I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad~

buy-whatever-ish (my lyric fail lolz)...
well, don't listen too much to this song or it'll stuck in your head~ this song has a nice groove~ hard to catch but kinda like that Cham Elysée song that send you to lalaa land whereby you're on a street, surrounding you were old flavorful European buildings with ulalaa architectures (so dreadfully envy the view), evening sunshine, winter cold breeze and you're a carefree soul minding your own business walking as you moves your body along the beat~

anyone can be a billionaire...well, in indonesia x). their money is pretty big~ according to Alain de Botton, ppl wanted to be rich generally because their desire is not to gain more money but to gain more LOVE from ppl and to be the center of the universe....And if that's the case, then Taeyang might not need a girl because he has all the love anyone could ever wanted... LOL jkjk mian~

Do not listen too much to 'I need a girl' by Taeyang too~ it is so catchy but sounded weird when i'm singing~ lolz... gotta change the lyrics to boy then~ lolz mua 5.5 days of holiday officially coming to an end and i'm mourning~ boowoooooooo

ijou~ Taeyang...I'll be there x).

say what? mworago?

stop sending me to twilight then let me free fall to crash and burn~
like seriously? seriously? seriously? *feels like repeating at least 10 gazillion times*
if it happens, it'll be the best time ever~ i'll literally die if Taeyang sings in front of me~ DIE~!!!
yes~ Mr. Super-good-guy-last-one-standing-on-earth is going to Singapore this Oct~
well, that just makes me sound like a crazy fan~ i'm not~ i don't like singers based on how they look~ in fact i have no idea how Beast or DBSK looks like when i start liking them~  

i still remember there was once when i saw Taeyang with his messy long hair (i think it was in their dorm or something) that really caught my attention making me thinking something like "this guy really doesn't care abt his appearance huh?" lolz apparently, he don't~ 

i first like BBang magnae because he's living in his own world and had this baseless confidence 24/7 saying whatever popped out frm his mind~ but i like Taeyang after listening to 'Only look at me' like woah~ he can sing like that~??? he sounded flawless even during live~

Cracks of my broken heart~ me luv emoemo sad songs~

and Shinee Bling bling? his vocal is insane~ 

missing you, is my fav song of all time~~~~ijou~

long lost world of wonderland~

First of all...
whiners~ 
well, like i've said a couple million of times, being a magnae is like a ticket to freeway street (watever that means) living the life of baseless freedom and are basically free from any form of well, ya' know taking care of other human~ blablabla...
the point here is, i basically would want to ignore whiners~ forget about it...stop acting like the whole world is going against you~ 

i don't even like ppl calling me big sister~ i swear i will slap you~! hahaa
absolutely repulse against ppl relying on me~ i swear i will bite~! evil
perhaps i will change someday~ (when taeyang rises from the west~ or when the blue moon appears or when i decided i should be~)

it's not whiner that she hates...it's pessimist people like seeing the glass half empty kinda person~ drives me nut...can you not ignore what bad things gonna happen? well, maybe they're not B~ 
and being a Libra makes me lack of human touch~ i don't really have any affection against pessimist~ i'm just a cold blooded human being who doesn't bother much about other ppl's matter~ i'm ignorant but everything is great~ and gonna be okay in my world~ the world might come crashing down today but tomorrow the sun will still shine so ever brightly~ right?

well, watever~ i'm gonna listen to Taeyang's song *minus 3* hahaa~

Chansung Wonderland~

lol...what a total rip off~
rabbit hole? wonderland?
Hwang Chansung totally have his own universe here in this lil' corner called Chansung Wonderland~
anyway~ i bought my mug~ *dance around*
Quote the culprit of CW "You must be crazy to be crazy"
he read a lot of books (so freaggin' rare thus so hearted~)
darn i need to get that book and make myself finish it~
today i saw someone holding a copy of Singapore ghost stories~ (ya' know, those ghost stories compilation~ i used to read those...it's like "wow, ppl still read those nowadays?")
recently i wanna get those 'top 10 most notorious criminal' autobiography...or a copy of national geographic magazine~

