mixed emotions mixing like a smooties

My cubism shirt arrived~
*w00t* *w00t* but it's so freakin' big that i decided to wear it as pajamas instead~ it was S~! never imagined it to be that huge... and comfy...
i bought this shirt because i like the designer's concept and the label is very meaningful~
The Monument of our Hearts (tmooh.com) feature an upside down heart logo that seems upside down to people but to the person wearing in, they'll see a heart, themselves...
reflect how we should appreciate ourselves~ and the founder is Brett~
i was wishing that he would be featured in Survivor Season 20 as heroes...but that never happen tho he's basically a hardworking yet out of radar player...or those PD-nim just cut him off when he's plotting evil plans~ nah...

baby tako is in a coma~
*sobz* his heart failed and just wouldn't start up... *cough* those who have no idea, tako chuu is my laptop *cough* *uwaaaaaaah* yada T.T
and now i'm left with the sloooow panda (desktop)
i know i name everything i own...and even had a future name ready for an electric guitar...how abt magnae? and an electric piano, ring ding dong (watever ever)...anyway i'm still depressed cuz there's a lot of things panda-san cannot do...like moving around the house, load youtube vids, cannot play restaurant city (*yada*), watch dance vids...ijou ijou...but then do i even have the time to do all that?
aniki, onegaishimasu m(_ _)m please revive my baby tako~ and i won't abuse it anymore. . .

things happen in drama...
might as well happen in real life...maybe that's why people have the idea of putting it in drama...unless it involves medium or watever alien...anyhow, i still like District 9~

things like two person never get to see each other even if they're in the same place passing each other, really happens~ i felt like the viewers at time...

my C.N Blue day~
i think i spend the whole day listening to C.N Blue's song...I'm a Loner, Y,Why... , and Love Revolution~ it just keep repeating itself~

Y, Why...
it's an english song written and composed by Yonghwa...it just give somesort of 'tears on my guitar' feel, bitter sweetness that fills the mood when you're walking on the streets looking at people being their busy-self~ or when the wind caressing your face while you're taking a stroll by the beach early in the morning...and it's in english...it sound kinda mellow yet sweet~ i love the guitar behind...

nothing works out anyway...
#my baseless confidence is baseless indeed~

Earth Hour

annyeong~ recently been starting with [today's weather] jyan~
kyou mo onaji dayo

when i was in the lrt on my way home i saw one bleach's-soul-society-biggest-nightmare view from far away~ Why biggest nightmare???
it looks like somesort of big power (*cough*a-greyish-clump-of-cloud*cough*) sucking up soul (*cough*i-assume-rain*cough*). . .it looks like an anime-ish ova happening behold my eyes~ what's best is that it's not CG!!! CG jya arimasen yo~
like finally the day mr.bad-ass conquered the place after planning forever for this massive soul sucking thingy~ and mr good guy can only look hopelessly from a far or too late to stop the damage seeing motionless bodies lying all around the place while mr.bad-ass will have the ultimate battle with mr.good guy after finish eating the souls~ and it even come with thunder!!!
i couldn't sound more blank-er+stereotyped than this~

Earth Hour
did u participate? i did~ and so i spend Earth Hour feeding the starving mosquitos around the house and leeching light from my neighbour, reading newspaper and listening to mp3~
that was the longest 1 hour with the clock ticking sound that fills the silent gap between song playing~
but then when i was sitting in front of the house i felt the cold breeze and some peace. . .like yesterday~

the rain was kinda heavy yesterday evening and it wasn't a briliant idea to switch on tv or internet~ so i spend the evening writing in front of the door~ totemo saikou no annyeong-ness during that 1 hour and 15 mins~

omoshiroi no koto~
earlier i was searching for something and stumble upon my result book~
tomodachi to iu toori de, we entered standard one on Dec 92 instead of Jan 93~ but why??? like i can ever remember~
anyway when i was looking at the results~ arghh. . .
how i love to talk about failurez~ hahaa

throughout my school life, i will never fail to get C for this subject~!!! it is so consistent~
and its. . .ART~! the only thing i remember is making color chart and printing carved potatoes on the drawing block. . . and of cos the ever famous stick man~

----irrelevant thing about arts~----
i superbly like Sho's drawing =).
especially the alien~ that mysterious character in scary movie
i don't watch horror flick unless parodies~
i rather watch some gruesome zombie or fate playing movie than horror~
btw Final Destination 4 is coming out this year!!!!
Hora mite~ his drawing is not bad jyan?

and Sho's a genius! He graduated from Keio Uni~ sugoii~
genius is loved here because i'm not one *zannen nagara~* sobz~

---con't---
and my result is always girigiri when it comes to subject like History~ Moral. . .and Physic~
like the 3 worst in SPM~ the Bs and C~ C is history~
until now i don't see a point of revolving in the ice-age~
yea, people say 'learn from their failure' but then are you learning?
dakara i cannot do something i don't understand~

Lee HyukJae~
the title totally deserve one post on its own~ on April 4, 2009~
sono mae de no intro wa~
koitsu to hoka no hito wa chigau yo~
he is just different. . .
like guys with and without piercing each has their own aura jyan?
that one reason in between of it~ that kind of different-ness in EunHyukkie oppa~
shiteru???

and Nino doesn't have a piercing~ X).

EU has finally come to the end~ kore kara wa what to watch?
ijou~ gokigenyou~