I hate you to death~ i don't know if this is called 'emo' song...but the line I hate you to death portrayed images of smokey eyes, black skinny jeans, midnight dark sneaker, jet black punk hair, pale skin, shiny black nail polish and lusciously black lips and a hell of an awesome statement t~ *pardon mua abuse of english* all calls for an emo kid...but then they don't look so emo...how can an italian look emo?
song of the day: 2pm - I hate you.
still pretty much heart the dance~
^ i am forever biased tho very unlikely to be like~ Italian magnae Hwang Chansung~ probably from heartbeat~
^ yea i like him with long bunned hair~ or shaved signature hair m'kay, that was Jay
^ his hairstylist is awesome...Jay Park~ (yeah, everything to him is conspiracy x) )
and this sfx, effect and suspense vid is somewhat eerie...i don't know if i should hate the sfx or not because it's scary yet awesome...and the slow revealation of its member especially the last two member and whatever happen next~ sometimes magnae can be scary~
Reminds me of I hate you to death tune... unbelievable selfish auntie who thinks the world is hers~! i was at the gas station and this auntie was obviously in front of me in lane 2 or so waiting for her so called-turn, but then the car right in front of me finished filling up but all of a sudden this queing at another line auntie suddenly reverses her damn car and wanted to take my lane~ OMG~ arienai-ness~ miwuh jooketha~ chuko chuko~ totally hate her gayness~
niwayz, time for [My Sweet baby] practice~ Recently i found so many awesome One Ok Rock song live~ like mua signature brainwash song [You can do (everything)], [convincing] and my-mis-heard-as-"it's-the-pirate's-blues"-song [Viva Violet Fellow]~ me want concert DVD...since i'm too broke for too long, i absolutely forgotten how to make payment for cdjapan.co.jp T.T *epic fail*
my dream is to watch [My Sweet Baby] & [Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer] live~
^ conspiracy...if u had no idea, it's Jay Park~ the awesome bboy in JayParkaom yt channel~
This is conspiracy...eommu~ Jay Park conspiracy & sesame oil abuse~ someone i can relate to when it comes to communicating x). like when people are telling you grandmother stories and whenever they uses hard word you'll pause them and ask "what izzit?" (mine being mandarin)~ still personally, don't really fancy using it...
anyway...Jay was hilarious in Idol Army~ with him giving hint to the others~ epic fail...but epic fail is love... the best point is having so many bad point~ (yeah, don't really get it either~ but then things that is unknown has it's own charm too~)
Morning rush hour... it's not like there's traffic today or watever, it's just that i had my dentist appointment in the morning before my class...headed to the clinic at around 9...today it was much more longer and painful than usual *sobz* and what makes thing worst is i get back my bubblegum molar T.T
this month is purple =). it was a different dentist today~ so i had no idea if i were his guinea pig~
this week I'm learning My Sweet Baby...love this song so much~ maybe because it's spacy as in sailing a boat from clear water to thunder storm...(yea, example of language fail after spending the night watching Jay's conspiracy in Idol Army)
with all the fail in me, i'm making it my best point as part of my conspiracy~ *continue watching Idol Army~* baby beast is a giant...i never knew anyone standing tall at 185cm or whatever~ altho today i saw someone who looks like Nick Vijucic~ he is such an aspiring person~
*fighting* =).
-continues my conspiracy-... i should stop repeating conspiracy like jay did~ what's up with "this show is a conspiracy" ??? i think he thinks the word sounds uber nice and he like that idea that makes him use it so often...like me and my 'awesome' x).
jay park is awesome~ i had no idea what i'm babbling yet still~
help~ i want all HQ 2pm perf...kinda donate me some cuz i'm well known for being uber uber lazy to post spam 20+ or 70+ forum post to get to their dl zone and subbed dl zone respectively~
arghhhhh~ should leech on torrent instead~ recently barely had enuff time to live life on my own~ i'ma not gonna spend it on spamming mindless stuff like "owh, i wanna feed magnae" , "owh, magnae looks cute", "owh, chansung is my fav" , "i miss jay", "i miss leadja's dorkiness", "jay, come back" and etc of the same stuff~
especially when i feel like a complete idiot explaining myself only to get answer like "owh, there's nothing we can do cuz so and so don't care abt it" talk about pride in doing stuff...it has been flushed down the toilet~ what is up with all these xyz ness~
and the medieval way of doing stuff frame by frame~ kindly kill me... if it wasn't the frame by frame, it was the fucked up language like three words in a frame, then you had to combine 5 frames to complete a sentence~ nuisances i just had to do that thing twice to go thru myself~ whatever the whateverness~
i'm tired and felt the world is crushing down~ i need sleep and 2PM HQ perf donation i am addicted to their dance *o*~ hehee...that's why i need HQ perf...
owh, South Park is back~!!! Season 14~ Kenny died in the first episode~ but they always revived him later~ no worries...
