Showing posts with label Beast. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Beast. Show all posts

Saturday, September 1, 2012

my perfectly imperfect boys

*♥*
sorry for not spending any time to fangirl and instead spend my time watching ajusshi show instead of your performances cuz my time is not mine for the past month with stuff piling on like i don't need to lead a life. . .
finally i've finished everything. . .do i wanna stop it or not? how do i stop it?
actually i get frustrated with the program and the editing. . .
i will cry rainbow tears if they lemme do Beast's weekly idol. . .if only this show ever existed there. . .


seriously miss you guys~ *uwaaaaah*
my du. . .always the perfectly imperfect leader, the zettai kareshi type that doesn't exist in my real life, the listen to me or die 'lovely' leader of beast ♥~

my fake baby is so dayum pretty. . .
how did u get so pretty and skinny and so dayum perfect *sobz*
although vowed not to change bias, my fake baby definitely has a special place everywhere around me~ ^^
wae u so perfect. . .donate some of your perfectness to me *sobz*

i don't know why i always had this kind of 'closeness' feeling when i see his dayum perfect face. . .like this person seems so close (?!) i don't know how to explain this but Seungie gives out a 'close' feeling to me~ not in a delusional fangirl kinda way but like a normal human living in a world kind of way~

and the hardworking magnae who gets the dance right while all his aging hyung is figuring their dance step and self-hypnotize themselves and say it's correct~ kyaaa. . . gotta love their failness~

beast member needs to die~
hahaa~ LOL
dudu, i still ♥
pls keep on using your power to make them suffer~ *puhahaaaaaaaaaaa* 

they make me call myself a b2uty~ kyaaa. . .(c) failing literature. . .

Saturday, July 30, 2011

wae no study japanese deligently?!

my (probably failed attempt) to romanjize and translate Beast Fiction *japanese version*
so beautifully written and sung T.T
subete ga uso no youni ,
wasurerareru kioku ,
kimi to hanareta koto wo ima mo~

I hope everything is not true,
I still can't let go of the memories being together with you even now.

owarasenai futari no story
hatenaku hajimaru story
itami hitasura title iena guru shiruo mete
egaku hajimari wa shiawase ni warau futari kuna
oredake no kimi teguchi no nai kono heya ni

our neverending story
becoming the beginning of a story
*
dunno~ i'm guessing something like "turning the pain into something~"*
*dunno~ something like "the beginning of happiness smiling to each other?!*

i'm here all by myself in this room without your presence


atarimae no youni kisu shite
kimi kara wa hanarerarenakute (kute)
owari nanka jyanai

i'll give you a kiss for sure,
it's not yet the end since you won't be leaving me~


orewa mada (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kimi to mada (fiction in fiction in fiction)
owaranai monogatari mune ni egakukara
mou kimi wa (fiction in fiction in fiction)
hanasanai wow~ (fiction in fiction in fiction)
doushite kimi wa kokoni inai noni
futari e fiction

I haven't (fiction in fiction in fiction)
with you we haven't (fiction in fiction in fiction)
in my heart we're a neverending story *awwwwwwwwwwwwwww*
I'm not letting (fiction in fiction in fiction)
you go wow~ (fiction in fiction in fiction)
why aren't you here
in our fiction


ima kokoni shiawase na story
tada shiawase sonna futari no monogatari ga (kono mune ni wa)
aru yo mitasarete yuku yo
kake yotte kita kimi wo daite
ore wa souna kimi wo mo hanasanai (sanai~)
owari nanka jyanai yo

here's a happy story about us
I can see only happiness surrounding the two of us in the story (in this heart)
*dunno~ something like "i'll hold on to you"*
I won't ever let go of you~
because it's not the end~ *awwwwwwwwwwwwww*


orewa mada (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kimi to mata (fiction in fiction in fiction)
owaranai monogatari mune ni egaku kara
mou kimi wo (fiction in fiction in fiction)
hanasanai wow~ (fiction in fiction in fiction)
doushite kimi wa koko ni inai noni~
futari e fiction

