stop being grumpy~

but then my msn icon pic is grumpy~

can you feel the blast of ma' sarcasm?
that's how i felt day in and out. . .the expression of 'oh rly?'

JuRan~

to the disappointment of ma' eyes, no, they're not holding hands~
introducing JuRan~~~ aka Junseung all around the world but in Korea
they also call them YongHyun~ they look like twins *0*
when i was a noob i really thought they are the same person~

i have vague memories of Jang Hyunseung before i saw this~
why do they treat him like this? poor thing~
that's why i'll always cheer for him after that~
perhaps i really did ignored him during the fansign~
mian but you ignored me once too so we're even~ lolz

how he ignored meh~
p/s: i find it rather amusing~
in Singapore because i was holding 2pm light stick and he was like looking at me for 5 second then looks away with strangely cold & scary stares~ i will always remember~ lol~ boy, so picky~

i even gave him a random gift in Singapore~ Seobbie took it though~ (ppl with the name Seob tend to take gift from me~ Kiseop and Yoseop~ lolz *gomawoyong*)

*sidetrack* rather than being like that bish who blogged that she is disappointed cuz that (quote her) 'bastard' ignored her and she's hurt, i just wanna say, bish, he's not a clown~ *slash-sidetrack*

he's very good with his fans~ after i had a bribe board with me, he's always looking at it~

or i think he's looking at it cuz it's always a delusional world that i'm in~

Hyunseung ah,

nuna fans love you~

Cole nuna~

p/s: i really prefer Cole over Nic~ cuz this world is drowned by Nic~ even if Cole is technically a dude's name but who cares. . .*lives in own world* nobody really calls me Cole~ cuz ppl can't pronounce Maki, i ended up using a general name~ but a lot of ppl calls me Maki~ dun really know the heck i wanna say~


4D world experimentation

how i wish i can draw so i can make ask4dSeungie tumblr *sobz*~

what i wish moar is for a spanking new laptop fully loaded with music softwares~

run Rancho, run~! nae Ran ran off to Japan, enjoys eating pickles~
your favorite food is PICKLES?! the yellow thing u eat before main meal?!
sometimes i keep on anticipating stuff coming from your 4D world~

^ no idea~ it was drafted since a few days ago~

very often stuff are written on different days with different mood etc~ stuff that's all over the place, at times has nothing to do with ma' life but i just wanna type~ FML~

a burst of body gags~

i'm amazed with the enthusiasm~ recently watching 2PM Show~

i would rather watch variety show than drama even those ft ppl i barely know~

like Sesame player Season 2 ft infinite~

so different from MBLAQ version cuz instead of random games, their theme is running away~

2PM show is really a burst of body gags~ poor Taec & Chansung~

MTV Match Up is kinda nice too~

Lucid dream
apparently you can control your dream
it's something like closing your eyes and lie on the bed for 20-30 mins without moving your body so your body will be duped into thinking that you're sleeping but then you have to stay awake~
after that when u open your eyes, you can't really move your body and you can have full control of your dreams~
but nah, it won't work for me cuz i ended up dozing off to lalaland for real~ without fail unless i'm having some down time that i can't sleep which is rare and will drive me crazy~

there was one period i keep on waking up being paralyzed with 'alien light' beaming from the door~ it freak the hell out of me cuz i only see lights coming from the door and sound but can't really move my body and my teeth felt weird~ =.=; then slowly dozing off despite feeling scared~
that time i wasn't happy~

bbyong. . .

