stop being grumpy~

but then my msn icon pic is grumpy~

can you feel the blast of ma' sarcasm?
that's how i felt day in and out. . .the expression of 'oh rly?'

JuRan~

to the disappointment of ma' eyes, no, they're not holding hands~
introducing JuRan~~~ aka Junseung all around the world but in Korea
they also call them YongHyun~ they look like twins *0*
when i was a noob i really thought they are the same person~

i have vague memories of Jang Hyunseung before i saw this~
why do they treat him like this? poor thing~
that's why i'll always cheer for him after that~
perhaps i really did ignored him during the fansign~
mian but you ignored me once too so we're even~ lolz

how he ignored meh~
p/s: i find it rather amusing~
in Singapore because i was holding 2pm light stick and he was like looking at me for 5 second then looks away with strangely cold & scary stares~ i will always remember~ lol~ boy, so picky~

i even gave him a random gift in Singapore~ Seobbie took it though~ (ppl with the name Seob tend to take gift from me~ Kiseop and Yoseop~ lolz *gomawoyong*)

*sidetrack* rather than being like that bish who blogged that she is disappointed cuz that (quote her) 'bastard' ignored her and she's hurt, i just wanna say, bish, he's not a clown~ *slash-sidetrack*

he's very good with his fans~ after i had a bribe board with me, he's always looking at it~

or i think he's looking at it cuz it's always a delusional world that i'm in~

Hyunseung ah,

nuna fans love you~

Cole nuna~

p/s: i really prefer Cole over Nic~ cuz this world is drowned by Nic~ even if Cole is technically a dude's name but who cares. . .*lives in own world* nobody really calls me Cole~ cuz ppl can't pronounce Maki, i ended up using a general name~ but a lot of ppl calls me Maki~ dun really know the heck i wanna say~


4D world experimentation

how i wish i can draw so i can make ask4dSeungie tumblr *sobz*~

what i wish moar is for a spanking new laptop fully loaded with music softwares~

run Rancho, run~! nae Ran ran off to Japan, enjoys eating pickles~
your favorite food is PICKLES?! the yellow thing u eat before main meal?!
sometimes i keep on anticipating stuff coming from your 4D world~

^ no idea~ it was drafted since a few days ago~

very often stuff are written on different days with different mood etc~ stuff that's all over the place, at times has nothing to do with ma' life but i just wanna type~ FML~

a burst of body gags~

i'm amazed with the enthusiasm~ recently watching 2PM Show~

i would rather watch variety show than drama even those ft ppl i barely know~

like Sesame player Season 2 ft infinite~

so different from MBLAQ version cuz instead of random games, their theme is running away~

2PM show is really a burst of body gags~ poor Taec & Chansung~

MTV Match Up is kinda nice too~

Lucid dream
apparently you can control your dream
it's something like closing your eyes and lie on the bed for 20-30 mins without moving your body so your body will be duped into thinking that you're sleeping but then you have to stay awake~
after that when u open your eyes, you can't really move your body and you can have full control of your dreams~
but nah, it won't work for me cuz i ended up dozing off to lalaland for real~ without fail unless i'm having some down time that i can't sleep which is rare and will drive me crazy~

there was one period i keep on waking up being paralyzed with 'alien light' beaming from the door~ it freak the hell out of me cuz i only see lights coming from the door and sound but can't really move my body and my teeth felt weird~ =.=; then slowly dozing off despite feeling scared~
that time i wasn't happy~

bbyong. . .