Apreciation: Deprived

mind numbing~
typing mindlessly into the wee hours~
my mind keep on telling me it's possible to finish everything (hate this mind cuz it doesn't care much~ like in this case, doesn't concern if i can or not but to come to a conclusion it can be done)
*so don't understand self*
looking at other ppl getting busy, usually it's really some sort of small yet big stuff (wat~? mind has been clogged =.=;) but the stuff i usually get busy with is some painstakingly *fuuuuuuuuu* and forever alone (not talking abt boyfriend stuff but really in absolute solitude~) *double the fuuuuuu*

what is life, i need some~

even if i finish everything on time, i will still get feedback for the slightest thing ever... this no good~ that not accurate, bla and ha~ but i ain't mad... ppl can't see a bigger picture... 10 mistakes is better than grammar/ word usage / etc etc mistakes in every efffing other line~ O.o;

grammar,what is it? a place in dreamland?
don't effing talk to me about GRAMMAR~ right until now i have no idea what is verb and adjective~ O.o; u, mad? i think i learn from everywhere but text book~ never text book~ i never like english lesson anyway~ puhahaa... but english is important~ watch more survivor (just something i so wanna watch but can't until probably next friday~ O.O; i need a life)

think about it. you think babies know what the heck is grammar when they learn to talk? fuuuuuuu~

recently love 'When I'm Gone'~ i wish Simple Plan will come back with some track about Liar...then i can play it everyday since i don't think anyone know japanese~ and although I like the 'Stupid Liar, Liar Liar Lah~' (and wish i can play it on forever loop) but then Stupid Liar is not a song for liar~ it's a love song? i think~

now i cannot say i hate damn love song cuz VIP all around the world will be using it~ gosh~ i hate love song first~ actually not really hate... it's just that i prefer the uniqueness of songs with great ideas~ One Ok Rock and Simple Plan~ puhahaa~ My Love~

i wanna watch Block B's debut performance~ life neun mwo kayo? something u can eat?
despite ranting abt being tired i can mindlessly type all this~ Carpe Diem~

die die~ fuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~