*this is meant to be uber random frm now on*

Laptop-less week...
one word "dreadful" sums everything up~
Tako please come back...i basically don't care what's inside no more~
i couldn't do much with an old school desktop which couldn't even watch youtube vids not that i have anytime to watch vids at home...lagging is his hobby i guess~

well, the everyday...
it felts as if i'm doing something normal for the sake of it being done
not that ideal that i had in my mind before going in...
my ideal is perfection, their ideal was efficient (so fucking wrong...but for the sake of how the sentence flow) gah~
what a Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer~ huhuu... yeah, it was a song title~

still couldn't decide who should be the living dolls...the writer or the world?
i'm being sucked into the world of bizarre yet unique One Ok Rock songs~ their lyrics is one of the most interesting that makes you think over and over again...what's sets them apart is their theme or personal touch in a song...can't wait for their next album to come out~

YangYang...
this is the first time EVER hearing someone calling Taeyang that~
maybe his boycrush on Taeyang is too deep~ (wat the heck?) lolz
come to think about that, i never call anyone with a double name like that~
gosh...calling Taeyang like that is so not right~ kekee...

end of randomness...
ijou...

molar hurts day 02

*uwaaaaaaaaah*
it hurts for no apparent reason~
and it still hurts everytime i bite on it for 'fun'... =.=;

i survived the day without internet T.T
yokatta dane...if it continues for another day, i'm probably dead~

Korean eyes~
TaeYang
when he's smile, his eyes is gone~ *superbly kawaii jyan?*
gosh, i never saw real life human like that...
the only time my eyes were like that was probably when i woke up and the lights were shining brightly~ but still during that time i rather close my eyes when brushing my teeth~ lolz

Tweet prove that taeyang is just plain nice *owh*
"I think am the last one to get married.I don't drink, smoke, n go out at night"
iihito dane~ X). This is cracking me up today...especially Wedding Dress promo wallpaper XD.

ijou~

wazzup my year~ =).

2010 is my year...101010 is my day~

Glucose drip~
apparently there are basically no way to get it unless you rob the hospital *drama* lolz
well, since i had 2 hole, one each side and 8 rubber spacers in between my molar eating is pain, biting is pain, talking is pain, thinking is pain, brushing is pain...nothing but pain~

i swear it doesn't hurt a bit when dentist-san put in the spacer for the first day and i can still happily chew on pizza after that~ but when i woke up the next morning, reality come creeping:- the pain is real~ *harsh*

ever since, it's nothing but pain, pain and more pain~
and so i ended up being a snake...swallowing food without chewing it to tiny lil' pieces...and thus i don't feel hungry cuz snake doesn't eat often jyan~ lolz

the other day nurse-san called asking me to go for the real thing this sunday at 9am~ with a piece of advice "eat first"...argh~ i've probably increased my pain tolerance to 5.5% after this spacer nightmare~ there isn't any space between the molar so imagine inserting a 0.1mm or whatever to create the space that isn't there....these imaginary spaces is killing human soul~

At last...
...see you next year *weez*
i saw you on the last day of 2009~ bravo-ness *fireworks*
a very kiopta tessi-rashii no hito...but ToT *uwaaah*

Heavenly...
...is how it should be expressed.
Yesterday I saw TaeYang n Park Bom's You and I perf...it literally brings you to cloud nine and you'll feel like you're being surrounded by white and fluffy cotton clouds~ and all pain was melting away with the world seems brighter, hopes was beaming at you from above~
[Painkiller here]
Park Bom probably see TY as a 4 years younger dongsaeng...left poor TY's hand hanging like robocop in the end~ poor thing~ but their voice is so awesome~

after the performances: pain fade in...

ijou~ while thinking should i go out??? my excuse and neverending rant~

stubborn, stubborn, stubborn

Molar L, you are stubborn *sobz*
it hurts~ it seems like the others was traumatized as well...
it hurts.... *uwaaah~* it hurts~
summed up, my christmas eve is nothing but pain...

The ending of a nightmare~
no more extraction!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gonna get my spacer this sunday...i thought it was gonna be okay~ but...someone wrote this
"There isn't much to do when you are in pain." yeah, watever, thanks wikipedia for opening up another chapter of nightmare for me...bravo *clap clap*

Stubborn tooth~ it takes literally FOREVER for the tooth to come out~ and luckily nurse-san was nice and let me hold her hand like my life is hanging on it =.=; but this time i didn't hear the bone break cuz I was listening to a very deaftening version of 'Where U At' by BigBang Sunshine~

yokatta for the creation of anesthetic, BigBang and mp3...my teeth is going to be straight *weez~*

and even the anesthetic shot this time hurt like ()#&!#@*@)(!!!

