stop being grumpy~

but then my msn icon pic is grumpy~

can you feel the blast of ma' sarcasm?
that's how i felt day in and out. . .the expression of 'oh rly?'

JuRan~

to the disappointment of ma' eyes, no, they're not holding hands~
introducing JuRan~~~ aka Junseung all around the world but in Korea
they also call them YongHyun~ they look like twins *0*
when i was a noob i really thought they are the same person~

i have vague memories of Jang Hyunseung before i saw this~
why do they treat him like this? poor thing~
that's why i'll always cheer for him after that~
perhaps i really did ignored him during the fansign~
mian but you ignored me once too so we're even~ lolz

how he ignored meh~
p/s: i find it rather amusing~
in Singapore because i was holding 2pm light stick and he was like looking at me for 5 second then looks away with strangely cold & scary stares~ i will always remember~ lol~ boy, so picky~

i even gave him a random gift in Singapore~ Seobbie took it though~ (ppl with the name Seob tend to take gift from me~ Kiseop and Yoseop~ lolz *gomawoyong*)

*sidetrack* rather than being like that bish who blogged that she is disappointed cuz that (quote her) 'bastard' ignored her and she's hurt, i just wanna say, bish, he's not a clown~ *slash-sidetrack*

he's very good with his fans~ after i had a bribe board with me, he's always looking at it~

or i think he's looking at it cuz it's always a delusional world that i'm in~

Hyunseung ah,

nuna fans love you~

Cole nuna~

p/s: i really prefer Cole over Nic~ cuz this world is drowned by Nic~ even if Cole is technically a dude's name but who cares. . .*lives in own world* nobody really calls me Cole~ cuz ppl can't pronounce Maki, i ended up using a general name~ but a lot of ppl calls me Maki~ dun really know the heck i wanna say~


4D world experimentation

how i wish i can draw so i can make ask4dSeungie tumblr *sobz*~

what i wish moar is for a spanking new laptop fully loaded with music softwares~

run Rancho, run~! nae Ran ran off to Japan, enjoys eating pickles~
your favorite food is PICKLES?! the yellow thing u eat before main meal?!
sometimes i keep on anticipating stuff coming from your 4D world~

^ no idea~ it was drafted since a few days ago~

very often stuff are written on different days with different mood etc~ stuff that's all over the place, at times has nothing to do with ma' life but i just wanna type~ FML~

a burst of body gags~

i'm amazed with the enthusiasm~ recently watching 2PM Show~

i would rather watch variety show than drama even those ft ppl i barely know~

like Sesame player Season 2 ft infinite~

so different from MBLAQ version cuz instead of random games, their theme is running away~

2PM show is really a burst of body gags~ poor Taec & Chansung~

MTV Match Up is kinda nice too~

Lucid dream
apparently you can control your dream
it's something like closing your eyes and lie on the bed for 20-30 mins without moving your body so your body will be duped into thinking that you're sleeping but then you have to stay awake~
after that when u open your eyes, you can't really move your body and you can have full control of your dreams~
but nah, it won't work for me cuz i ended up dozing off to lalaland for real~ without fail unless i'm having some down time that i can't sleep which is rare and will drive me crazy~

there was one period i keep on waking up being paralyzed with 'alien light' beaming from the door~ it freak the hell out of me cuz i only see lights coming from the door and sound but can't really move my body and my teeth felt weird~ =.=; then slowly dozing off despite feeling scared~
that time i wasn't happy~

bbyong. . .

*delusional*

Captain, welcome back onboard~
Junseung ship never sank~
we just turn to a submarine and submerge into a brand new world under the sea~
see what happen in the FM in Thailand~ Junseung is back~ *woohoo*
*slash-delusional*

the bg music of the game being played. . .
i had no idea what game and have no intention to find out~
. . .reminds me of Dexter
why do you make me wait until September for the new season T.T
Dexter is nice except for the bitchy relationship dramas between the characters~

Meme time~
my fave bias
JJ, Dudu, Donghae, Taeyang, Zico~
(c) once my bias, forever my bias list, let's welcome Zico onboard~ *sigh, this human~*

my fave female bias
G.na, Park Bom

my first K-Pop Crush
Kim Jaejoong~ the voice and those sad song he sung~ this boy is so emo~

my first K-Pop video
Don't Don. . .

my fave group
Beast, Block B, DBSK, Big Bang, SJ~ *Beast 1st~ here's one for the big shot companies who think it isn't worth promoting your artist here in my small country~ i like how Cube took the risk and send them here~ Beast 1st FM was the best FM i ever attended~ Cube really does know how to market and promote their artist~*

a personal secret
my right eye is plastic~~~!!!
i has been 5 months and you can see a flood of selcas as a result~

something I regret
not saving money~ if not i probably fired that FALiar or are living in a foreign world~ save now. . .save now T.T

something I like
looking at the sky at night~

something I hate
being annoyed~

my 5 favorite songs
- In this Diary (The Ataris)
- Living Dolls (One ok Rock)
- Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer (One Ok Rock)
- My Everything (98 degree / Cover by Donghae / Cover by Hyunseung)
- Love in the Ice (DBSK)

the reason behind my URL
blogspot: rainbow-heaven~ i love colors~
tumblr: *keeping it ninja*~ first word inspired by Hyunseung cuz he's a cold person, 2nd letter is frm ma' name~ third letter is just came randomly~

my favorite show
Criminal Minds, Survivor, Dexter, ANTM~

my favorite OTP
Eunhae vs. Junseung~

a turn off
dirty person with no personal hygiene~

a turn on
hot-cold person~ lolz. . .those that doesn't look like they are caring but deep down inside they care a lot abt chuuuu~ *awwwwww~ sadly the said type of person isn't anywhere near my radar~* *this shameless human*

the reason I did this
celebrating the return of the captain of my ship~ lolz *sipping Caramel Teacino* the taste of caramel brings happiness~ not to me but to my Seungie~ kekee OTL the forever alone human~

let's embrace the freedom for now~~~

p/s: after observing what's happening and the hypocrisy of the people, i'm gonna find one fine day to register myself as a voter and cast my golden ticket for a change~