damn stats~

i'd like to think nobody read my blog
then i can write watever that flashes in my mind as i type very mindlessly~
if you know me personally, pls do not tell me u read my blog~ it's kinda stressful~

there was once someone commented abt me fangirling on fb~ i don't discuss that stuff with non-fans and i doubt u will ever understand what i'm really saying anyway~ and my Yozm has a lot of my rants and poking @cbhs00 everyday (if i remember to check it) lolz~ and i like anonymity~

i like to say watever been bugging my mind~ just a way to clear stuff that's clouding my mind~

recently
breaking down. . .it's very cloudy and my mind is very tired~ sometimes i just wanna disappear and never come back anymore...
in the mist of being clouded by the stuff that's been bugging my mind for the longest time ever, Jang Hyunseung make me smile for a moment~ (mian my dudu) kyakyaa~ that's a lil' happiness... for someone like me a lil' happiness will last a long time~ watever right?

Sleepyhead~
omomomooo~ find this uber funny
"Recently individual members of us have different schedule, therefore we would all have an alarm clock of our own. However, Hyunseung could not even hear the alarm that he set himself , the alarm kept ringing , which caused the rest of the members to be woke up by his alarm but only hyunseung who is still sound asleep. Unless all of us scream his name or shake him vigorously, only will he wake up."
^ i think everyone been thru stuff like this...well, sometimes my alarm clock sound sounded like i'm dreaming~ so unreal~ so i refuse to wake up...

there's still stuff i wanna tell...
but it can't type it here now cuz i don't know how to begin...it's been bugging my mind for the longest time ever...i'm very fucking tired with everything~
"I can’t hide who I am. I can’t say things I don’t mean, say that I like things I hate, or hate things I like. And more than anything, I can’t lie to myself" Key
^ so true... i love quotes~ bwahahaa...

*tears of joy* i think i heard Answer is Near...
but when i listen to it, it sounded different from the teaser...i think it's probably another track from the same single...but that's definitely One Ok Rock i'm hearing~ kyaaa why don't you just release the MV to cure my brain from further being clogged with mindless stuff mainichi~
soujikini shigoto no koto wa daikirai-tte~ other wise i'm perfectly fine~

let's sleep for 12 hrs tonite...kyakyaa~ oyacuuuumiiii~ =).