Heartbreaker
u are a heartbreaker...
i'm not gonna wait...
bye~

it hurts~ hurts~ hurts~

ijou...

when you're down...just ha-ha-haa~

i promise i will...

tomorrow's gonna be tsumaranai cuz my long weekend ended in the blink of an eye nursing for the wound makes me rethink again and again...why am i doing this~

the wound is like a blackhole~
sometimes i forgotten about it and take a bite on a piece of cake~ *yada-ness*

i'm craving for freedom~ hahaa~
freedom-san, please find me and let's hang out sometime.cuz sitting in that small lil-room-of-dooms day is suffocating my brain~

we have cultural gap~ aigooooooooooo...

I shall watch TaeYang's very awesome Wedding Dress live~ *heartness*

ijou...

No turning back...

my msn nickname note was 'I need oppa'~ omo...ppl might think that i'm ss and that i need oppa~
but it's not that kind of oppa...i just put it for fun =.=;

Chapter 01: It feels like RoboCop~
i finally set a date to face with my biggest nightmare~

in the surreal world of cruelty...luckily it ended fast tho the waiting seems forever cuz they decided to leave me in the room waiting for the anesthetic to work it's magical wonder of painless minor surgery (somewhat it's the biggest surgery i've ever had~ or the exaggeration)

i have no idea how ppl find the courage to go thru this thing without distraction...imagine having to listen to the rocking sound~ *arghhh* luckily i've find a way to deal with the noise~ Just bring ur mp3 along and choose your fav song...i choose to listen to a deaftening version of Wedding Dress by uri Bigbang Sunshine~ and it just lasted for 30 sec~ just deny watever is happening and listen to the song~ ignorance is truly my bliss~

then the nurse asked if i wanted my tooth~ i took it home tho i would appreciate if she clean off the blood and i don't want to think what's sticking to it~ arghhh...it's not as big as i thought it would be~ and i totally didn't expect it to be this side cuz i always planned to get the other side extracted...but i don't wanna make my choice, i just told the dentist-san "which ever u want" =.=; cuz i knew it'll take forever to choose~

the receptionist was pretty nice saying that it doesn't hurt~ it really doesn't tho i ate the painkiller yesterday nite cuz i am imagining the pain~ yokatta it doesn't hurt or sore...just empty =.=;

after that the blood doesn't stop for 2 hours cuz i couldn't stop looking at the mirror...and so i have to change 4 cotton~ and i was cho sleepy so i went to bed biting a cotton~ clearly doing what i'm not suppose to do *quote instruction: do not immediately go to bed* seriously...that WAS my initial plan~ i went to bed when the bleeding wasn't serious and i was sleepy...so i went to bed thinking what's the worst thing that will happen? choke on the cotton dake jyan? so i went to bed...the cotton drop off~ nothing happen...yokatta T.T

and i didn't take dinner yesterday... it's been one day~ what a nice way to diet~ lol...all my attention was directed to the empty feeling~

owh and i didn't mention why it felt like RoboCop~ at some point during the process dentist-san instructed nurse-san to position my head~ that reminds me of robocop~ =.=; RoboCop is such a nice cop~ sadly they don't play or have a remake of it...it'll be nice to have a RoboCop the movie~ X).

ijou~ next week again =.=; luckily this month is full with long weekend tho it doesn't help cuz i need to go to class~ what's the point? =.=;

still, i'm glad it doesn't hurt~
it's raining. . .it's raining~

Wedding dress is out~ it's finally out~ <3

My Taeyang's Wedding Dress is out~
Gosh~ now that doesn't sound right from the very beginning.
i have a bad bad bad habit~ (means really bad). Learn it from my Japanese lesson, it's a habit i cannot change~ Japanese tend to shorted everything to the very core, taking out subject and assume people will understand it. Anyway. . .back to Taeyang's 2nd digital single Wedding Dress

i heart the dance, the beat, the feel, the flow, the strength, the pose~ awesomeness

SOLD OUT~
arghhh... yesterday was my once in a blue moon 'free' saturday. Initially was planning to have a movie hangout with friends watching the long anticipated 2012. But it was all sold out after q-ing for wat...30 mins? in the end we just have our lunch and go window shopping~

TJ~
went to their meet and greet? *i think* cuz it's near my house~
can't take enuff pic with my keitai X).
imagine one day he was teaching you dancing, playing his song at the end of the class and thought we didn't know he sung it and then the next he became some teen idol. . .
TJ's probably the only c-pop i'll listen~
hopefully someday they will come out with a fast beat song with cool dance~
if someone would buy me music man's dvd, i'd probably listen to more chinese song~ X).

