hi~

Dinosaur didn't extinct. . .
see~ omg~ DW + Na~ kindly let me die~

dondon eobseo~
stop selling me tickets. . .
i live in a world where you have to have dondon to see oppar in a close range~
music has been that commercialized. . .we're not talking about 200 - 300 hundred for a rockpitt ticket but more than 2 times of it~
and of course people are more than willing to pour their money to buy it just so that they can see oppar~
maybe the production cost is dayum expensive and the show is going to be a blast but i don't feel like going. . . mainstream-ism pulls me away from everything especially after i went to see One Ok Rock concert~ true musician make their own music that can inspire. . .

some oppar make their own music but most oppar is there to present the latest trend, a lifestyle. . .
i didn't deny oppar's hardwork to achieve their position now. . .but to me what seems to be important is the number of albums oppar can sell, fans bulking albums just so that oppar can win no.1 in their neverending weekly chart. . .and carefully crafted marketing strategy that wins it all~ everything is a business~

sometimes it's a pity that most oppar didn't get to enjoy traveling when they're in a foreign country~ worst of the worst is coming and leaving on the day itself~ maybe living in a developing country has yet to hit me how people in the first world country live~ time is essential. . .

but most oppar have to face with the cruel reality that someday they are not how they used to be. . .

i like oppar but i love One Ok Rock. . .a little over one year ago, i thought the only way i'm going to see them live is thru Ustream. . .and even though they have been around for quite sometime but they doesn't seems like big shots. . .they seems down-to-earth, normal 'crazy' people~ LOL maybe i'm blinded by my own delusions but it's way way way better than 'idol's policy' and crazy sasaeng fandom culture. . .

the fans pulls oppar further away or the company policy that pulls oppar further away? are idols not human? are they the only type of people that are automatically denied freedom to live, to love just because they are a public figure?
oppar himnaeseyo~ most oppar enjoy their life but how many of them are truly happy being stalked wherever they go? i get slightly irritated by even having a sales person following me around. . .i'm no idol material. . .i'll probably poke my stalkers with an umbrella or something~ plus i'm not pretty~

comes to another problem. . .as long as you're good looking *period*. . .they can't sing / dance live? (nvm they are not the main singer / dancer, it's hard to sing and dance) =_= well, you're suppose to sing AND dance, right?

oppar ya, himnaeseyo~  hwaiting <3

and purease. . .just because i listen to k-pop music, it doesn't makes me fans of every single effin group that's coming out every 3 weeks~ bitch obviously don't know me. . .i like hip hop, rock & punk~ =_=
i don't like autotune. . .purease~

lemme brag~ lemme brag~

Kim Thunggyu / Yoon Dudu, 176 cm. . .still wears insole~
i feel u baby~
recently the pair of shoes i bought came with insoles and i feel like wearing them just because i have them. . .
and i'm not short. . .not that tall either but taller than the general public~
the only thing good about it is going to concert. . .no matter what, i will still see oppar on stage~
my friend couldn't see anything from the 2nd row. . .and in the middle crowds~
i dunno what i should say. . .
because of that, i like to go to rock pitt for concert. . .
i don't effin know how to cheer while sitting~ seriously~
some might prefer sitting but for me, it doesn't feel right~ feel like restricted and confined in a small space~

and. . .what is up with the media?!
i heard from a friend that they gave some negative feedback / sarcastic thingy to r.i.c.e's showcase just because of the rules the organizer / company made~ wtfu man~
the dayum media ppl were standing the whole effin time blocking our views. . .u don't even pay for the showcase, u have a chair, just SIT~ the world is unfair~
if it's fair, the media will get to cheapest seat far far behind~  cuz they are there to report 5W1H, nobody need their opinion about oppar they barely knew~
someone call them seafood~ biatch, seafood don't write music~ which seafood rap like bang yongguk? which seafood go to university with scholarship like kim himchan? tell me~

Saja? Dinosaur annya?

