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Saturday, May 28, 2011

fiction in fiction in (fiction)

bringing back one bad memory~

p/s: kindly do not droll over Kikwang's abs~
in this very venue...i was kind taken back by what happen that day
my friend had another friend who took her into the pc and since i'm going with her, i have no other place to go and had to wait outside the pc room =.=;;;;
i don't wanna look like some stalker girl who wait outside the pc room and couldn't get in (kinda shameful btw)~
hated that feeling so i brought a book, sat on a sofa (at that time there wasn't any effing human there) and read my book~ then suddenly Beast appear. . .walking pass my sofa and fangirls start to gaga over them~
i think it was Kikwang, Seobbie and Seungie (?!) not sure about Seungie cuz i couldn't recognize him that time~
Kwang sorta take a glance of me, sitting on the sofa reading a book while listening to mp3 not giving a damn like a boss~ but how did i know? i secretly ninja glance at beast while keeping calm =.=; i also saw Junhyung and Dudu walking on the other side =.=;
after Beast went into the room all those fangirls sat around the sofa ("bish, u make me look like chuu~ go away~!")
i really hated the feeling~

and whenever i saw the picture of them in deep blue suit, it reminds me of Seungie being abandoned... that's how i felt at times too~

i'm not blaming anyone on this but luckily i wasn't the one going into the PC room cuz i wouldn't want to make my friend feel bad because honestly, who wouldn't feel a thing having to sit outside? i'll be on a deep shit dilemma~

anyway, just me who had some abandonment issues~ that's why i like forever alone ppl~ they so precious~ in another word, forever being denied being my bias, Jang Hyunseung so precious~ =).
bbyong~