will an emo person ever had an emo day?

*ponder, ponders*
nah, i'm not an emo person but i had an emo day~
frussie is pouring out her frustration of some somewhat off arienai nature stuff~

(you can do) everything~
Taka-chan, kono uta kakimasuga, totemo kansha dane...
this is what happen...

this few days it's been somewhat weirdish kinda feeling because the company went to a company trip~ yup, obviously didn't went...and obviously mine is working cuz pretty much 90% didn't participate~ but being a lazy bum libran, i would prefer taking leave instead of having ONE company open instead of the others closed despite the lack of participants for the trip~ m'kay watever right...

i just don't get it why annual leave is so sacred...i will pretty much take it whenever i feel like i need it~ and carelessly lolz anyhow the culture is weird~ like i care how they operate their world...

the main problem here is this drama about politic. already had enough of the drama kings and queens in real life...the story is bearable, never ever the method of doing the damned thing...

first i got a bruised of my effort in it...nevermind already, as long as i do however i think the best as my work...even though i had to translate the damned thing 1.75 times (instead of twice) because of the differences in the meaning and some damned english, despite changing the frame old skool kinda way i manage to painlessly finish the supposedly-said-to-be-the-last-episode-ever-will-be-done-by-me today i found out everything is FAKE. damned...thus i fall into the dark hole pretty much still floating in it now...

what's fake is, it's not the last episode for me...blame it on me...why the hell do i type so fast today? because i wanted it to end earlier but it backfired...can't i move to another thing? many doesn't know how do i finish my work and assume it's 'fun' because you can watch the drama~

mind you, while checking all i look at was the WORDS~!!! whoever said it was fun pretty much deserved to be damned~ yeah...and if it's tainted i will get really sad~ my work *uwaaah*

help me *sobz* English is getting broken by the days...DAMNED~! i should stop cursing and go learn some english...lolz I love Jay's accent to bits...

'aside from me, they're all the same looking like dolls~' Living Dolls...i love the theme~

fighting...there's only like a few more months to go~
"i'm listening to your heartbeat that's beating for me~" (shamelessly lyric change)~ obviously listening to this song~ duh...

ijou~