i hope no namja will read this post. . .

can i marry someone with himchanchan's talking voice?!
finally i get to see r.i.c.e~♥
Jung Daehyun~ Kim Himchan~ ♥
i went to the showcase still having oor's hangover (still not over~ it'll never be over~ how can it be over?) with a terrible sore throat & a lil' flu. . .
daehyun sung i remember with leader-sshi. . .i can't~
himchanchan's talking voice. . .i can't #02~
thank you for invading my country~ ♥

still high on One Ok Rock~
hangover will never be over. . .never~
recently i saw their documentary~
they did one rehearsal in underpants~ O.o;
what is image? i don't remember them having any~ (fangirls will never see their oppar like that~ there's a lot of pervy fg there putting pic of oppar's u know what~ =_= if oppar ever rehearse in boxer, they will all erupt and burst~)
i think Toru is the only half-sane member cuz he's the only one who doesn't appear to be high on sugar 24/7 yet they manage to make him do it together (poor thing had to throw his pride into the drain~) he look so dayum embarrassed with his pants down while rehearsing~ my eyes~ =_= mecha hazukashiii~
but their live is awesome~ and the way some of them speak in Jap dialect~ kyaaa~ nande nihon de sundeimasu?! nande koko wa nihon janai?!  nande chigau no tokoro ni ikiteiru?! *insert random broken japanese*
♫♪ we are living in the same world, boku to kimi, kotae wa nai kedo. . .♪♫
(the first two lines in Living Dolls is actually story of my life~) Toru wrote this awesome song~ i ♥ since forever. . .
if i ever had a son, i will name his english name Toru~ my son will have a Japanese English name~ kyaaaaa~ unless the appa's name is Toru~ (c) welcome to the delusional world~

my fav part during the concert is when Taka told us to sit down then jump, Toru & his crazy guitar skills~
and 'woooooooho~~~' pt during Answer is Near and encore. . .we 'woooooooho~~~~' for like 5 minutes~ best memories ever~ and also talking abt OOR with another OOR fan ♥
thanks for the memories, the awesome live and the great music~
when will i be able to keep calm and write a nice ♥ OOR post?

i will start questioning the meaning of life. . .
you've been eliminated. . .*sobz*

. . .

i'm breaking up with YSY tomorrow~
kyaaa~ i will miss the time you shouted angrily when you're mad~♥
and your korean eyes stares when you're mad~ and you crying ♥.♥
though i don't know what will come out in Aug 23 because my korean skill can be flushed down the drain but with my biased self, i will still cheer for you~ ♥.♥
abusing ♥ to the extend it's getting cheap here~

btw, ghost appeared in this show~ even the song sounded like there's a ghost in it~
♪♫everytime when i close the light, you will appear. . .♫♪
what? lol~ but beast jjang~ (c) b2uty to my beast~♥♥♥♥♥♥ never fail to light up when there's a beast song in this show~
and Pink Chicken performing Mastermind~ wtfuuuuu~ the scriptwriter need to come out with a more creative name~ out of everything do u have to call Lee Kikwang as Pink Chicken?!

i'm taking a 15 minute break. . .
to wish Kim Himchan happy birthday~♥
daejang-sshi~ i'll wait for your come back~
seems like it was only a couple of weeks since they bid farewell~
or is it my time is going slower than normal people?
i am living in a numb world~
everyday i'm living my life procrastinating and typing and YSY~

scrambling day and night~
to go or not to go~
do i wanna use 80% of my hard earned money dating YSY for it or just keep my hard earned money with the big cat* so it will give me a free banana milk every month?
* mascot of a bank~ puhahaa~
i need one day to clear my mind~

now i want that cherry thing~
(c) ninja language only i will understand~
ijou~

Nishikido Ryo aka shortie is married. . . in a dorama as a JE artist called Nishikido Ryo aka himself. . .
story of nae future bias~!!! must watch Papadol~
bias-oppar-deul, himnaeseyo~♥

FIN~

After spending forever~
i've finally completed the project *crying rainbow tears*
now back to eating dirt~
what am i suppose to do? i tried planning but am completely lost~
where do i even start?
so. . .i'm going to talk abt my busan namja~ *chak chak chak*
u are officially my rice bias aka my bias magnae~

wae is he my bias?
i call them bap *means rice in korean* instead of bi-eh-pi~
daehyun wore a mask without any failness since episode one right til' episode 9 (i assume) and the easiest member to recognize aside from Bang & Zelo (which i've met in person~ so fair, skinny and tall T.T) is daehyun~ so i call him rice mask. . .
i had a rice mask (literally...facial mask made with rice). . .hahaa~ kore wa desuteniii?
and he is type A~ i didn't purposely like a bias because they are type A~ coincidently they're all type A
i dunno why i like type A. . .maybe if i had a future type A oppa, we'll be like woogyu (poor future oppa had to be poked by me 24/7~  mian. . .but saranghae~ *send future heart*)
what i just said has no relation to why he is my bias~  his live singing is awesome that i need to listen to 'i remember' 300 times a day or so until i can rap in my sleep~

busan namja

no comment, not sure or *walks away like a boss* is his signature~
i like everything weird cuz normal is too mainstream~

random snapshot that comes out rather good~ 

omg. . .pls let me die~
run sunjeong nam, run~
sunjeong TOP~ the hair is green = want~

yoon dudu, pls come back soon~ wae u no come to Malaysia~ OTL

btw, during mtv, i saw a bunch of cute (admit it~ Kim himchan is supppose to be the bias~ *heartlessly betrayed kim himchan*) and they are b.a.p~!!! out of a few i saw, some tall, some short and one of them is definitely kim himchan cuz he is cute~ dayum~ he is cute hahaa~ (c) wae-u-r-not-my-rice-bias 01
like infinite, i've unknowingly saw b.a.p before too~
but not busan namja cuz he's the last member to join the team~ can i have triple bias? i want mini donghae as well *greedy*

where do i start? can i even get thru it? don't ask me why *sigh*

how did you know?

". . .we hope everyone will become blondes and use B.A.P’s dance to diet.” daejang-sshi
i live in a stereotypical environment in a very small corner of narnia~
not that i mind, but if i go out with platinum blond hair, ppl will change my ethnicity from a panda to some type of seafood which i think i'm sort of allergic to (how can one become a seafood when they are allergic to it?) (c) logic~
*insert lousy saloon story*

B.A.P krumping dance is not easy~
i learn krumping once and everytime i was told to look like a gangster i wanna laugh~ kyaaa *i'ma fail thug then*
i'ma kill u, then i'ma kill myself and turn to a zombie~ aka Get down♫ pt~
i wanna watch Walking dead~ if this world is invaded by zombies, it'll be fun running away~ sorta?
before being eaten alive by them~
how do one turns into a zombie when you don't have any flesh left on u?! (c) logic~

bbyong~