hi hamster~

(c) hamster pouch cheek~
that's the nickname for Hyunseung's cheek~

see?

my Junseung~ please stay together, forever~

oh why can't i sleep when i'm suppose to
why can't i wake up when i'm suppose to?
doesn't wanna sleep at night, doesn't wanna wake up in the morning
mainly cuz. . . *keep calm and wait 2 more days~*

bbyong~

stop being grumpy~

but then my msn icon pic is grumpy~

can you feel the blast of ma' sarcasm?
that's how i felt day in and out. . .the expression of 'oh rly?'

JuRan~

to the disappointment of ma' eyes, no, they're not holding hands~
introducing JuRan~~~ aka Junseung all around the world but in Korea
they also call them YongHyun~ they look like twins *0*
when i was a noob i really thought they are the same person~

i have vague memories of Jang Hyunseung before i saw this~
why do they treat him like this? poor thing~
that's why i'll always cheer for him after that~
perhaps i really did ignored him during the fansign~
mian but you ignored me once too so we're even~ lolz

how he ignored meh~
p/s: i find it rather amusing~
in Singapore because i was holding 2pm light stick and he was like looking at me for 5 second then looks away with strangely cold & scary stares~ i will always remember~ lol~ boy, so picky~

i even gave him a random gift in Singapore~ Seobbie took it though~ (ppl with the name Seob tend to take gift from me~ Kiseop and Yoseop~ lolz *gomawoyong*)

*sidetrack* rather than being like that bish who blogged that she is disappointed cuz that (quote her) 'bastard' ignored her and she's hurt, i just wanna say, bish, he's not a clown~ *slash-sidetrack*

he's very good with his fans~ after i had a bribe board with me, he's always looking at it~

or i think he's looking at it cuz it's always a delusional world that i'm in~

Hyunseung ah,

nuna fans love you~

Cole nuna~

p/s: i really prefer Cole over Nic~ cuz this world is drowned by Nic~ even if Cole is technically a dude's name but who cares. . .*lives in own world* nobody really calls me Cole~ cuz ppl can't pronounce Maki, i ended up using a general name~ but a lot of ppl calls me Maki~ dun really know the heck i wanna say~


4D world experimentation

how i wish i can draw so i can make ask4dSeungie tumblr *sobz*~

what i wish moar is for a spanking new laptop fully loaded with music softwares~

run Rancho, run~! nae Ran ran off to Japan, enjoys eating pickles~
your favorite food is PICKLES?! the yellow thing u eat before main meal?!
sometimes i keep on anticipating stuff coming from your 4D world~

^ no idea~ it was drafted since a few days ago~

very often stuff are written on different days with different mood etc~ stuff that's all over the place, at times has nothing to do with ma' life but i just wanna type~ FML~

a burst of body gags~

i'm amazed with the enthusiasm~ recently watching 2PM Show~

i would rather watch variety show than drama even those ft ppl i barely know~

like Sesame player Season 2 ft infinite~

so different from MBLAQ version cuz instead of random games, their theme is running away~

2PM show is really a burst of body gags~ poor Taec & Chansung~

MTV Match Up is kinda nice too~

Lucid dream
apparently you can control your dream
it's something like closing your eyes and lie on the bed for 20-30 mins without moving your body so your body will be duped into thinking that you're sleeping but then you have to stay awake~
after that when u open your eyes, you can't really move your body and you can have full control of your dreams~
but nah, it won't work for me cuz i ended up dozing off to lalaland for real~ without fail unless i'm having some down time that i can't sleep which is rare and will drive me crazy~

there was one period i keep on waking up being paralyzed with 'alien light' beaming from the door~ it freak the hell out of me cuz i only see lights coming from the door and sound but can't really move my body and my teeth felt weird~ =.=; then slowly dozing off despite feeling scared~
that time i wasn't happy~

bbyong. . .

this is depressing~

i know how it feels when Jay said he sorta forgotten how to say 'cucumber' in English~ *cries*
save my English for god sake~

the story goes, one soul found A LOT of mistakes in the script~ no idea the a lot were how many, tabun hell loadz of it~
yea, i admit it's MY careless mistakes for being so careless facing so damn much of endless words every single damn day that i losses focus on my damned grammar and their fishing names or even darned numbers and yeah, spelling~ omigosh~ terrible isn't it? with the swearing and stuff~

wonder why it isn't the meaning, never the words~ but off all, the one i hated the most since forever ~ not a textbook junkie, just a go with the flow sorta feel~ i have no idea

such a burden~

so frm now on, aside frm counting time as it ticks to that very moment, shall somehow continue abusing language and stop doing whatever i'm doing~ and learn some english literature~ thou shall not stood still without wandering ways of portraying simple lil' matter metaphorically~

wait a min...
nah~
*sulk in the corner reading elementary grammar book* -sobz-

the neverendingness and unnoticeness is somewat so unappealing~ gosh, so true...*bleh*

the ninja is haunting Joonie ah~

minna, listen to MBLAQ - Oh! Yeah...simply because the dance is crazy, choreographed by none other than their shajang-nim Rain *it's raining....it's really raining~!*

his "Euaaaaahhhhhhhhhh" intro was awesome in Idol Army ep1~
Ninja assassin coming out from nowhere~
sadly i haven't watch Ninja Assassin yet~

today: 20022010...
long vacation day xyz~
and also the earliest i woke up for the past xyz days at 8am... @.@
my mind was asking "why do they cut grass early in the morning" -ppoii *imaginary korean* and sulking with the non-stop machine sound *zeeeeee ziiiiiiiiii zeeeeeeee* that seems forever and ever

until i had to wake up for class...then some practice before off to school
but keyboard class was canceled =.=
and so i spend 1.5 hrs being sleepy~

after being sleepy for the whole day, i am finally not sleepy at 3am now~

next: August Rush...
i'm still depressed because my laptop is missing~! i tot i was gonna change the hdd by myself but i forgotten that i asked my bro to send it to shop instead...my conflicts off two extremes example no #28246734328782417~

ijou~

ignorance has always been my bliss

sugoi kakoiii! kya~
that's in reality. . .

have to wait for 2 days for TY's new single. . .
why do you have to make me wait for 2 days?!
don't you know 2 days seems forever when you spend it on watching soap opera?
gosh~ long winded stuff that is neither nice nor informative summed up = plain boring...
dirty jobs is back~ making tofu is disgusting~

it's better i tried to read the music score before my world crashes into dooms day when december came lurking it's way on my path to dream dreamland~
cuz i was told, it's gonna be tough~
damn i'm nervous like the sky is falling down the other day but it was bad~
so disappointing da ne~ why T.T

sometimes i wish there's a kang mae stepping on you like a dirt
then i'll have some grunges over something rather than being a dead skin (p/s: apparently dirt is YOUR dead skin)
irony, i thought it came from the highway (i mean dirt)

anywayz recently my dream is all about public transport~
like airplane, bus. . .lol i guess airplane is a public transport?
no? screw it~

ijou. . .gokigenyou...is one of my ambition~