hot weather = mood ruiner~

the weather outside is like grilling bbq in the open air of sahara desert~
never felt the chillness of sahara at night tho~ *bleh*
i wonder how cactus taste like~

my half-awake-nightmare-ish-dream~
karma coming back for plotting an anti Park Kiu plot in the last post~ *dreamland is indeed fast and efficient*

In my dream i was a blogger vowing to write an entry to tell everyone i will be righteous and cut off all my connection with someone close (can't remember who) because that person is the CEO of the underworld~!!! Then that person come and talk with me but i was having a very Park Kiu style righteous lecture still vowing to write everything in the blog~ =.=;

just when i was talking about Park Kiu being too righteous and that he need to take a break suddenly his philosophy come haunting my dream~

Malaysian Ah Man busted drug manufacturing factory~ lolz
while getting ready for whateverever in the next topic, i watch MHI~
and a drug manufacturing factory got busted~

ando just now i saw a job post~
"Debt Collection Representatives (Basic RM1,200 + Commission up to RM4,000)"
and one of the requirement is. . . .
"Experience in collection line is an added advantage"
omo~ never fail to remind me of Laughing gor~ his lengs can so apply for this job X).

Wateverever thing~
totally unrelated to what i wanted to do~
to choose between money and what i wanted to do
i rather choose the latter one~
because i simply do not want to waste my time~
thank you for wasting my time waiting for hours~

rant of the day~
you see, fringe play a big part in covering up those mushrooming pimple scars resulted by an unknown condition (i still blame the SUN and golf events~) that has never occur before those SUN exposure + golf~
can you imagine having two cassiopeia constellation on left and right? cannot right~
basically it's like the hardest thing to face everyday~ and i'm trying everything i could to make it fade away~

and this interviewer dude was like out of the blue said "can you pull your fringe up"
i rather die than to show those scars to anyone~
(somehow only exclusive appearance in my house~)
YES DIE~ over showing some ugly pimple scar~

if i ever do what other ppl say then that's not me~
of cos i'm not that stupid to do what being asked to do especially something i don't feel like doing~
wateverever~

well, just face the fact that
1. you cannot see my face is because you are blind!
2. i don't really care if you think i'm lying because you can't see my eyes. . .
3. then again you cannot see because you are once again...BLIND~

watever it is, i don't think they will hire me because i speak konglish~
gotta work on mua engrish~ lolz