sipping coke day and night~

na na na na na na~
you can see i had that song playing on forever re-loop in my brain~ imagine the agony~
not to mention i got my stuttering from him...
know why? 
cuz. . .

"that that that's okay, get get get get away" Say No
"Li-li-li-li-li-li-te-Lightless~" Lightless
"tto ttoto, saengak halsurok, deo deo deo maumi ji chyeo" Mystery 

that's a few i can remember for now~ shall go learn Korean now...

Indecision and delays are parents of failure
^ what an awesome quote~ am a witness to it every now and then...
however, not my indecision in small matter~ not me *innocent*
i'm watching a great show~ not entertaining tho~

I 'heart' dancing~ 
omgosh~~~!!! so-wanna-dance-Beautiful-in-front-of-the-ocean~ lolz (bad time management~)
everything moving to the music is nice...need a new dance academy now~

The agony of waiting~ between yet another nothingness hence the wasting of my precious time or something that i've been waiting to do all these while so wait a lil' longer to reap the fruit it bears~ nothing ever feels right there~

bye~ 

Lucifer...

is the devil himself...right?
love the dance~ frm the beginning til the end~ 
i love to watch practice video...you can watch and *cough*learn*cough* from watching these practice video~ moves are owh-so-clear~  
their magnae is too long~ their jonghyun is owh-so-hawt  *kindly ignore my bias to hyunnie*no doubt their magnae is the best dancer~ 

you can find all sorts of mirror / tutorial / slow / blablabla version~
happy learning~ magnae is too long... i envy his long figure~ kekee~

bye-yum~

Dance...when do i buckle up *sigh*

Let's dance~

this dance is so awesome~
again and again couldn't stop stressing how much i like Junho's part (around 1:07~)

warning: this dance is really tiring on your arms~ really tricky timing too~ loads of small details~ Junho's part (1:12) awwwww~
never the less it's sooooooooooooooooooooo nice...love it frm the first time i saw the performance...it isn't about no 2PM...it's all about the fighter dance~
owh...of course the chest slowly popping out too~ kekee...

enjoy your dance ^^

Taeyang is really something...
an angel for real...no doubt
baby~ chebal kunya sonel ja jiman *wat random Wedding dress lyrics, probably all wrong except for the baby part* kekee~

after some 10 months of twittering or so~

i had 500 tweets~
weez *throw confetti*
started twitter on Nino's birthday~ lolz

anyway...recently i'm in love with 2pm's 'I hate you' choreograph~
the lyrics kinda emo too~ out of ten lines, there is at least 8 lines with 'death' or 'hate'...


Enjoy...pay more attention to the guy in wifebeater (*cough*jay*cough*)~ such great dancer~ ignore the ending...lolz
love the chorus dance... X0.

The story of an auntie and the return of spacer nightmare~
yesterday went to the dentist thinking of reattaching my broken molar band~
surprisingly, there wasn't a lot of ppl and there goes an auntie sitting there waiting for her turn as well~

like a typical B who like to be left alone when she barely had enough sleep the night before (guilty of watching too many 2pm shows recently *bleh*) ... and basically doesn't care abt the world unless she wanted to know~ (hahaa~ i know shouldn't be ignorant no morez...) in her mind, she just wanted to space out looking at the blank air...BUT THEN---

this auntie started the conversation by saying my hair doesn't look nice...
what do you know abt my hair anyway? this bang is called ignorant bang *bleh*
and suggested me to go to a salon at the same block and cut my hair short like a guy and had 2-3 cm bangs~ (i think she's asking me to commit suicide by suggesting this deadly hairstyle) she tried to convince me to cut my hair so much by giving example like 'girls nowadays doesn't keep long hair no morez' blablabla...m'kay... she even said guys who have long hair look like transvestite~ (hello, I LOVE Chansung's long hair back in the days *whatever days it is*)... i was like "when is she going in?"

after the hair story ended (i know she knew i was convinced not to bother abt other ppl's opinion about my hair and my own self denial happiness), she tell me about money management~ o.O; i know i should keep money but bashing the society and saying don't trust guys or whatever... (i'm thinking some bad thing happen to her that makes her so negative)~ btw, she didn't get married and adopted a daughter...and again i was like "when is the doctor calling me in" and half of the time she said some words i didn't understand (and normally i would ask "what's xyz" or so...but i totally have no interest in what she said so i just end up being 'nice'... i totally feel like being Jay.P~ lolz)

it was then this baby girl walk pass her and her attention was directed to her~ thank goodness... and she starts talking about factory stuff with the father~

what really annoys me is that i don't really like 'all-talk-no-questions' kinda conversation~ yeah, something like that~ anyway as frustrating it gets, what's best is to space out to the outer space and enjoy your own happiness~ hahaa...

