Friday, May 8, 2009

one step closer to. . .

qotd: "one step closer to death. . ."
(c) Tanaka Koki on celebrating birthday~ but does apply on everyday life not necessary on that big day X).
being very positive in a negative kinda way~

two step closer to Nino out of those gazillion step ways away~
today i receive an e-mail for english exam~ X).
that totally happen out of the blues, when i least expect to even get selected
i was afloat in the wide dreamy world letting the memories of applying the thing to fade away~
it send me on a roller coaster rides of ups and downs~
that last for like 5 mins of ups then back down realising it's just selected for the exam~
there's tonnes and tonnes of stuff after the exam~

looking at the odds, last year 500 applied, 170 selected for exam, 70 went to interview, 31 selected, 29 went~
no idea what the heck i'ma talking about~
arghhh~ then i read back my plan. . .
i wanna kill myself already~ X).
ijou~

Today
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the weather is so freakin' hot. . .i'm missing the morning rain!
i went out to get a gift~
but then there's this freaky jam to the mall in a thursday afternoon~
it's freakin' me out when the guard directed the cars to the roof. . .
having experienced trapped in a maze last time, i still have phobia of driving Lil' SuSu to the roof~
so i make a U turn and take a detour to some other place for the gift. . .
and i just found the perfect gift and spend 3 hours or so wrapping the gift with all the impromptu gift wrapping experiments using colored paper i had~
tsukareta~

I hate damned love song~
these few days i discovered
- a panda that is addicted to broccoli. . .so much cuteness bundled in one, given $10 to survive for a week, panda went to the shop to buy ONE stalk of broccoli~ the perfect example of someone living girigirily~ and the overconfident-self is just emitting some kind of admire-me-aura~ zenbu mo daijyoubu to dekimasu yo~
- and big bang~
Lies is really nice. . .
and super hot english pronounciation~

ijou~
Nino ga hoshiii~ Nino no bashou he ikitaii~ Nino wa ima genki~?
konna nihongo no level wa passing shinken dekimasuka????

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