when there's nothing to do

nothing you should do and nothing you wanted to do. . .
*sentences sounded awfully familiar and ain't gonna post a pic of ma' self cuz of many lazy reasons and dudu certainly won't creep in ma' pic which is kinda sad cuz i will never know him (c) the reality that i'm in~*
all i do is staring at photos of people's nose~ then. . .
typing all the korean i know in vain~
i think the best way to absorb stuff is to use it abusingly often, without sense of failing cuz once upon a time, everyone too abuses languages until ppl at school corrected them~
tell me how exactly as a baby do you learn to understand apple is a red juicy crunchy delicious roundish thing with an unedible stalk? i miss the time when the most difficult subject was writing~ my writing was so bad i had to practice it after school. . .the more i had to write the more i write it badly. . .and i also sucks in drawing cuz no one see my visions~ i tried to imitate abstract when they ask me to draw a house or something~
recently my hamster aren't tweeting. . .

hair is black~ although during 쇼크 era the hair is black and suit him with his uber piercing jet black eyeliner but i like the blond 자짱면 머리 mo'~ (c) his Jajjangmyeon blond meori will always and forever be my fav hairstyle~ 평생 도 언제나 (c) broken broken~

막내 도 같이

i will never stop asking 주란 to take 사진 together 요~ᄏᄏᄏ
car is fixed~ ^^

뿅~

stop being grumpy~

but then my msn icon pic is grumpy~

can you feel the blast of ma' sarcasm?
that's how i felt day in and out. . .the expression of 'oh rly?'

JuRan~

to the disappointment of ma' eyes, no, they're not holding hands~
introducing JuRan~~~ aka Junseung all around the world but in Korea
they also call them YongHyun~ they look like twins *0*
when i was a noob i really thought they are the same person~

i have vague memories of Jang Hyunseung before i saw this~
why do they treat him like this? poor thing~
that's why i'll always cheer for him after that~
perhaps i really did ignored him during the fansign~
mian but you ignored me once too so we're even~ lolz

how he ignored meh~
p/s: i find it rather amusing~
in Singapore because i was holding 2pm light stick and he was like looking at me for 5 second then looks away with strangely cold & scary stares~ i will always remember~ lol~ boy, so picky~

i even gave him a random gift in Singapore~ Seobbie took it though~ (ppl with the name Seob tend to take gift from me~ Kiseop and Yoseop~ lolz *gomawoyong*)

*sidetrack* rather than being like that bish who blogged that she is disappointed cuz that (quote her) 'bastard' ignored her and she's hurt, i just wanna say, bish, he's not a clown~ *slash-sidetrack*

he's very good with his fans~ after i had a bribe board with me, he's always looking at it~

or i think he's looking at it cuz it's always a delusional world that i'm in~

Hyunseung ah,

nuna fans love you~

Cole nuna~

p/s: i really prefer Cole over Nic~ cuz this world is drowned by Nic~ even if Cole is technically a dude's name but who cares. . .*lives in own world* nobody really calls me Cole~ cuz ppl can't pronounce Maki, i ended up using a general name~ but a lot of ppl calls me Maki~ dun really know the heck i wanna say~


4D world experimentation

how i wish i can draw so i can make ask4dSeungie tumblr *sobz*~

what i wish moar is for a spanking new laptop fully loaded with music softwares~

run Rancho, run~! nae Ran ran off to Japan, enjoys eating pickles~
your favorite food is PICKLES?! the yellow thing u eat before main meal?!
sometimes i keep on anticipating stuff coming from your 4D world~

^ no idea~ it was drafted since a few days ago~

very often stuff are written on different days with different mood etc~ stuff that's all over the place, at times has nothing to do with ma' life but i just wanna type~ FML~

a burst of body gags~

i'm amazed with the enthusiasm~ recently watching 2PM Show~

i would rather watch variety show than drama even those ft ppl i barely know~

like Sesame player Season 2 ft infinite~

so different from MBLAQ version cuz instead of random games, their theme is running away~

2PM show is really a burst of body gags~ poor Taec & Chansung~

MTV Match Up is kinda nice too~

Lucid dream
apparently you can control your dream
it's something like closing your eyes and lie on the bed for 20-30 mins without moving your body so your body will be duped into thinking that you're sleeping but then you have to stay awake~
after that when u open your eyes, you can't really move your body and you can have full control of your dreams~
but nah, it won't work for me cuz i ended up dozing off to lalaland for real~ without fail unless i'm having some down time that i can't sleep which is rare and will drive me crazy~

there was one period i keep on waking up being paralyzed with 'alien light' beaming from the door~ it freak the hell out of me cuz i only see lights coming from the door and sound but can't really move my body and my teeth felt weird~ =.=; then slowly dozing off despite feeling scared~
that time i wasn't happy~

bbyong. . .

why do you live in Narnia ver forever-and-ever-unanswered-Q

i'm gonna roll to a furball facing the corner of the walls and reflect~
i don't even have fur~ OTL

welcome to the 4D world~ it's a neverending wonder everyday~
which explains why my mind can't really calm down~
i can't sit and concentrate on playing something. . .so i'm here~ now i'ma gonna bounce back and continue practicing~

bbyong~

why is water, water?

trivial stuff i once wonder~
those TVB dramas i was watching entertainingly when i was young...
i always wonder stuff like how did they film it? do they follow them day n night? must be dead tiring~
i really thought what i see was real~ lolz~ babo nevertheless~

^ yes, why can't ppl be dead frank? something i still don't understand~

if you want A, just say "I want A" don't tell me about B, C, D, E, F, G's story before telling me u want A~
real story:
there was once this dude want to tell me something. he did it very discretely asking me to go to a certain place before beating all around the bushes to get to the main point. then i straight away ask him "y don't just tell me there? does it make a difference?" the answer i get was "it wasn't appropriate"~ O.o; you coward~!

