recently i found a 'nice' site...
not to say it's nice but i think it serve well to feed the curious mind that's eagerly wanted to know tonnes of somewhat useless stuff~ i like to watch documentary stuff and they don't actually show ppl dying on TV~ it's kinda unethical i think...and most ppl couldn't stand seeing graphic stuff anyways~ well, i dream about all those images i saw in a string of somewhat related natural disaster in particular the one where someone got ran by the train~ and in my dream that person still moan in pain and try to reach to his pocket to grab something... then i woke up~
as heartless as it may sound, i think people who were involved in terrible accident (detached leg / hands / torso / head or whatever that's detachable) should just pass away really quick. it kinda hurt to see ppl being hurt~ imagine all those pain they went thru~ i hope our nerves system will just shut down when we're in a lot of pain~
still...
depressed over my broken earphones and the forever fail me who forgotten to get a new one (or just plain lazy to be annoyed by sales person...) anyway, i think i'm gonna grab one normal ones from cresdo together with my monthly parking while dreaming that someday i'm gonna get my hands on Dr. Dre paired with itouch~ *bleh*
spring is slowly creeping in and the weather is getting hot. i miss the days where i can snuggle in the bed cuz it was so cold to even open my eyes...i still don't get why we need so much sunshine here~
i . . . saw . . . that . . . person . . . that . . .*owh sigh*
won the you-know-what (dunno, nvm~) all expense paid trip to you-know-where to see you-know-who~ who am i to complain? i didn't even participate~ FML. . .in no luck in such stuff like free trips or business trip (this non existence stuff~) nothing comes free in my life T.T
i should go camp at cube (maybe not, i don't wanna blend in...i should go hang around hongdae sipping blended mocha or green tea latte in the winter...breathing in and out the cool air until it freezes my lungs...y'know? can't breath, like freeze? lolz), followed by the typical stumble on a rock n fell on the street scenario in front of you-know-who *cough*Jang Hyunseung*cough* lolzzzz *let me dream~ owh let me dream~~~~* you didn't read that wrongly, i am sane and i typed Jang Hyunseung instead of my forever no.1 Dudu... i can never understand myself well... oh well, *don't wake me up~ no wake me up~ no wake up wake up~* (in attempt to sing random song with bad grammar i learn everyday from everywhere~) born in the wrong country, so true~
and...one day my friend told me she is going to korea...guess what, i'm oblivious~ it hurt so bad but it's okay...i'm saving all my dimes to fly there myself, i'll paint my nails, tie a ponytail, kick the heels and stumble on a rock in front of you-know-who lolz...well~ at that moment i really felt a lil' betrayed~ should at least entertain my random request of helping me to get some stuff there, not like i really mean it anyways~ but instead i get a straight no... owh the reality is harsh~ don't even know if it's good or bad...
anyway, i'm getting Beast Calendar, diary n a bunch of pretty stuff...i'm so gonna use it~ i'm not gonna keep stuff for my eyes to see~ i will use it...i will cruelly draw mustache on Seobbie~ bwahahaa~ he is so cute...he need my tweak to tone down his cute image~ his face is terribly small O.o; can i have your face preaseeee? x).
The Answer is actually...in his head~
jkjkkkk~ They had a preview for Answer is Near PV T.T finally it came out~ and i get to listen to the whole track~ very f*************** awesome~! Love the theme and concept~ very inspiring humans~ i hope everyone can brace their spirit and be different...
ijou~
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