anyway, i didn't get to reattach my band because it literally cracked...and no, i didn't eat metal or whatever, it just happen to crack when i was eating a DOUGH~ fried dough... that goes to the banned list~ anyway, these are the thing that i banned and think twice before eating~

banned
- curry
- sea squid (is there any fresh water squid?)
- sea clam~

think twice
- eating in general (food doesn't get stuck in between the wire at the molar once or twice...it's everytime...the annoyance~)
- anything with color (paranoid with gochujang and tried rubbing on one rubber at the back to see if it stained or anything, luckily it didn't so i can happily eat kimchi to my hearts content)
- anything chewy
- anything hard
- apple (need to cut...lazyness lolz)
- burger (fork and knife needed)
- anything fried.

thus so far, i think what i need is glucose drip~ probably will get bubble gum molar next week T.T
and probably will try to get it off by week 02~ now i have spacer on to keep the teeth from closing the gap~ the pain is here =.=; and the paranoid of thinking it'll come off and get swallowed along the way~ i think i had this obsessive compulsive behaviour that keep on checking stuff or watever~

anyway, end of dentist visit~ next week gonna think about whether it's orange or purple? i think cold color compliment my darkening skin (sad)...

baby beast~
isn't that like the cutest nickname ever? lol... i saw this somewhere and it refers to 2pm magnae Chansung~ the guy supposedly look 'Italian' (i don't get it either)... i think he totally look like Ron Ng (which is like my fav hk actor but friends around me keep saying bad stuff abt him, like i ever care~ his latest drama is abt him being nerdy and had this interest in bus...last friday i happen to sit next to a malaysian version of it who keep on taking pics and jotting numbers~ well, i think buses to them is like SJ to us~ hahaa like how they don't understand why we like SJ *dance~!!!* i had no idea why buses is so lovable)

anyway, with Leadja forever gone from the k-pop scene, Chansung has officially became my fav member...the way he eats is so cute~ (i know that has nothing to do with sing, dance, rap or whatever) but i never saw someone eating his bowl of mountain rice and him being happy eating plain rice~ yea, i know i eat a spoonful of plain rice before side dishes...

being another B living in his own world...i like seeing him spacing out in his own lil' world~ like who cares...rite? he even space out when he's eating...and...he's like the only one who share the same surname with me~ lol *fireworks* watever...

ijou~

tomorrow's interview~

screwing? unscrewing?
i'm sleepy~ *yawnz*

but the day haven come to the end~
means it's still Xiao Tung lao shi's b'day~

my dance teacher blowing imaginary lit-candle~
happy birthday~ all the best yo~ =).

i just found out that he is as old as Tako~
and recently Tako had turn from a tv vase to a tv host~ yokatta dane

Tamamori Yuta aka Tako singing Kizuna~
and he really does look like a Korean~
even more korean looking than JaeJoong~
SC's file is so uber big, 1.79GB~
JE should so debut Tako and export him to korea~ =).
i'll talk about SC next time. . .NewS hairstyle is !!! arienai~

Dance
was fun like always~
and sakura petal appeared on my kneecap again~
tomorrow probably will merge into one =.=;

i scared. . .must sleep 8 hours tonite~

ijou~
gokigenyou =).

the light?

really the legendary light?
this morning i was kinda sick =.=;
that sickness just come all of a sudden~
the bus i was riding was full with people, very freakin' irritated human who just squeeze their way into the tiniest spot infront of me and acting pretty much gheyly with another guy~
watever them~

i felt coldness in my head and ears and suddenly felt weird
imagine that kind of feeling you had for a while after getting up from sitting or squating from a low position raising up quickly etc, low blood pressure kamo)
it's that one moment of overexposed-lighting-on-monitor view that lasted forever. . .
so i had to squad down to let the blood to flow to my head~ and i was sweating cold sweat~
the walk to the bus stop seems forever as every step i took, the view become more brighter (again, overexposed lighting)~ then i sat on the staircase for a while to let the blood flow to my head again~
i looked at the mirror and was kinda pale~ then i breath deeply for a while (helps to carry blood to the brain) and everything was normal. . .