My mental condition is really the best cuz i spit out everything mindlessly (blog?)~ *puhahaa*

that's why i hate it a lot when ppl lie~ if you can't come, just say "i won't be there" don't tell me "i'll be there in 5 mins" then never show up cuz i'll assume you're dead or something~


^recently found a bunch of these comics~ they're so cute...just see it entertainingly...up to you whether to believe or not~ despite B's being ignorant to the world, self-centered beings, i still think we're awesome~ wohoo~ to the least, your opinion here are deemed invalid thus ignorable if you are not B~

bbyong

[Beast / B2st] Lights go on again~

I *heart* Beast / B2st
recently been obsessed to a possessed level to white color looking thing~  
watch 'Lights go on again' teaser and you know why~ what a freespirit-ish song~ 
i LOVE slow rap~ it's so soulful~ Junhyung, i know you know i think you are mad awesome writing your own lyrics~ (hope friend doesn't read this)

my jaw literally dropped on the floor i had to stitch it back afterward when i was looking thru B2st 1st Asian album (Malaysian version) lyrics and saw 'Rap Lyrics Making: Yong Junhyung' in almost all of their songs *dies* that send a real shock and shiver down my spine (?!)...had to confess wasn't a big fan of Beast weeks before they came here~ *guilty*

facelift~
bloggie had a facelift last night after something snapped in me realizing that the old one is ugly~
i am blind 24/7 and rarely pay attention to minor stuff~ thus the ignorance being dragged for weeks n weeks~ when i look back at it now, what the heck was i thinking with the purple link? =.=; 

think i will receive my book tomorrow. 'Pieces of You' baby~! x). damn excited~ pls don't let it be a major disappointment flipping the pages in Korean~  i asked abt it and the seller told me it's in English~ (the unnecessary worries bug my soul) 

Anyway, Tablo is a very awesome guy who speaks mad english~ and am mad envy of geniuses...be it fictional or real person~ i adore their brain *0* (no idea what went thru my mind these few days / weeks / months) can't do much nowadays~

i'm like "seriously?!" all the time now. anyway, i think i wanna paint my nails with pink leopard print getting ready for next friday and a pink star~! don't understand myself~ as far as i can remember, i never like leopard print and it reminded me of Mr. Jang~ fret not my friend... he will be my forever no.4 (damn i like this nickname a lotz~) i am awesome~ kekee  

stuff to do this week
- learn english (lolz~ if you believe what i said out of randomness for even 1%, you're bounded to be disappointed...learn english = reading Tablo's book~)
- rap *kill self for typing this out* 
- mesmerizing at human's awesomeness (mwo?!)

instead of 4D i think it's more of a 16D~ had too much sushi =.=;;;  

bye~

The simple thing is not so easy...

...even so, should not sway and blend with the mass
doesn't fancy strolling behind what others generally chasing after
it's tough for the time being to be sane thinking about what i want not to be swayed
ya' know, money and stuff~ (jitsu wa chikara ga takara~lol)
but always keep in mind not to stood at the same level
for now i will wait for the day...
with my 0.5% patience...
*fighting*

~I am a weed~
starting with nothing but will continue swaying and growing, stronger by the day...
translate: deep... ^^ by none other than Channie, maaa, isn't exactly but something like that~

and no, i do NOT own a quote book...despite the stereotype of a libra
but there are tendency to be a sucker for quotes like those in Criminal Minds...
those that suddenly goes "woah~" (it wouldn't be un-base since my fellow libran friends is like that too)

how do i train my brain to remember quotes like Dr. Reid?
how to quotes exist?
like this? 'The simple thing is not so easy' TAKA.
lol...my mind is full with One Ok Rock's awesome lyrics~
making people ponder on stuff...

like...

to be the living doll or make others the living dolls?
i couldn't decide...but i love the term~
i like a lot of unique stuff written in One Ok Rock~

Challenge of the Week...
read Taka's diary~ gosh... it's full with words (kanji T.T)~ compared to other members which is short and sweet, Taka's kinda different. this is the guy behind a lot of One Ok Rock 'experiment'

can i call it experimenting language? like what he said do not put a meaning in something and just perceive it according to what you think and mix it with something else and eventually become something different ("woah~" right?)...this guy is awesome, he makes me sound intelligent (lolz~ shameless self-praise...but you never knew what i've been thinking).

ijou~

if patienceness are given on a yearly credit basis...

i've probably use all my patience-credit this year and owing next year's while using Panda PC~

yes? no?

arienainess in the midsummer
darn it~!