i got my eyes back~

urgh...nothing like this happen before...ever~!
goldfish eyes...now i know how it's like to be fat~ with fat eyes and limited vision (m'kay exxageration overloads but the vision is 25% lesser than normal ones~k, maybe 15%)
shellfish allergy is non existence until yesterday...
i swear it was all fine before this~
i tot it was the shells that was contaminated and that i touch it on my face while eating~
this all of a sudden itch and inflammation is beyond words to explain~
when i woke up, i had single eye lid~ then it goes away after a jab and some pills~
and another mc~

friday had one...sunday had one~
geez~ those pills are making me drowsy and neverland keeps on translating itself like "hello, can't you let me off during my sick days instead of haunting my dreams?" watever...

last saturday i had a very epic-ish dream that feels like a big budget production...am not sure what was i...the camera person? an audience? anyway, as far as i remember, i wanted it so much to be released as a film...it was that nice...
it was about someone who's a good fighter, running away from someone who wanted to use this person~ then someone betrayed this guy and exposed where he was hiding but in the end this someone found a hiding place on top of the building with another person...with all the heart pounding trying to figure out whether those bad guys are going to chase him all the way to that hiding place (because when he was being chased, instead of going downwards which is hell loads easier when you're running, he took the risk and ran upwards instead~ *wow~* lol) ....blablabla...this another person stood up from the hiding place with all the lengs of the bad guys celebrating for the dead of the boss and this another person who's the good guy can finally walk out a freeman...basically that's what i remember~

m'kay...what am i typing in this drowsy state of mind~ anyway, the chasing scene is so hollywoodish~ and action-packed~ it really does feel like i'm watching a film in my dream~

i wanna watch criminal minds~
but i finished it...so i'm getting season 1 instead~ geez i love this show and i need to sleep
what a lazy day of a goldfish~

hot weather = mood ruiner~

the weather outside is like grilling bbq in the open air of sahara desert~
never felt the chillness of sahara at night tho~ *bleh*
i wonder how cactus taste like~

my half-awake-nightmare-ish-dream~
karma coming back for plotting an anti Park Kiu plot in the last post~ *dreamland is indeed fast and efficient*

In my dream i was a blogger vowing to write an entry to tell everyone i will be righteous and cut off all my connection with someone close (can't remember who) because that person is the CEO of the underworld~!!! Then that person come and talk with me but i was having a very Park Kiu style righteous lecture still vowing to write everything in the blog~ =.=;

just when i was talking about Park Kiu being too righteous and that he need to take a break suddenly his philosophy come haunting my dream~

Malaysian Ah Man busted drug manufacturing factory~ lolz
while getting ready for whateverever in the next topic, i watch MHI~
and a drug manufacturing factory got busted~

ando just now i saw a job post~
"Debt Collection Representatives (Basic RM1,200 + Commission up to RM4,000)"
and one of the requirement is. . . .
"Experience in collection line is an added advantage"
omo~ never fail to remind me of Laughing gor~ his lengs can so apply for this job X).

Wateverever thing~
totally unrelated to what i wanted to do~
to choose between money and what i wanted to do
i rather choose the latter one~
because i simply do not want to waste my time~
thank you for wasting my time waiting for hours~

rant of the day~
you see, fringe play a big part in covering up those mushrooming pimple scars resulted by an unknown condition (i still blame the SUN and golf events~) that has never occur before those SUN exposure + golf~
can you imagine having two cassiopeia constellation on left and right? cannot right~
basically it's like the hardest thing to face everyday~ and i'm trying everything i could to make it fade away~

and this interviewer dude was like out of the blue said "can you pull your fringe up"
i rather die than to show those scars to anyone~
(somehow only exclusive appearance in my house~)
YES DIE~ over showing some ugly pimple scar~

if i ever do what other ppl say then that's not me~
of cos i'm not that stupid to do what being asked to do especially something i don't feel like doing~
wateverever~

well, just face the fact that
1. you cannot see my face is because you are blind!
2. i don't really care if you think i'm lying because you can't see my eyes. . .
3. then again you cannot see because you are once again...BLIND~

watever it is, i don't think they will hire me because i speak konglish~
gotta work on mua engrish~ lolz

a dreamy double birthday celebration!

A surprise birthday party~
We was on our way to the transit and Junsu was being such a nice guy by holding back the glass door. . .

I was in a huge apartment listening to [Purple Line] when suddenly someone seems familiar and friendly greeted me outside the door and ask me to follow him downstairs.
And so i follow him who seems like my best friend.
I can still hear the song that was playing in my laptop fading away as i walk away from the apartment.

Once we've reach another apartment, the guy rushed to his computer and i saw a pic of him. Only then i realise he was Leader-sshi~! and Junsu was in the same room playing computer. Both of them was switching from one computer to another and it seems akward trying to start a conversation with Junsu who was busy looking at the computer.

Then Leader-sshi show me around the house and I saw a dark room with 3 matress inside.
Since it was pretty dark I asked Leader-sshi whether it's okay to open the light and he nodded.
I saw Kimchi sleeping in the middle of the room. Magnae was there too.

Suddenly we all were in a sushi bar place where i have to make sushi for the guys. It was suppose to be a double birthday celebration for Leader-sshi and Magnae. Magnae wanted this greenish ebi with crab eggs and it took me forever to make it. It look kinda nasty but Magnae ate it anyway. Then I was grilling satay and asked if the guys wanted some. Everyone wants one.

After the party i was heading somewhere walking together with Junsu and another guy (i assume Micky~) to the transit. We was on our way to the transit and Junsu was being such a nice guy by holding back the glass door. Then. . .i woke up~
so the main point of this dream is: Junsu being gentlemen~
ijyou~

what a weird dream right. . . .