Friday, December 18, 2009

No turning back...

my msn nickname note was 'I need oppa'~ omo...ppl might think that i'm ss and that i need oppa~
but it's not that kind of oppa...i just put it for fun =.=;

Chapter 01: It feels like RoboCop~
i finally set a date to face with my biggest nightmare~

in the surreal world of cruelty...luckily it ended fast tho the waiting seems forever cuz they decided to leave me in the room waiting for the anesthetic to work it's magical wonder of painless minor surgery (somewhat it's the biggest surgery i've ever had~ or the exaggeration)

i have no idea how ppl find the courage to go thru this thing without distraction...imagine having to listen to the rocking sound~ *arghhh* luckily i've find a way to deal with the noise~ Just bring ur mp3 along and choose your fav song...i choose to listen to a deaftening version of Wedding Dress by uri Bigbang Sunshine~ and it just lasted for 30 sec~ just deny watever is happening and listen to the song~ ignorance is truly my bliss~

then the nurse asked if i wanted my tooth~ i took it home tho i would appreciate if she clean off the blood and i don't want to think what's sticking to it~ arghhh...it's not as big as i thought it would be~ and i totally didn't expect it to be this side cuz i always planned to get the other side extracted...but i don't wanna make my choice, i just told the dentist-san "which ever u want" =.=; cuz i knew it'll take forever to choose~

the receptionist was pretty nice saying that it doesn't hurt~ it really doesn't tho i ate the painkiller yesterday nite cuz i am imagining the pain~ yokatta it doesn't hurt or sore...just empty =.=;

after that the blood doesn't stop for 2 hours cuz i couldn't stop looking at the mirror...and so i have to change 4 cotton~ and i was cho sleepy so i went to bed biting a cotton~ clearly doing what i'm not suppose to do *quote instruction: do not immediately go to bed* seriously...that WAS my initial plan~ i went to bed when the bleeding wasn't serious and i was sleepy...so i went to bed thinking what's the worst thing that will happen? choke on the cotton dake jyan? so i went to bed...the cotton drop off~ nothing happen...yokatta T.T

and i didn't take dinner yesterday... it's been one day~ what a nice way to diet~ lol...all my attention was directed to the empty feeling~

owh and i didn't mention why it felt like RoboCop~ at some point during the process dentist-san instructed nurse-san to position my head~ that reminds me of robocop~ =.=; RoboCop is such a nice cop~ sadly they don't play or have a remake of it...it'll be nice to have a RoboCop the movie~ X).

ijou~ next week again =.=; luckily this month is full with long weekend tho it doesn't help cuz i need to go to class~ what's the point? =.=;

still, i'm glad it doesn't hurt~
it's raining. . .it's raining~

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