in conclusion, those white light that people see before fainting is probably lack of blood flowing to the brain~
this probably are the feeling of people who were hanged on noose, strangled, slashed on neck etc stuff that blocks blood from flowing to the brain~ minus the pain of cos~

the sudden coldness is a bit scary~

Class
dance~
kinda fun tho the studio sucks~ we, 7 people including the teacher had to cramped in a studio 1/3 the size of the normal one~ that make me miss the big and so awesome studio with loads of mirror~ i <3 big studio~ X).
i secretly wish i have a mirror like that~ so much fun to dance there~
this week we're dancing to a mv bow wow wow~ like-i-will-ever-know-the-name-of-that-song~
i only listen to the korean version~
i cannot imagine if we have to continue last week's dance~ we'll probablly end up hitting the others or the wall~ or the digital piano next to me~ whatever. . .

keyboard~
my teacher taught us another way to play inversion~
so freakin much more interesting than the normal way of hitting three keys at the same time (with my mind goes off wondering in dream world while hitting the keys)
from now onwards i will majimeni practice inversion X).
today i'm learning a new song~ Because of U~
not bad. . . teacher demo-ed. . .and it's awesome as usual~ but will i be able to play mine sounding somewhere near the same??? i doubted while listening~

anyhow the sound of hitting (not the sound produced tho) the keys on the digital piano reminds me of south park guitar heroes acoustic~!
like wtheck right? guitar heroes acoustic~ so awesomely hilarious. . .it's like remembering all the buttons you're suppose to hit on the game but hit the guitar console without playing the game~!

ijou~ anneyong

Dance~

Dance-day but the weather is so superbly hot. . .
- bye bye Mirotic T.T
- boys will be boys
- the dance story
story further down the post~
wat a watever headlines, kindly match up to ur preferences~

do i secretly like to release balloon to the sky at 8.30am everyday?
well, ppl from all parts of the world releases a balloon with some special device attach to it to checkout the weather EVERYDAY~ and the device will send infos to the center, drop to the sea and degrades~ even if it ends up on land it will have message attached to it telling the lucky person not to worry cuz it's not a harmful box~

the weather is like a day at the beach minus the sparkling blue crystal clear seawater + constant hallucination of being there~ but then i heard rain dancing outside =).

Lee HyukJae. . .fail~ X).
[Dance]
first of all, EunHyukkie (the one in blue) is really really pretty~ *envy*
but then he transformed into the dance machine in Sorry Sorry forgetting what he's wearing = fail~ lol
a good show to train your abs muscle =).
(T/N: by laughing. . .and not to mention destressing, youtube Cheolchin Chingu)

and baby magnae is mean to his hyung by not using honorifics and claiming EVERY suju member as his~ greedy magnae ne~ but magnae's being mean saikou X).

Australian watever bush~
i always love dance *coughNinoBreakdanceInSuppinARASHIcough*
but then i couldn't find a proper dance school~
and i don't really wanna learn chacha or ballroom dance *sigh*

the first time stepping into a dance studio was in college~
for those extra curricular one-week-once-for-two-sem activities~
i basically have no memories of what i learn!!! arienai deshiou?
what i remember is that the teacher is soft and like to choreograph puak puak dance like the Australian Nut Bush (what? somehow reminds me of jungle and Survivor)
we also did learn chacha and rock and roll~ (he brings us to an old school era i find hard to understand but have to understand anyway~)
and drawing dance step assignment in which i fill it with fat-anpan-manlike character (if i have to do this in my class now i will have to die~) uhm watever. . .

Dance-day~
Next month we will have a new teacher~
meaning no Mirotic PV dance T.T
but then we're dancing to 'Eat you up'~ i kinda like this song~

the new teacher is the teacher of my current teacher~
and champions of many dance competition~
and i don't watch TV~ X).

i was gonna write about my dance teachers~ X). but then. . .lazy
the first teacher, Kiyoshi reminds me of matsujun
the second teacher, Thomas is like a mini U-know while he's dancing to Mirotic~

ijou~

the other side of rainbow heaven is full with treasure yo~

qotd: ha! haha! haha!
(c) Noky brothers in HaHa! campaign~
suppose these are the things that will cheer you up when you trip again on those lil' almost nonexistance rocks~ wth with rocks right?

just what on earth i'm trying to say nowadays is like imagine flying to another side of rainbow heaven for a treasure hunt looking for the mightbe-nonexistance-treasure~ iru to inai wa omoi dake jyanai? jaa, itsumo IRU de kangaite kudasai yo~ Ganbatte. . .some stuff are better expressed in different language jyan?