Asian business kinda way~
i swear i will never buy any CDs or DVDs that bear the 'Only sold in this region' stuff~
i mean, it's not like the singer get anything~
so, rather than paying for an licensed pirated stuff, pay more to get the imported one~
it's better. . .cuz the small amount of money really go to the singers and not crappy businessman~
don't they have pride for their company's image?
copycats~

He's cute~
everyone likes Raymond Lam but me~ hahaa~

i swear everyone around me doesn't like him...but i just like to watch his drama~ tho i must say his singing is not that great and i never saw him dancing either~ hehee~ but the theme song in Rosy Business is quite nice~ and he's just plain cute in the drama tho he's half bald~
i really don't understand what people during that time is thinking~

jaak~ continue listening to Wedding Dress...i hope next week will pass by without me noticing it, if it does then it means i'm probably lying to myself~ Have to work 10 hrs per day~ i'm ranting because the nature of the work...not the long working hrs. . .in other words, if i can put it in something i like like i have to dance for 18 hrs a day, by all means~

sometimes when i rant it out, people will just have an impression like i hate it because it's tough or because i can't stand chinaman bosses (cuz by nature, they sucks real hard). . .nothing i did so far is tough...everything is nothing but plain boring and somewhat retarting, if not then there's not much freedom to express...

like imagine having a meeting after your working hours only to have some uncle turning all corners just to have you agreeing to what he thinks and keep on repeating the same question when deep down inside you really wanted to ask him the same question and see what sort of 'new' idea he could come out while banning other people's idea. . .this old skool people might as well retain their same old formula of 'success'...well that sorta summarize a plain boring and somewhat retarting thing~

now i know what to do...and how to do it~ just wait...i don't care about the pay...i just cared about my Saturday~ m'kay~

longing for Sea + Sunshine + Beach + Kawaii *optional* lolz~

Big Bang sunshine invaded my life~
no matter what, i've decided to overdose *read* on Vit c to keep myself from ever getting darker and darker,
cuz recently been tanning *talk about exaggeration*
no joke tho~ i hate the real sunshine =.=;

well, the long long awaited TaeYang's first single 'Where U At' was out last week
and so i've been listening to it for half a gazillion of times~
and this week, his one and only 'Where U At' performance~
haven't watch it tho *uwaaah~* cuz i'll talk about it later~

can't wait for his 2nd single 'Wedding dress' out next month. . .*sweet*
am i the only one that thinks Taeyang look exactly the same since he give up on cornrow~
anyway, his eyebrow piercing will forever be missed. . .i want an eyebrow piercing but don't wanna be scarred for life. . .indecisiveness is off legendary prove no #1983489.

the first computer i had~
this explain why i haven't watch TY's perf
usually i don't really use the pc for anything but downloading because it was 'that' slow~
and it really is testing ones patient using it to surf the net and even worst if i'm transferring files~
anyhow, recently i've change the monitor to a bigger and nicer one that have been lying there for a while and the sorta new speaker~ love it despite the wait~
it's the 1st computer we had~ it's 9 years old now~
eventho you're slow, i won't give up on you~ hahaa~
shall continue surfing with laptop now~ X).

can't wait for saturday~ i love dancing. . .
another week. . .this week i have to work for 10 hrs a day to cover up my absence in saturday
dang, i still think working for 5 1/2 day in a week is unacceptable, slavery, slavery, slavery~ *hahaa~ exaggeration...slavery is the one that leech ur time away*
it's not about the pay, it's abt wat i wanna do~
why do we have to spend 9 hrs working and everyone seems to be fine with it~ why? lolz
seems like i'm the one who's questioning abt it~ and this is not i wanna do~ i dunno =.=;

and i have more to say~
i know i hate ppl who love to talk down on others but doesn't do any self reflecting before talking
and thus the humiliation on oneself~ *pityness*
recently i meet with some human alike that~
and i have nothing to say since they think they're too great already~ rite?

gokigenyou~

i also wanna know where are you

it's everywhere~!
i've been listening to Taeyang's single [Where U At] for so many times~
because of TY, i've been listening so some r&b song these days~ it's nice T.T
*evaporated into thin air~* =).

