^ deep stuff man, deep stuff~
a few days back i stumble with Shortie Ryo's solo song (kyaaa~ can't stop and will probably never stop calling him shortie~ *naturally born meanie*)
all his solo songs is somewhat simple yet complicated~
Code, Stereo, Ordinary? can't choose my fav. . .
i need a spanking new computer~
if i didn't spend so much money in november to do something i don't care much *sigh*
sufficient to say i can already buy a spanking new desktop with that 3 days worth of expenses~ *spanking ownself*
having furafura personality is the worst, sometimes at least, i still love being airy cuz i felt other people's unnecessary burden as a burden...there are times ppl worry about stuff that's to me not something you should worry about~ worst off all, sometimes i think to work in a place for a couple of years is suffocating while other ppl tend to want that 'security'~
i've used about 20 years worth of patience to deal with this slow desktop after my laptop decided to just die like my life is not depending on it~ i don't have any patience left in me~
i think i need someone to be my center while i fly freely on top~
just like GD who's always moving around who has TOP as the center~ i need to find me a TOP~ but it's hard to find a sunjeongnam like him~ kyaaa...
recently i found out that there's something like all-in-one computer exist in this world~ kyaaa~
i need an all-in-one~ *crying buckets*
with spanking new computer, i can stream that damn show...heck~ before that i can BC LIVE~ i won't have my heart 'broken' while peeking behind those curtain and saw Jang Hyunseung 'mock' kissing another girl~ *bleh* i can have it broken with hd BC at my hse instead~!!! that's why i'm mad. . .for something free, i spend like a fortune to sit on top of a mountain... i barely can see those actor and actresses i do not even bother to care. . .and maybe half an hour of SJ and Beast perf *smack ownself*
so i've decided not to be furafura and ignore until i get my spanking new computer~
2011: what is right?
swear nothing was right. . .
and i blame it all on myself for trusting people~
especially that FatAss~ reality show your fat ass. . .
then this and that. . .
this year there's only one agenda. . .or maybe another secret one?
main agenda : to fly
secret agenda: to fall in front of kim jaejoong~ (lolzzz i won't be able to go there until 2013...by that time he'll be a very cool guy protecting his country~ Oct 2010 will probably be the first and last time we'll ever meet *pretending to be emo* swear i nearly died when he sung Seoshi~ kyaaa the lyrics is just making ppl fat~ but i still like forever alone sad song like Footsteps, Crying. . .and other one i've forgotten~)
sounding like i won't be living after that trip~ bye. . .
and do not blindly trust people~ what i've learn is that when i trust them, all i get was tonnes and tonnes of lies pouring in like i'm an idiot~ *tsk* that's the way u choose to lead your life then go ahead. . .
love hate on drama~
i don't like k-drama but had to watch em' for work purpose. . .*getting bricks frm their fans*
without bias, Protect the boss is quite funny minus those ajummas forever plotting to get power and looking down on poor people...or maybe JJ kissing in HD (which he claims filmed for 50 takes...mother of god~!)~ i swear i skip it to avoid my heart being over jelly~ ignorance is always my bliss~ the girl must have save an entire nation in her past life to kiss kim jaejoong for at least 50 times~ universe of god~! meanwhile, i must have only saved myself in my past life *sobz*
i don't fancy asian drams but i watch tvb's if my fav actor is in it *cough* strangely likes Ron Ng a lot *cough* or if the story sound interesting...like cannibalism (m'kay, maybe not cannibalism but it's abt a group of ppl eating their friend after starving for a long time on top of a mountain)
but the problem is there's too much bitch fights and bitches you'd want to skip their part entirely cuz of their 'righteousness' *bleh* and damn annoying high pitch voice and frowning faces... pls~ i just want to know how they ended up eating their best friend on top of a mountain and how they deny it during the trial~
american series is still the best~ haven't watch dexter for weeks~ but right now i need to go finish that cannibalism drama~ lolz before i start doing Heartstrings *bangs head on slow desktop*
this year live as if you'll die today~ too ^^ *c.h.a.o.s.m.y.t.h is like the story to live my life*
oor's song is the remedy to mend my broken soul *exaggerating emo*
please let me fly and see real life penguin and whale (i nearly died when they say it's possible to see whale~) they are one of my fav animals~ probably because i watch Free Willy without any sense of failing when i was small. . .i wanna see real life willy in the wild~ T.T willy ya~
bbyong~
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