i was send to the maze in a puzzled-kinda-way when someone ask me 'do you blog with proper english or manglish'. . .
firstly it's nowhere near proper. . .
secondly i don't use any lah, ler, whatever other manglish~ random konglish and jappo appearing isn't manglish anyway~
so. . .how can i truly answer this question?
i don't wanna bores myself having to read again dull articles like
"Today was fun. I have my dance class."
"Today was not fun because so-and-so wasted my time"
so i decided to write it acc to 'JJ inspired' way~
no way anyone is going to understand it anyway~
it start to sound like secret codes but i love writing weird stuff~ lolz
now can i say i blog with secret code? ijou~ watever

Suju in Star King~
Kang Ho Dong is the best MC ever. . .
if you watch this episode 3 times a week in around 3- 4 months or so, you will DEFINITELY get chocholate abs~ (results varies for individuals. . .normal exercise routine encouraged while going thru this laughing non-existance therapy)
it's so hilarious~ ijou~ youtube-kudasai~ *sok663*

This is so ice age but i still wanna talk about history anywayz~
it's been like 3 weeks since i had a new dance teacher right???
everyone know he's a singer except for me~ *uwaaaaaaaaaah*
actually a week before the class start i get a call from the Principle telling me something about the new teacher but then since my mandarin is always all around the place~
basically what i get is . . .
1. different style from previous teacher
2. 18? (drama title)
3. new artist?
4. don't worry~
out of that 3 - 4 mins conversation~
(i know someday i should dig my own grave for not understanding harder mandarin~)

actually besides from Ron Ng's drama i'm faithfully watching because Chun PiuKor is so yeng and cham (somehow i have no idea why yeng and cham can link together in a sentence). . .i don't watch much tv, don't listen to chinese radio, don't read a chinese word to save my dying soul~ thus the ignorant kid~

luckily i survive class being taught in MANDARIN~ (yay~ i don't have to dig my own grave afterall)

anyway~ dance class was fun except for me screwing up the moves every now and then. . .X).
some were pretty hard. . .but overall fun~

and i listen to his song =).

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*watever rant*
TWO BIG FAT LIARS~! and a fulltime slacker
their minds are corrupted with ways to lie right behold your eyes~
tell you what, the two of you can become a golden globe award winner~
it's like i'm watching an unscripted short drama acted by these two beings~ acting in a ss-kinda way saying superbly fake stuff like "hmm, interesting, brilliant (you think you're some sort of professor or some british-shushin no hito ka? *sorry, my bad for stereotyping*)" and NEVER EVER FAIL to repeat either one of the two answer after every line of info he read~ wth?
stop wasting my time already. . .and i'm assume you're not blind too. . .
if you are, then pity you~
gutless coward. . .
may i just watever the slacker?
*ends of whatever ranting time*
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ijou~ yappa my 'watever' is so overused~

walking under the rain~

today is my bro's birthday~ he is exactly 2.5 years older then me~!!!
Happy Birthday~

Highschool shajang-nim~
today i saw my highschool shajang-nim~
last time out of the blues, i joined the computer club (because my school just have this super comfy computer lab that breathe the aura of a pyscho scientist's lab~ it's super spacious and 'techkie'~ most stereotyped of all, it's very bright, whitish and cold~)
out of their blues, they elected me as the secretary~ (there was like a handful of F5-er wondering around the lab like the pet guinea pig of the club~ then i have this activity book to scribble what we did during meeting~)
in the blues, shajang-nim is from my class and was the class leader in 5A~ (the tall, dark and kakoii tenko-sei da~ wat a nice J-dorama's main actor jyan?)
in the mist of the blues, i was the assistant~!!! (i'm not the mastermind behind the mini protest~ hahaa. . .in this free world, we can do watever we like jyan?)
my high school time is full with mysteries i don't understand~
since it's mystery, i guess it's not mend for anyone to understand jyan???

Giri girily~
today i woke up on 10.33am!!! uwaah~ and i was suppose to go out around 11am for class~!
anyhow, that never happen. . .
i went out around 11.33am and met shajang-nim at the bus stop ^^

New dance teacher
Dance class today was kinda different from usual ones~
New sensei gave us an intro about various dance style~
from now onwards we'll learn various Street Dance techniques
and guess what, he will teach us some DBSK and other korean artist dance step~ (couldn't sound more ignorant deshita~)
then he demo-ed Mirotic PV's dance. . .
it's like a mini U-know dancing Mirotic infront of me in the studio~ lolz

ijou~ the weather is getting cold again =).