well, nowadays it's not that fun. . .
the only fun thing is cruising down the highway X).
i like driving fast on the highway, don't like driving in the city especially commercial areas
please get it right~ it's two diff thing~ that's why most of the time i don't like driving
if i have a fast car, i'd probably die young~
luckily the car i have now can only go until 115~ acting like an earthquake is happening after it passes the 90 mark~wat a bummer~
with my salary now, it's impossible to buy a car T.T
cry maki. . .cry a river and flood the city. . .car won't drop from the sky~ zannen ne.

i saw a vid of a guy half alive stucking under a truck =.=;
i rather he just die after the hit than bare-ing with the pain~
it's so painful to watch. if i were to die, i wanna die painlessly~
my tolerance to pain is basically zero~ okay, 5 out of 100?

what? what? what?
don't care~ duh. . .
is it wrong to think differently?
right now, i still think that i'm not working~
it's not the thing i wanna do... so it's not working~
it seems like i never really work because what i'm doing is what ppl told me to do
that's not work. . .it's machine~

working to me, is to be able to do something you like. . .or power~ hohoo
power to choose what you wanna do. . .
something like the Editor job i went to interview last wednesday
i think it's cool that you get to choose what thing you wanna do, in different topic~
kinda incharge with the whole thing. . .
hire me juseyo~ i'll buy a netbook to update when i'm not home during the weekend~
and even subscribe to wireless broadband~ hahaa~

but the jam to that place was kinda crazy~ luckily the parking is not insanely expensive. . .
just less than RM150 a month. . .
the place is so nice *.*
why I never get to work in a place like that?
it's all SME~ saman, low pay, no benefit (think about having to sit on a box cube for 1 month with no proper chair)~ they have the guts. . .but watever~

i just don't wanna be machine. . .
my short term goal is to go backpack for 1 month~
my short short term goal is to wait for TY's 2nd single [Wedding Dress]

owh T.T why you're singing this song?
recently a few friends i knew is getting married
it felt like it's not happening. . .but it's happening~
kinda feel happy for one of my high school friend~ missed the gathering last week
but can't wait to go and c her next month. . .

my dress. . .haven't even think of the design eh? hahaa~
mine is going to be a very down-to-earth soul who's equally different, eqully random, equally dreamy, simple and adorable~
can't you see i'm describing my future hubby. . .and no, that's not nino~ hahaa~
i don't even know his name~ (yes, i listen too much to Where U At. . .it's the opening. . .)

I like the opening of Where U At because it's in english~
their english accent is really cute~ and the chorus is just addictive. . .

ijou~ gokigenyou~

tattoo n piercing~

maybe i don't look like i like emo stuff or punk rock bands~
but. . .i like em' loads,
just like how much i like my bubblegum pops and tongue twisting raps (m'kay it don't really rhymes)~

Permanent ink: just another statement, no other business~!
one of my many fav stuff to dream, look and talk about~
just saw GD's new MV. . .the ink across his arms is nicely inked just like somesort of accessories
and it's really unique looking~ with his platinum blonde hair and the attitude is just plain awesome. . .
loving the street style~

permanent ink is still not suitable for me rite now. . .how i hate making decisions, impatient-ness and because i might end up inking Nino's name at the back cuz i really like how the kanji name shape looks like~ my ink can wait unless i'm run over by a bus and don't make it past 25 or something~ who knows i might die young~ Live fast, die young yo~
attempt to being positive in a negative kinda way = FAIL. . . X).

and the pain~ =.=;. . . can't they just use sedative or painkiller so that when i woke up it's beautifully done and that i don't have to bare the pain?

Accessories
recently it's been mia for a while laying low with just earrings~
well, the truth is that i'm plain lazy to make up my mind~ arghh~ being libran is hard~ ya' know with 24 hrs, it's never enough to sleep, play, think, doing random stuff, blabla~ not to mention the golden hrs wasted with a blink of an eye~ *blinks*

piercing is my other obssession but being the magnae (youngest XD), i don't have much courage and time *sobz*. . .
i have ten thousand reason to back things up X).
you just have to get the right timing for the thing to heal like when you're on a holiday or stuff~
if not, it'll just be a public nuisance (lolz)~ with blood guishing from the wound especially when it's near your noggin where it's like a sea of blood~ like how there was once i poked a pimple on the forehead and it becomes really bloody afterward~

recently i just realise that TY once had an eyebrow piercing and with his cornroll and stuff, he looks like a rapper or hiphop street dancer (tho that never happen and i'm ok being melted by his r&b singing~ can totally listen to this for half a gazillion of time)
back to eyebrow piecing, slanted 35 degree or watever number it was. . .
i want that since forever and ever and ever. . .ever~

another one is underlip piercing
i think it's really nice

ijou~ til' the time comes
gokigenyou

Cracks of my broken heart <3 TaeYang

[Here] Listen til' the end~
sad love song is loved X).

