i'm gonna reveal the ugly name. . .

FALiar. . .
in short for Fat Ass Liar, the person who is living a more delusional world than i am
cuz i'm only delusional for the like minded, this liar actually drag ppl into his hopelessly delusional world full with nothing but endless lies up until the point that i felt everything came out from his stinky mouth is ignorable~ (yes, it's like a dead animal just died in the mouth~ i'm not saying this out of hatred but it's the truth~ *shrugs*)
frankly i've been sick and tired hearing air talk by this person since the 3rd month~
how did i even survived all this while? being empty minded hoping for the day to come and ignoring all his air talk~
and the mind numbing construction that lasted what seemed to be forever~
if not i've already fried nakji for this person~

ALL IN FOR THE WIND
fits like catchphrase of my life~
if lying is a way you choose to live your life, that's fine. . .trust being betrayed, effort and guts being wasted~ all my friends was like asking me not to switch but i don't really wanna do what i've been doing that's why i choose to believe in this air company and switch to do something i like before i die despite the contract but in the end it's even worst than minimal wage work that draws people's breath away~

up until the very last day i had to deal with phoniness~ that ain't cool man~
i don't like beating round the bushes stuff~ can't you sense ma' sarcastic laugh when you're air talking again?
what's the point of telling me your fantasy, hopes and dream when i'm leaving? save it for yourself. . .you know what, your mind is probably lying to yourself~ puhahaa~ cuz you're always lying to me with no sense of failing~
been screwed a few times~ especially during event time and a no-show records of 100% after telling me "i'll be there"~ say wut? will appreciate more if you say "i won't come~ screw you"~

i really don't fancy ppl telling me stuff they don't mean at all. . .ain't amuse~
anyway, i'm always overwhelmed with joy thanks to Yong Junhyung despite looking expressionless~
putting in the same context, me always ranting doesn't mean anything at all~ i'm just sayin'


^ me, all day everyday~

in conclusion, that fat ass liar is nothing but a sayer~ say say say and nothing ever happens~
moral of the story, never be someone like that and never accept offer from desperate wannabie small startup insignificant inexperience google non-existence company~ wasting precious time they probably don't even care~ like an idiot going to a humanless company with internet that's even slower than dial up~ wtfuuuu~ something like that. . .
doer. . .shall stop talking about New Zealand for the time being. . .someday i wanna be like *throws pokeball* "i'm going NZ tomorrow~ bye biatch~" *takes ma' bags and fly disappearing into thin air*

suddenly~
ah~ i'm a bit sad for not being part of the group. . .it's okay, i ain't mad cuz i will do the same too~ i will not let myself being stepped over and sulk in the corner~
(c) it's true, Librans really enjoy plotting sweet revenge~ there is no revenge~ i can have fun too being out of the group. . .well, i'm not an idiot~ i get it from the choice of words, the hesitation and slow answer. . .it doesn't take a psychologist to figure that out~ and i'm taken back with the Korea stuff like being stab at the back. . .someday i will go see oppar myself~

the person who keep saying he is sunjeong nam when he's drunk. . .
he ate snow in NZ~!!! i'd like to try that someday. . .ppl might think it's sick but penguin eat ice too~ instead of calling him Tabi, i think i'm gonna call him Pingu~ hehee

bbyong~

EDIT~
i actually had another name for that FALiar~ it's actually from a song~ called Stupid Motherfucker wasting ma' time~ fits him 10 gazillion percent~
it's too vulgar~ but EDC is cool in this way. . .haters gonna hate~

5 more weeks~

to be exact, 24 more f-ing days~
*crying rainbow colored tears of joy*
a few good thing is happening~
1. after what felt like to be forever, finally (hopefully) the renovation is about to come to an end although not quite yet cuz i only see the tiles lying on the front porch without human laying them on the floor~ it's a mind numbing 3-4 months affair of living in a ditch-like-condition~

2. 24 more f-ing days~ if it's not for no.1, i've probably call it off a long long time ago~ more on this to come...probably on 28th July 2011~ it's good to spit things that has been clogging your mind~ if you bottle things up, someday you'll explode and that person ain't gonna care~

3. i'm going to see Beast next friday *woohooo* i wish i can see them 365 times a year~ *greediness to no extend, tsktskk* well, i'm glad i get good ticks, a good friend and one whole day to selca and have fun~

4. found a site that sell studs~! zomg~ i'll have some free time, one spanking brand 'new' room (freshly painted green colored walls, windows where i can see stars at night and new polished tilesssssss~) and to give it a new touch, i'm gonna create my own galaxy with glow in the dark stars~

a delusional kid~
when i was cleaning up stuff, i saw my english mid-term paper from high school~
i couldn't bare to read it properly cuz it was bad~
i remember there was once i finally figure out my english was bad and start to read the newspaper out loud (like literally)~
i couldn't spell a lot of funky sophisticated sounding words too~

it's like a joke ppl keep saying my english is good when i know it ain't up to what i want it to be yet~
i can just cheat on the pronunciation cuz i grew up learning 'alien' language~
alien here means something that is not spoken at home~
something like learning how to speak again in another language~
recently i saw a malay family speaking to each other in english~ it's a rare sight but it's nice to train em' young~

Seungie's ideal place to date is a bowling alley~
who love bowling i wonder~ *cough*
did Junseung went to play bowling together?
victory hug eh? *me gusta*
they are so cute together~ ^^

Jang Hyunseung is very good with 'honeys'
aka his fans~
i'm impressed that a usually cold person can be that nice~
instead of ignoring, he took the letter with his mouth even if he don't have a free hand to take it *awwwwwww*
but he is only nice to his fans~ puhahaa~ i know it well enough to say so~

perhaps there's warmness in the world but i couldn't feel at all~

recently i was chatting with someone i'm not that close with but it felt nice to be speaking with human~ *bleh* how did i end up in that black hole? i took the risk but with no return~ July 28, 2011~ there is nothing but lies in that place which in return makes me felt that this world is fake and cold~

jaak, next friday i will yeolshimihage flash the bribeboard~ kyakyaa~
bbyong~