Lion on stage~

will forever remember Saja in Korean because of ranking king~

Namu wear Sunggyu's socks~
=_=

 ijou~

muhan-dol #03

Jang Dongwoo invaded my dream. . .
with orange hair standing right in front of me smiling like an idiot like his usual self. . .
subconsciously Namu wasn't like this. . .he just smile like an idiot too~ we even talk~ i didn't know i speak korean in dreamland~
wae u no speak in real life =_=

=3=

new track in the jalja~ playlist. . .@.@

dear oppars~
if one day i don't like you anymore, just remember that there was once i really like you~
mian and saranghae for now~♥♥♥

my package arrived. . .when i was in dreamland~ why you work on saturday~ why it took them 2 days to reach here? since when my country is so effin' efficient (not a bad thing)~
why~~~~~now i have to go collect it at the post office~

i absolutely hate doing countdown but 5 more freakin' days til' a sleepless night~ Answer is Near~♥
this is unreal~ this is effin' unreal i refused to believe it until i get my hands on it and inhale the air there~

woogyu. . .

my bias is. . .aigoo~
>.< ranking king chaka-nim is making OTP killing each other~
Woogyu, Yadong, Myungyeol~
Kim Sunggyu is once again being betrayed by Namu and eventually became his slave~ LOL
keep your enemy closer can never be more useful when it's time like this~

yappari Jang Dongwoo is genius~ i hope he will win. . .
but yeollie is a B namja~
can you see how determined he is?

tribute to my bias. . .

keep on trusting nam woohyun. . .because i like to see nam woohyun betraying you~

ijou~

♫♪ Tic Toc Tic Toc Micheogeonda Charming Eye ♪♫

Tic Toc has a [LIVE] *clicku*
brb~ dying. . .
i love the rap part~ T.T
Dongwoo is very charismatic in this performance~
that babo-cheonjae will become my bias if i watch BTD first~ or Hoya. . .
too bad Kim Sunggyu, the hamster in disguise of lion snatches the bias place by doing nothing but nagging his members and being tired~ lolz nah~ Charismatic Leader-sshi is uber uber good in singing + is a rocker boy despite his cute hamster look~ dakara my bias. . .

i only recognize their song when i saw them live~ *facepalm*
but nvm~ i was there for their 1st oversea performance~

when i first watch Sesame Player i dunno who is who~ but they keep on repeating their song thru out the show so it become addictive~
and they also didn't lip sync

need to get me some life when chacha is back~
still dying frm not being able to get blond hair for now~ Dongwoo's hair is very nice *over zealous~* he has been blond since the first time we met~ (literally) boy is addicted to green color too~ and i like both babo & cheonjae type and he is cheonjae in disguise of babo~ how can he not be my bias? Kim Sunggyu is uber lucky~ *tsk tsk* this is life. . .

maldo andwae~

although this happens last christmas~
♫♪ last christmas i gave u my hair~ lalaaa~♪♫
i suddenly remember what happen. . .and makes me felt cheated~
like the time i sign a stupid contract to make video but end up doing f-ing time wasting data entry for some wannabies in Pro dro mus owned by a serial liar~
anyway i went to get my hair colored (even bought a ninja backview photo of Junhyung blond hair pic) but the result is uber uber dissappointing~
i told him no matter what i want the lightest *after listening to his advice cuz it was blah too yellowish bla bla bla* but what i get was a normal everyday person hair color that blend in like ninja in a crowd~ (c) maybe he's color blind or something. . .
i don't want color that can see after being shined by taeyang sunshine~ i don't even walk under the sunshine~ *cough*
i really like that color. . . it's something that you'd like to try for even once and my dreams were shattered into the drain by some crap talk i no longer wanna listen from hairdressers from now on. . .

i just realize Dongwoo's hair is blond *i must be blind cuz it's been a while*
this ninja pic i stole from his twitter @ddww1122~

from then onwards i don't wanna go back to that saloon. . .
i wanna find one that will grant my wish~ i won't listen to anyone anymore~

off K-drama
i spend like 21 days doing pt time translating job not in one language but in two which reminds me how much i don't like it. . .
doing one is tiring enough but doing everything twice + checking is the worst~
it's not like i wanna do both but it's much better than retranslating almost everything~ O.o;
what's tiring is copy pasting chinese to listen and read pinyin because chinese and me doesn't know each other well. . .
some ppl don't really understand how it feels like until they try to do it themselves~
if it still sucks then i have nothing to say. . .

bbyong. . .