such cute English accent~
i seriously wish he raps. . .and i miss his uber cool eyebrow piercing~
i wanted one since the medieval age~ but gotta wait for few more years

MakiiQ: Meme~ just because TaeYang is uber uber cute

01) Current favorite song/song on repeat: Only Look at Me Pt2 (GD's) / Cracks of my broken heart (not k-pop but the singer is! *melting down the drain and soon evaporated into thin air*)
02) Girl crush? CL
03) Boy crush? JJ, EastSea, Seungri, Sunshine TaeYang
04) Awaiting…TaeYang's 2nd album / TaeYang's HOT concert DVD. . .
05) Currently watching. . .Cracks of My broken heart perf by Sunshine~
06) Listening the hell out of…Only look at Me pt2~ TaeYang's HOT album
07) Really could not care less for: watever~

Haerago <3

doing dangerous stuff behind the wheel~

the story of zombie shopping~
i was literally a walking zombie at the mall~ Z.Z
i felt like sleeping while browsing thru the place,
it's like i'm dreaming, k, watever kinda feeling~
never mind when i close my eyes while driving for a fraction of a milisecond
*yawns*

the story of rays
can't stop listening to sunshine's song~

the story of color the world with exaggeration
today is kinda fun, but aside for that short period, it's still the same
i love rhinestones, decos and dance~

the story of another soul
Tanjo ome uchi <3

the story of a wall
i realise the importance to pursue a dream that is behind the huge wall~
and wat i want is just behind the wall~ in 8 more months,
hopefully the wall be broken by then~

ijou~

Only Look at Me~

Selfish song. . .me likey~

i find Jiyong's version is nicer maybe because of the raps~
since ARASHI invaded my life, i have always been loving rap song~ watever lolz
Taeyang's ver

and guess what. . .today i saw a shirt with 'too fast to live too young to die' sorta wording but in a very engrish kinda way~ lolz. . .jiyong-sshi's tattoo in some way or so~

Remember, Only look at Me~
damn i love this song. . .

life has been up and down for the couple of days
like i won't notice the signs already
but might as well treat it like something good cuz i never like it over there niwayz

plastics and plastic wannabies in their own world. . .
watever them rite?

ijou~ gokigenyou~

go taeyang, go sunshine

*cough*
t/n: taeyang = sunshine. . .lolz~
i don't fancy walking under the sun though~
'go taeyang' originated out of randomness while me and my friend were having fun adding sfx to Bi Rain's It's Raining in the brand new, awesome looking but service sulk heap loads, karaoke bar. . .'Go Taeyang, Go Sunshine' fits like apple and cinnamon (tho i never get what's with the apple and cinnamon thingy)~ well, my life is full with stuff i never understand~ so, watever right?

Taeyang is such a sunshine~
today's weather is kinda gloomy and suddenly wanted to listen to Taeyang's song~
Big Bang's new album is coming out like this week~ simply awesome. . .sooooo getting a copy~
because Sunshine has awesome voice and Panda simply looks like a Panda =).
i never make sense jyan?

Speaking abt karaoke, the new place is kinda awesome. . .the sulky part is that they have like ONE ARASHI song and THREE w-inds. song since the medieval age, but they have heap loads of DBSK songs~! even the latest one like Share The World, Survivor, Bolero in Romanji~ awesome jyan, tho they should have more Big Bang song so i can crack, crack, crack with the PA system~ Panda's crack is still awesome~ or again and again with 2PM. . .seriously i only know that verse X). ignorance is probably a bliss to me~

epic fail
bian nida~

Black~
since i'm a bit emo, my hair turned black o.O; arienai jyan?
zettai uso desu~ hahaa~
now i fancy having black hair~
tho it took me forever to change back to black due to Ms.Procrastination full marathon race since June 08,2009~! i don't really have any free time to do anything~ *sobs*

my life cannot be wasted down the drain~
yada yada. . .

ijou~ gokigenyou~