5 more weeks~

to be exact, 24 more f-ing days~
*crying rainbow colored tears of joy*
a few good thing is happening~
1. after what felt like to be forever, finally (hopefully) the renovation is about to come to an end although not quite yet cuz i only see the tiles lying on the front porch without human laying them on the floor~ it's a mind numbing 3-4 months affair of living in a ditch-like-condition~

2. 24 more f-ing days~ if it's not for no.1, i've probably call it off a long long time ago~ more on this to come...probably on 28th July 2011~ it's good to spit things that has been clogging your mind~ if you bottle things up, someday you'll explode and that person ain't gonna care~

3. i'm going to see Beast next friday *woohooo* i wish i can see them 365 times a year~ *greediness to no extend, tsktskk* well, i'm glad i get good ticks, a good friend and one whole day to selca and have fun~

4. found a site that sell studs~! zomg~ i'll have some free time, one spanking brand 'new' room (freshly painted green colored walls, windows where i can see stars at night and new polished tilesssssss~) and to give it a new touch, i'm gonna create my own galaxy with glow in the dark stars~

a delusional kid~
when i was cleaning up stuff, i saw my english mid-term paper from high school~
i couldn't bare to read it properly cuz it was bad~
i remember there was once i finally figure out my english was bad and start to read the newspaper out loud (like literally)~
i couldn't spell a lot of funky sophisticated sounding words too~

it's like a joke ppl keep saying my english is good when i know it ain't up to what i want it to be yet~
i can just cheat on the pronunciation cuz i grew up learning 'alien' language~
alien here means something that is not spoken at home~
something like learning how to speak again in another language~
recently i saw a malay family speaking to each other in english~ it's a rare sight but it's nice to train em' young~

Seungie's ideal place to date is a bowling alley~
who love bowling i wonder~ *cough*
did Junseung went to play bowling together?
victory hug eh? *me gusta*
they are so cute together~ ^^

Jang Hyunseung is very good with 'honeys'
aka his fans~
i'm impressed that a usually cold person can be that nice~
instead of ignoring, he took the letter with his mouth even if he don't have a free hand to take it *awwwwwww*
but he is only nice to his fans~ puhahaa~ i know it well enough to say so~

perhaps there's warmness in the world but i couldn't feel at all~

recently i was chatting with someone i'm not that close with but it felt nice to be speaking with human~ *bleh* how did i end up in that black hole? i took the risk but with no return~ July 28, 2011~ there is nothing but lies in that place which in return makes me felt that this world is fake and cold~

jaak, next friday i will yeolshimihage flash the bribeboard~ kyakyaa~
bbyong~

i navigate the Junseung ship

i ship Junseung~
not like in a gay way~ but in a brotherly love kinda way~ just wanna say... they cho~ cute like twins~ ^^

see what i'm seeing? so cute...i wanna keep both of them in my pocket~ x).

i used to think that they are scary~ they still look scary in real person but they will smile when they feel like it~ lolz i don't really care~ and bitches need to understand this is how they are~ stop bitching about them if they don't smile at you...shallow people~ but then Seungie smiled at me~ choosy boy~ but me likey~ kyakyaaaa

i should stop fangirling and get a life right? but my PC only let me do simple no-brainer stuff like browsing the net, shopping flushing money down the sea, tumblr-ing, tweet tweeting etc mind numbing stuff~ i wanna sink it down the sea too~but until i get a new lappie, i'm gonna spend my time at tumblr looking at pics of beautiful people and watching Dexter or any other american shows i had in my hd that's playable on this PC that i so wanted to chop in pieces and sink it down the sea (u'll get it if u watch Dexter)~

recently Dexter been too much of a drama...so much less methodical killing spree~ me dun likey~

Night drive~
recently been to a hypermarket at 11.30pm~ i remember when i was small, we use to go out for ice cream at night...i really like the night drive but we don't do it anymore~

i like night drive~ so peaceful...and the starry sky...me likey~ i also like hanging out somewhere just to pass the time like what i did after the concert~ just sitting there chatting mindless stuff to pass the time...

byebiiii~

p/s: i'm gonna name my son Junseung~ Jang Junseung...kyakyaa~ wait...i'll be forever alone~ there won't be any Jang Junseung~ FML~ wae JANG u asking??? he's the reason why i'm forever alone~ we'll be together alone~ kindly ignore