acrophobia

never-to-the-mind~ i'm acrophobia too~
Jang Hyunseung is afraid of height~
i used to think that he's fearless~ not scared of anything type~
seeing him that afraid of height makes him less fearless but still the fearless Jang Hyunseung~
but to the least i still dare to look down from the deck~
still very much wanna ride amusement park rides that will eventually gives my heart a good workout before and after plus, it will help to open up my voice too~~~ x).

MTV Stage Live~!!!
awesome~ i get to go into the pit next to the center one which is pretty close to the stage also~
i think someone from Cube filmed my Seungie uchiwa~
arghhhhh~ pls don't edit and put into some DVD unless Seungie will see it~ puhahaa~
*no idea what i wanna say* see the banner, not meh =.=;;;
i feel hot for Seungie on stage since he wore like 3-4 layers of clothes =.=;
and a hat~ i couldn't see his face but he was in a good mood keep on adding adlib while singing and dancing passionately (normally aren't like that~)
dudu is awesome too ^^ too bad they got cut off while doing intro~
and~ normally ppl will cheer for seobbie or kwang the most~
so i'm on the opposite n cheer for seungie which is pretty lonely~ poor boy me~ ss in own 4D world~

i'm down there swimming in the sea of ppl~ and towards the end being sardined like tuna being caught by pukat tarik~
cheering for other bands with my beseuteu uchiwa~

but one of the most memorable experience i get from the show is how considerate (just a lil) the staff was~ towards the end we were dead so the organizer gave us some water and we're like sharing with total strangers~ everyone taking a sip like refugee~ it's not gross when you're dying of thirst~

i went to snow walk~!!! hand went itchy and grab some snow and it felt like i'm getting frostbite within 3-4 mins~ love the cold tho~ i wanna live in somewhere cold~
and the wind late at night feels like freedom on top of a mountain~ plus the night starry sky~ love driving on an empty highway in the middle of the night~ what am i doing here? this place don't like me and neither do i~ it's just drawing oxygen away frm my life leaving me lifeless, heartless, moodless, what-ever-the-ever less~

don't like being bounded in a place that seems forever wasting ma' youth hearing lies~ keep calm and wait 4 more days~ then a poor summer vacation. . .

little thing waiting for you~ *cough* nah~ just listening to the solo~ puhahaa~ rap part is cute to no extend~

bbyong. . .