I haven't (fiction in fiction in fiction)
with you we haven't (fiction in fiction in fiction)
in my heart we're a neverending story *awwwwwwwwwwwwwww*
I'm not letting (fiction in fiction in fiction)
you go wow~ (fiction in fiction in fiction)
why aren't you here
in our fiction

saigoni itaku te
kimi nara ore no sobani
iru to shinjiteru

I'll keep on believing that we will be together until the end~

(korean rap)

shiawase na monogatari
ore wa tada egaku dake
subete wa nozomi deshika nakute

I'm only creating happy stories
it's all i ever wanted. . .


shiawase no (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kimi no sobade (kimi no sobade) (fiction in fiction in fiction)
ima hajimaru (fiction in fiction in fiction)
owaranai story (fiction in fiction in fiction) yeah~

happiness (fiction in fiction in fiction)
together with you (together with you) (fiction in fiction in fiction)
it's the beginning (fiction in fiction in fiction)
of a neverending story (fiction in fiction in fiction) yeah
~

there goes~ i never went for japanese class *uwaaah*

off songs~
recently discovered Muse's Unintended~ the melody is very nice and the lyrics is just *awwwwwww* if i'm not mistaken it's about a depressed person rediscovering the meaning of life thru love~ but my fav love song is none other than One Ok Rock's Living Dolls~
i don't go for 'barney style' love song~ ya' know all those "i heart u, u heart me, we are happy family" stuff~

bbyong~

Sunday, July 3, 2011

what on earth~?!

apa dalam dunia~?!

i felt bad i keep on flashing Hyunseung's banner~ mian dudu~

i am back from fic-land~
this morning i woke up to a very heavy yet empty heart~
it's like someone just drilled a hole in my heart~
depressing aura floating all around me. . .

fic-land story~
awesome~! a very-all-over-the-places summary~
during Beautiful, dudu came to the right side and saw ma' banner (puhahaaa~) then he look at me and went high high~ something like *nod* i-see-you-yoonique~!

i felt that Hyunseung wasn't that happy during the show so i flash a lot of Seungie's side (mian, dudu~).

conspiracy on Junhyung: i think he was thinking "what is up with this delusional girl, switching banner every 5 seconds" (lolz~ he was staring at my side. . .) i think he secretly like my Seungie banner~ *end of conspiracy*

Dongwoon is very active and spit out random english~ "come on baby", "follow me baby", "i love you" lolz~ Dudu was very high and active throughout the show. Yoseob is very nice to the lucky fan even after knowing that she was Junhyung's fan~ his high pitched "Joker, JOker, JOKER?!" was very funny~ Kikwang was spaced out and Junhyung look reserved and rumors has it, he cried~ boy must face a lot of difficulties after the news surfaced. . .

the other BM words that Beast know aside from basic intro was names of food~ so nice to know that they actually tried local food instead of being picky with their food...dudu said "durian" (lolz~!) dongwoon said "satay" yoseob said "laksa" then hyunseung who never pay attention to his surrounding said "laksa" 1-2 mins later~

Seungie was spacing out looking at my side during the mc session and i was delusional and keep on showing him thumbs up~ and waves. . .he stared at the space for 5 mins then snap, changes angle and after 5 mins came back to my side~ staring again at ma' direction while i keep on showing him thumbs up~ lolz

like i said before, Seungie is very nice to Honeys he was standing at my side a lot of the time *cough* and particularly during Oasis where everyone was going everywhere, Seungie stand on the right side for half of the song~ he walk out during his part and stand right in front of me *delusional* but angle never fail me~ it was right in front~ Oasis was my favorite song~

again, Seungie was on the right side most of the time~ fanservicing ma' banner *i can't help but to be delusional* especially during encore. . .VIU~ 4D dance~

Seungie is very 4D *duh* when other people was performing, he used his mic to comb his hair (bet ya' didn't think i'll be looking at you instead of the guest eh?) then drifted to space~ he use a marker to color his shoes and think it's very amusing telling Kikwang~ and his face palm way to look at the crowds~ why do you exist in another world?

