she loves sad songs~

idk, if 'When this door closes' is not a sad song
i have nothing to say~
he may not be the best looking among all and may not be the best singer among all...
he is very awesome in my eyes and is my fav among all...

this reminded me to diligently learn to play keyboard~
hope you can take a good rest before resuming your drama~

they didn't sing Break Down and Say No...even Jang Hyunseung knows i like it~

aigoo, i didn't buy Beast lightstick for Mnet Live... Jang Hyunseung saw me cheering with a 2pm lightstick *damn* i only have 1 hand to cheer... =.=;
and so he look at me for a fraction of a second then looked away. . .and that scared me cuz he naturally had this icy look on his face~

side note: i found back my Digi sim card they forced me to buy to get passes to the show~ lolz~

Leader is the B2st~ everybody is awesome... gonna get ready with a year end post~ it's sad~ but let's work it out~ Leader je joah~

To Jang Hyunseung,
Please sing Break Down when you come to Malaysia k?

^ my randomness is ever awesome...

bye~

i got my eyes back~

urgh...nothing like this happen before...ever~!
goldfish eyes...now i know how it's like to be fat~ with fat eyes and limited vision (m'kay exxageration overloads but the vision is 25% lesser than normal ones~k, maybe 15%)
shellfish allergy is non existence until yesterday...
i swear it was all fine before this~
i tot it was the shells that was contaminated and that i touch it on my face while eating~
this all of a sudden itch and inflammation is beyond words to explain~
when i woke up, i had single eye lid~ then it goes away after a jab and some pills~
and another mc~

friday had one...sunday had one~
geez~ those pills are making me drowsy and neverland keeps on translating itself like "hello, can't you let me off during my sick days instead of haunting my dreams?" watever...

last saturday i had a very epic-ish dream that feels like a big budget production...am not sure what was i...the camera person? an audience? anyway, as far as i remember, i wanted it so much to be released as a film...it was that nice...
it was about someone who's a good fighter, running away from someone who wanted to use this person~ then someone betrayed this guy and exposed where he was hiding but in the end this someone found a hiding place on top of the building with another person...with all the heart pounding trying to figure out whether those bad guys are going to chase him all the way to that hiding place (because when he was being chased, instead of going downwards which is hell loads easier when you're running, he took the risk and ran upwards instead~ *wow~* lol) ....blablabla...this another person stood up from the hiding place with all the lengs of the bad guys celebrating for the dead of the boss and this another person who's the good guy can finally walk out a freeman...basically that's what i remember~

m'kay...what am i typing in this drowsy state of mind~ anyway, the chasing scene is so hollywoodish~ and action-packed~ it really does feel like i'm watching a film in my dream~

i wanna watch criminal minds~
but i finished it...so i'm getting season 1 instead~ geez i love this show and i need to sleep
what a lazy day of a goldfish~