J watch The Simpsons too~
and today i listen to Eli on radio~ it's in English~ thank goodness~ ^^
i had 500 tweets~ weez *throw confetti* started twitter on Nino's birthday~ lolz
anyway...recently i'm in love with 2pm's 'I hate you' choreograph~ the lyrics kinda emo too~ out of ten lines, there is at least 8 lines with 'death' or 'hate'...
Enjoy...pay more attention to the guy in wifebeater (*cough*jay*cough*)~ such great dancer~ ignore the ending...lolz love the chorus dance... X0.
The story of an auntie and the return of spacer nightmare~ yesterday went to the dentist thinking of reattaching my broken molar band~ surprisingly, there wasn't a lot of ppl and there goes an auntie sitting there waiting for her turn as well~
like a typical B who like to be left alone when she barely had enough sleep the night before (guilty of watching too many 2pm shows recently *bleh*) ... and basically doesn't care abt the world unless she wanted to know~ (hahaa~ i know shouldn't be ignorant no morez...) in her mind, she just wanted to space out looking at the blank air...BUT THEN---
this auntie started the conversation by saying my hair doesn't look nice... what do you know abt my hair anyway? this bang is called ignorant bang *bleh* and suggested me to go to a salon at the same block and cut my hair short like a guy and had 2-3 cm bangs~ (i think she's asking me to commit suicide by suggesting this deadly hairstyle) she tried to convince me to cut my hair so much by giving example like 'girls nowadays doesn't keep long hair no morez' blablabla...m'kay... she even said guys who have long hair look like transvestite~ (hello, I LOVE Chansung's long hair back in the days *whatever days it is*)... i was like "when is she going in?"
after the hair story ended (i know she knew i was convinced not to bother abt other ppl's opinion about my hair and my own self denial happiness), she tell me about money management~ o.O; i know i should keep money but bashing the society and saying don't trust guys or whatever... (i'm thinking some bad thing happen to her that makes her so negative)~ btw, she didn't get married and adopted a daughter...and again i was like "when is the doctor calling me in" and half of the time she said some words i didn't understand (and normally i would ask "what's xyz" or so...but i totally have no interest in what she said so i just end up being 'nice'... i totally feel like being Jay.P~ lolz)
it was then this baby girl walk pass her and her attention was directed to her~ thank goodness... and she starts talking about factory stuff with the father~
what really annoys me is that i don't really like 'all-talk-no-questions' kinda conversation~ yeah, something like that~ anyway as frustrating it gets, what's best is to space out to the outer space and enjoy your own happiness~ hahaa...
anyway, i didn't get to reattach my band because it literally cracked...and no, i didn't eat metal or whatever, it just happen to crack when i was eating a DOUGH~ fried dough... that goes to the banned list~ anyway, these are the thing that i banned and think twice before eating~
banned - curry - sea squid (is there any fresh water squid?) - sea clam~
think twice - eating in general (food doesn't get stuck in between the wire at the molar once or twice...it's everytime...the annoyance~) - anything with color (paranoid with gochujang and tried rubbing on one rubber at the back to see if it stained or anything, luckily it didn't so i can happily eat kimchi to my hearts content) - anything chewy - anything hard - apple (need to cut...lazyness lolz) - burger (fork and knife needed) - anything fried.
thus so far, i think what i need is glucose drip~ probably will get bubble gum molar next week T.T and probably will try to get it off by week 02~ now i have spacer on to keep the teeth from closing the gap~ the pain is here =.=; and the paranoid of thinking it'll come off and get swallowed along the way~ i think i had this obsessive compulsive behaviour that keep on checking stuff or watever~
anyway, end of dentist visit~ next week gonna think about whether it's orange or purple? i think cold color compliment my darkening skin (sad)...
baby beast~ isn't that like the cutest nickname ever? lol... i saw this somewhere and it refers to 2pm magnae Chansung~ the guy supposedly look 'Italian' (i don't get it either)... i think he totally look like Ron Ng (which is like my fav hk actor but friends around me keep saying bad stuff abt him, like i ever care~ his latest drama is abt him being nerdy and had this interest in bus...last friday i happen to sit next to a malaysian version of it who keep on taking pics and jotting numbers~ well, i think buses to them is like SJ to us~ hahaa like how they don't understand why we like SJ *dance~!!!* i had no idea why buses is so lovable)
anyway, with Leadja forever gone from the k-pop scene, Chansung has officially became my fav member...the way he eats is so cute~ (i know that has nothing to do with sing, dance, rap or whatever) but i never saw someone eating his bowl of mountain rice and him being happy eating plain rice~ yea, i know i eat a spoonful of plain rice before side dishes...
being another B living in his own world...i like seeing him spacing out in his own lil' world~ like who cares...rite? he even space out when he's eating...and...he's like the only one who share the same surname with me~ lol *fireworks* watever...