this time i really pay attention to Seungie's dance during the show~ very energetic and precise up to the point that when they were performing Fiction, i had the urge to learn the dance that moment~ it was Beautiful *crying rainbow colored tears*

when they were performing Rainy Day, i felt that Seungie was really sad deep inside~ *awwww~* why are you sad. . .you make me wanna switch bias~ Dudu has a lot of fans but Seungie doesn't~

i do talk a lot about Seungie. . .i felt sad for this guy cuz i know how it felt like to be ignored~ that's why his place is ninja~ he receive the least gift too *awwww* fear not, one of it is mine with a custom made name label that looks exactly like my bribeboard~ i sorta designed this bribeboard and has its signature (you know me~ puhahaa~)~ if your memory is good, you probably seen it a few times, Jang Hyunseung. . .

and you were happy again. . .?
after seeing the twitpic above~ hehee. . .
my first reaction when i saw that pic was "what on earth?!" // "apa dalam dunia?!"
he said dudu came by cutely~ lolz
또 봐요

the language~
recently learning random stuff yo. . .OTL
자장면 머리 보고싶어요~ this she wrote to Seungie~

bbyong. . .

Monday, May 16, 2011

Complex

“My eyes are my complex. I think they’re ugly (without eyeliners)” Prince Jang
^ told you he's addicted to eyeliner...lolz
Jang Hyunseung, you have to be kidding me~!
but then everyone has their own perception towards their complex although may sound rather absurd to other people hearing it...
like girls will always think they look fat~ it's what they feel thus your argument and opinion is invalid~
i saw him without makeup before...kekee ~

na complex~
it's my right eye~ but fixed
why i did it? you won't understand the hidden complex of having mismatch eyes when you smile and captured in photos~!

why do you exist~?!

my wish came true~

fiction and fact album
Beast, y u maek my heart weak?!
particularly the intro of fiction (orchestra version) T.T
sounded like disney fairytales... Uwaaaaah *cries*
sorta reminds me of Shakespeare (c) self shock why do i remember high school literature?
^ something like as long as ppl read the poem, that person is alive
in this song, it's like as long as the guy continue writing about their story, it will never end~
so lovely~ but if that girl is heartless, she won't care how much you cling to it~
sometimes, letting go is even lovelier cuz other girls will love you even more *wink wink* Beast *cough*
Dudu, awesome as always~ Jang Hyunseung's falsetto, stop breaking my artificial heart~ T.T their magnae, stop being so emo, their junhyung stop killing people with your swag, their kikwang stop being so busy, their yangyo stop doubting yourself T.T
Beast, thank you~ ^^

bbyong~

Sunday, February 27, 2011

S.H.O.C.K.U~

this song will not be over~
Mainichi I, Shocku, Maiban, I Shocku~
^ sadly speaking, Japanese version of Shock does NOT have this line and that i totally enjoy making things up while typing...
but what more depressing is that the rap is not in Japanese~!!!
i've been anticipating it to be fully in Japanese~
but being born a Libra and have had first hands experience with this matter, i know it's hard to rap in Japanese...like i remember the time when i couldn't differentiate Korean words and have had a hard time to dissect the rap songs into words~ i feel you Yong Junhyung and Beast. . .
do well from now on~ ^^

this pic is SO PRECIOUS~

Happy 500 day Beast~
Let's share another 4 season together~ *like they're reading*
i just like to see people* rant about the cold weather~

fuuuuuuuuuuu~
i got view from South Korea *seungie-spying-spying-seungie*
^ very unlikely...you think he's that free to spy? (although i kinda forever miss the time when he was super duper free that he do spying all the time~)
i'm NOT a fan...i'm his fake wifey~ puhahaaa~

Oh, hi Leader Magnae~
are ALWAYS (EOJENA~) curious about what they will say to each other while taking selca. . .

well for me, i'll always say "let's take pic", pretty dull, i know~
but doing Doopose in front of the public is very very very very HARD~
my skin is very thin. . .because i've already said earlier...i'm the girl version of Yong Junhyung~

tomorrow, working O.O;;;;;;;;;;;
bye~