it crashes down

very literally when the idol he's balancing falls off~
my heart follow the doll crashing hard on the floor...
i'm a big fan of Survivor and Brett in Season 19 of the show~
he just have to be the remaining true blue Galu member against the others and stay till the very near end...
was excited when he won the 3rd immunity challenge in a row to keep staying in the game~
awesome~

i really like his vision in The Monument of Our Heart~
i'm getting one for sure...

Blackhole R update (day 5)
day 5 already *cries* i notice my tooth is like it's oxidized o.O; i left it on top of the cabinet to remind the nightmare i went thru...pondering *why oh why~* (drama-ing)
mischievous me once took a bite on it and it basically feels like ceramic bathroom tiles...lolz

anyway the hole...it's not that deep compared with day 4...or my imagination is being positive? I only dare to look at the wound on day 4~ =.=; it's just blood clot~ it'll dissolve eventually~
and the after treatment follow up was unexpected...dentist-san told me not to eat hard food
*guilty of chewing on apple and gingerbread on the 2nd day~ and drinking with a straw that subtly ruptured the structure of the clot~* (drama-ing)
it's not like i'm immobilize (?!) on both size~ but this week and the weeks to come it's not gonna be nice...i've given up on food~ i should have glucose dripped into my bloodstream instead~

at first i thought they were gonna sew the wound with a dis-solvable thread and that i can finally experience the wonder laughing gas can do (as seen on EHB~ maybe seeing a Xray suit hanging like somesort of armor on the wall will crack me up or so)
but none of that happen...double the bummer~

today's gonna be a lucky day~
ijou~