5 more weeks~

to be exact, 24 more f-ing days~
*crying rainbow colored tears of joy*
a few good thing is happening~
1. after what felt like to be forever, finally (hopefully) the renovation is about to come to an end although not quite yet cuz i only see the tiles lying on the front porch without human laying them on the floor~ it's a mind numbing 3-4 months affair of living in a ditch-like-condition~

2. 24 more f-ing days~ if it's not for no.1, i've probably call it off a long long time ago~ more on this to come...probably on 28th July 2011~ it's good to spit things that has been clogging your mind~ if you bottle things up, someday you'll explode and that person ain't gonna care~

3. i'm going to see Beast next friday *woohooo* i wish i can see them 365 times a year~ *greediness to no extend, tsktskk* well, i'm glad i get good ticks, a good friend and one whole day to selca and have fun~

4. found a site that sell studs~! zomg~ i'll have some free time, one spanking brand 'new' room (freshly painted green colored walls, windows where i can see stars at night and new polished tilesssssss~) and to give it a new touch, i'm gonna create my own galaxy with glow in the dark stars~

a delusional kid~
when i was cleaning up stuff, i saw my english mid-term paper from high school~
i couldn't bare to read it properly cuz it was bad~
i remember there was once i finally figure out my english was bad and start to read the newspaper out loud (like literally)~
i couldn't spell a lot of funky sophisticated sounding words too~

it's like a joke ppl keep saying my english is good when i know it ain't up to what i want it to be yet~
i can just cheat on the pronunciation cuz i grew up learning 'alien' language~
alien here means something that is not spoken at home~
something like learning how to speak again in another language~
recently i saw a malay family speaking to each other in english~ it's a rare sight but it's nice to train em' young~

Seungie's ideal place to date is a bowling alley~
who love bowling i wonder~ *cough*
did Junseung went to play bowling together?
victory hug eh? *me gusta*
they are so cute together~ ^^

Jang Hyunseung is very good with 'honeys'
aka his fans~
i'm impressed that a usually cold person can be that nice~
instead of ignoring, he took the letter with his mouth even if he don't have a free hand to take it *awwwwwww*
but he is only nice to his fans~ puhahaa~ i know it well enough to say so~

perhaps there's warmness in the world but i couldn't feel at all~

recently i was chatting with someone i'm not that close with but it felt nice to be speaking with human~ *bleh* how did i end up in that black hole? i took the risk but with no return~ July 28, 2011~ there is nothing but lies in that place which in return makes me felt that this world is fake and cold~

jaak, next friday i will yeolshimihage flash the bribeboard~ kyakyaa~
bbyong~