what on earth~?!

apa dalam dunia~?!

i felt bad i keep on flashing Hyunseung's banner~ mian dudu~

i am back from fic-land~
this morning i woke up to a very heavy yet empty heart~
it's like someone just drilled a hole in my heart~
depressing aura floating all around me. . .

fic-land story~
awesome~! a very-all-over-the-places summary~
during Beautiful, dudu came to the right side and saw ma' banner (puhahaaa~) then he look at me and went high high~ something like *nod* i-see-you-yoonique~!

i felt that Hyunseung wasn't that happy during the show so i flash a lot of Seungie's side (mian, dudu~).

conspiracy on Junhyung: i think he was thinking "what is up with this delusional girl, switching banner every 5 seconds" (lolz~ he was staring at my side. . .) i think he secretly like my Seungie banner~ *end of conspiracy*

Dongwoon is very active and spit out random english~ "come on baby", "follow me baby", "i love you" lolz~ Dudu was very high and active throughout the show. Yoseob is very nice to the lucky fan even after knowing that she was Junhyung's fan~ his high pitched "Joker, JOker, JOKER?!" was very funny~ Kikwang was spaced out and Junhyung look reserved and rumors has it, he cried~ boy must face a lot of difficulties after the news surfaced. . .

the other BM words that Beast know aside from basic intro was names of food~ so nice to know that they actually tried local food instead of being picky with their food...dudu said "durian" (lolz~!) dongwoon said "satay" yoseob said "laksa" then hyunseung who never pay attention to his surrounding said "laksa" 1-2 mins later~

Seungie was spacing out looking at my side during the mc session and i was delusional and keep on showing him thumbs up~ and waves. . .he stared at the space for 5 mins then snap, changes angle and after 5 mins came back to my side~ staring again at ma' direction while i keep on showing him thumbs up~ lolz

like i said before, Seungie is very nice to Honeys he was standing at my side a lot of the time *cough* and particularly during Oasis where everyone was going everywhere, Seungie stand on the right side for half of the song~ he walk out during his part and stand right in front of me *delusional* but angle never fail me~ it was right in front~ Oasis was my favorite song~

again, Seungie was on the right side most of the time~ fanservicing ma' banner *i can't help but to be delusional* especially during encore. . .VIU~ 4D dance~

Seungie is very 4D *duh* when other people was performing, he used his mic to comb his hair (bet ya' didn't think i'll be looking at you instead of the guest eh?) then drifted to space~ he use a marker to color his shoes and think it's very amusing telling Kikwang~ and his face palm way to look at the crowds~ why do you exist in another world?

this time i really pay attention to Seungie's dance during the show~ very energetic and precise up to the point that when they were performing Fiction, i had the urge to learn the dance that moment~ it was Beautiful *crying rainbow colored tears*

when they were performing Rainy Day, i felt that Seungie was really sad deep inside~ *awwww~* why are you sad. . .you make me wanna switch bias~ Dudu has a lot of fans but Seungie doesn't~

i do talk a lot about Seungie. . .i felt sad for this guy cuz i know how it felt like to be ignored~ that's why his place is ninja~ he receive the least gift too *awwww* fear not, one of it is mine with a custom made name label that looks exactly like my bribeboard~ i sorta designed this bribeboard and has its signature (you know me~ puhahaa~)~ if your memory is good, you probably seen it a few times, Jang Hyunseung. . .

and you were happy again. . .?
after seeing the twitpic above~ hehee. . .
my first reaction when i saw that pic was "what on earth?!" // "apa dalam dunia?!"
he said dudu came by cutely~ lolz
또 봐요

the language~
recently learning random stuff yo. . .OTL
자장면 머리 보고싶어요~ this she wrote to Seungie~

bbyong. . .