blame it on me...why the hell do i type so fast today? because i wanted it to end earlier but it backfired...can't i move to another thing? many doesn't know how do i finish my work and assume it's 'fun' because you can watch the drama~

mind you, while checking all i look at was the WORDS~!!! whoever said it was fun pretty much deserved to be damned~ yeah...and if it's tainted i will get really sad~ my work *uwaaah*

help me *sobz* English is getting broken by the days...DAMNED~! i should stop cursing and go learn some english...lolz I love Jay's accent to bits...

'aside from me, they're all the same looking like dolls~' Living Dolls...i love the theme~

fighting...there's only like a few more months to go~
"i'm listening to your heartbeat that's beating for me~" (shamelessly lyric change)~ obviously listening to this song~ duh...

ijou~

Living dolls...

Nameless dolls~
you are nothing but a nameless doll unless i give you a name and put you in a category~
we happen to be something because we give a term in it~

i think that's what the song mean...or rather what the writer wanted to express in it~
but just by the term Living dolls itself sounded awesome~

anyway...
Song of the day: One Ok Rock - Living Dolls

love the awesome title, the verse (tho opening is abit heavy...guessing this is while Alex was still around)...the concept~ English...

nobody seems to touch my heart...chotto zannen~

time to sleep while living like a doll with no existence...
wait til chucky arises #baselessnonsense

ijouness~

Listening to One Ok Rock...again and again and again~

Knocking the divider cones...
*evil wishful thinking*
how annoying are those divider cones that i wanna knock some of them off~
but then i pity those worker who brace thru heavy traffic to put the cones at place again
and this is not even a game...
if it's a game i'll definitely knock everything off like bowling pins~
i think this new contra way is just a waste of human resource...
they should invest on another flyover leading straight to my house instead~
deshiou deshiou~?

ijou~ *goes study korean / practice keyboard / sing 1ORock's song / or lazying around*

Tomorrow is Tako day~ =).

Celebrating...

the return of tako~
which has been dead for the past 10 days, revived by some technician
coming back with a brand new soul...
and not to mention the stuff in C drive is forever ever gone~

well, since i've been addicted to Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer and couldn't wait for ppl to translate it...
i'm gonna practice my noobie nihongo~
since i'm a noobie, this is not accurate cuz noobie need to practice nihongo...and I don't have the Japanese lyrics with the kanji*found*~ done based on romanji + kanji and some sense... should be okay kana~
for no apparent reason, tho weak, i luv to translate japanese~ lolz
romanji (c) shinigamitabris @lj
wrote and compose by Taka!!!

*this is my own judgement~*
Perfectionist dreamer~
(or Perfect sense dreamer)

so now my time is up
your game starts, my heart moving?
past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
will we make it better or just stand here longer
say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

zettaiteki konkyo wa uso darake
The so-called foundation is a lie

itsudatte aru no wa boku no
It has always been mine

jishin ya fuan wo kakimazeta
Mixing both confidence and insecurity

yowai you de tsuyoi boku
because of weakness i became stronger


this is my own judgement!! got nothing to say!!

moshimo hoka ni nani ka omoitsukya sokkou iu sa
If you think about anything, just go ahead

"kanzen kankaku dreamer" ga boku no nasa
My name is the "Perfectionist Dreamer"

well, say it? well, say it!!

areba aru de kiku ga ima wa hold on!
If you hear it then hold on!


yeah when I'm caught in fire
when I rise up higher
do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
will we make it, it's not enough or just stand here longer
say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

kakushin han? chinou han? no no no!!
Stuck in conscience? Stuck in intelligence? no no no!!

itsudatte sonoba shinogi no
someday it should be changed

jirun ya rirun wo ori mazeta
blending your own thoughts and theory

jiyuu sa unique sa mo naku
You'll achieve both freedom and unique-ness


this is my own judgement!! got nothing to say!!

moshimo hoka ni nani ka omoitsukya sokkou iu sa
If you think about anything, just go ahead

"kanzen kankaku dreamer" ga boku no nasa
My name is the "Perfectionist Dreamer"

well, say it? well, say it!!

you know I've got to be number one!!

dou dai? yosou gai?
The present? The unknown?

menkuratte habakarete
Influencing how you are

koutai? shite tettai?
Retreating? Fighting back?

tte yeah

kanzen kankaku dreamer deki kuusou!!
Dreaming to be the Perfectionist Dreamer!!

dare ga nani wo bonou ga gen wa mai ga mukankei!!
It has nothing to do with the other!!

dou yattatte itsumo kawaranai
No matter what it'll never change

kabe wo yami wo kore kara bukkouwashite ikusa!!
There after the wall and the darkness (???)!!

kanzen kankaku dreamer
Perfectionist dreamer

kanzen kankaku dreamer
Perfectionist dreamer

when I'm caught in fire
when I rise up higher
do you see me out there
I can't get enough! can't get enough!!

so true that past time has no meaning to me~
ijou~ next song.. Break My Strings~ *rebelliousness is luved*
You'll never reach into my soul~ *suteki-ness*

Today. . .
woke up at freaking 5.35am~
reach that place around 7:50am-ish~
arienainess~!!! the traffic deserves cursing...
but then luckily i found someone to accompany...
if not then i'll be sitting by the staircase looking at the sky and falling asleep in my mind with eyes wide open floating to unknown-land~ *blanking out*
gosh~

don't mind don't mind~

m'kay...watever ever deshiou ka?
One Ok Rock no uta kitte kudasai~