Showing posts with label depressed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depressed. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

i'm gonna reveal the ugly name. . .

FALiar. . .
in short for Fat Ass Liar, the person who is living a more delusional world than i am
cuz i'm only delusional for the like minded, this liar actually drag ppl into his hopelessly delusional world full with nothing but endless lies up until the point that i felt everything came out from his stinky mouth is ignorable~ (yes, it's like a dead animal just died in the mouth~ i'm not saying this out of hatred but it's the truth~ *shrugs*)
frankly i've been sick and tired hearing air talk by this person since the 3rd month~
how did i even survived all this while? being empty minded hoping for the day to come and ignoring all his air talk~
and the mind numbing construction that lasted what seemed to be forever~
if not i've already fried nakji for this person~

ALL IN FOR THE WIND
fits like catchphrase of my life~
if lying is a way you choose to live your life, that's fine. . .trust being betrayed, effort and guts being wasted~ all my friends was like asking me not to switch but i don't really wanna do what i've been doing that's why i choose to believe in this air company and switch to do something i like before i die despite the contract but in the end it's even worst than minimal wage work that draws people's breath away~

up until the very last day i had to deal with phoniness~ that ain't cool man~
i don't like beating round the bushes stuff~ can't you sense ma' sarcastic laugh when you're air talking again?
what's the point of telling me your fantasy, hopes and dream when i'm leaving? save it for yourself. . .you know what, your mind is probably lying to yourself~ puhahaa~ cuz you're always lying to me with no sense of failing~
been screwed a few times~ especially during event time and a no-show records of 100% after telling me "i'll be there"~ say wut? will appreciate more if you say "i won't come~ screw you"~

i really don't fancy ppl telling me stuff they don't mean at all. . .ain't amuse~
anyway, i'm always overwhelmed with joy thanks to Yong Junhyung despite looking expressionless~
putting in the same context, me always ranting doesn't mean anything at all~ i'm just sayin'


^ me, all day everyday~

in conclusion, that fat ass liar is nothing but a sayer~ say say say and nothing ever happens~
moral of the story, never be someone like that and never accept offer from desperate wannabie small startup insignificant inexperience google non-existence company~ wasting precious time they probably don't even care~ like an idiot going to a humanless company with internet that's even slower than dial up~ wtfuuuu~ something like that. . .
doer. . .shall stop talking about New Zealand for the time being. . .someday i wanna be like *throws pokeball* "i'm going NZ tomorrow~ bye biatch~" *takes ma' bags and fly disappearing into thin air*

suddenly~
ah~ i'm a bit sad for not being part of the group. . .it's okay, i ain't mad cuz i will do the same too~ i will not let myself being stepped over and sulk in the corner~
(c) it's true, Librans really enjoy plotting sweet revenge~ there is no revenge~ i can have fun too being out of the group. . .well, i'm not an idiot~ i get it from the choice of words, the hesitation and slow answer. . .it doesn't take a psychologist to figure that out~ and i'm taken back with the Korea stuff like being stab at the back. . .someday i will go see oppar myself~

the person who keep saying he is sunjeong nam when he's drunk. . .
he ate snow in NZ~!!! i'd like to try that someday. . .ppl might think it's sick but penguin eat ice too~ instead of calling him Tabi, i think i'm gonna call him Pingu~ hehee

bbyong~

EDIT~
i actually had another name for that FALiar~ it's actually from a song~ called Stupid Motherfucker wasting ma' time~ fits him 10 gazillion percent~
it's too vulgar~ but EDC is cool in this way. . .haters gonna hate~

Thursday, April 22, 2010

this is depressing~

i know how it feels when Jay said he sorta forgotten how to say 'cucumber' in English~ *cries*
save my English for god sake~

the story goes, one soul found A LOT of mistakes in the script~ no idea the a lot were how many, tabun hell loadz of it~
yea, i admit it's MY careless mistakes for being so careless facing so damn much of endless words every single damn day that i losses focus on my damned grammar and their fishing names or even darned numbers and yeah, spelling~ omigosh~ terrible isn't it? with the swearing and stuff~

wonder why it isn't the meaning, never the words~ but off all, the one i hated the most since forever ~ not a textbook junkie, just a go with the flow sorta feel~ i have no idea

such a burden~

so frm now on, aside frm counting time as it ticks to that very moment, shall somehow continue abusing language and stop doing whatever i'm doing~ and learn some english literature~ thou shall not stood still without wandering ways of portraying simple lil' matter metaphorically~

wait a min...
nah~
*sulk in the corner reading elementary grammar book* -sobz-

the neverendingness and unnoticeness is somewat so unappealing~ gosh, so true...*bleh*