it's about time...

...to change this layout to a nicer skin, i admit during the creation of this skin, i am truly blind and chooses this milky-orangeish-dunno what color out of convenience...pardon my blindness~ and laziness~ i should choose something sea-colored...across the sea, there's a dancing fish~ w00t

Everyday
i just have to remind myself not to be lazy, deal with the pain, sing, talk and say 'hi & bye'...i barely have time to prepare every morning due to the 20mins snoozing~ i wanna sleep ZzzZ~

the pain is making every second past twice as slow... the wire which is not suppose to poke *imaginary theory* starts to poke like needle in the mouth~ the pain which is not suppose to be pain starts to pain~ i thought it was gonna be like prep session or introduction by putting the device in for fun and decoration for the first month or so but reality is harsh...it hurts to bite on a piece of cake on the day itself~ but it's okay now...who would have imagine eating french fries would nearly kill you?

i barely notice black hole L cuz spacer was the drama queen making all the pain last week and now bracie was killing my soul with the instant poking and the extra TLC it needed...i cannot imagine ppl living with it for years~ and my bubblegum-lookalike molar L&R is just plain ugly...why do you have to be cruel and cement my molar??? why...and it taste like cement~ food = cement...nasty~
yappa i have underestimate braces for its cyborgy look and tonnes of fun colors to change forgetting about the pain that feels like extracting your tooth without anesthetic that last for a week~

if this wire thingy that seems harmless sitting on the bracket would hurt so bad, i can never imagine how it feels like after putting rubber for the extra strength to pull the teeth in place and close the gap~ omg~!!! what have i sign myself to? anyway, forget about it~ ignorance is my bliss~

ijou~