Papa doru~

True~

*sobz* every time he smiles. . .kyaaa~

i've even install keyhole again so i can stream every thursday~ 

sad unknown life of an idol. . . i wanna see JJ acting in the korean version (if they ever plans to adapt this drama) because Ryo-chan's penthouse scene reminds me of JJ. . .himnae~ 

this drama is more real cuz nishikido ryo is not just some random character in some fictional idol group. . .he is acting as himself~ every time he smiles. . .kyaaa~ and he still hasn't change his signature jet black hair~ and didn't grow any taller *evil me are abt to get flying brick frm his fans*
shortie, i grew 2 inch since i became a fan of NEWS / K8~ *proud* 

finally

it's finished. . .when it ended, it feels like i'm being drowned by insecurities again and again. . .i'm a little bit short of what i should have had~ keeps on wondering if it's worth the effort or worth for everything. . .

i blame it all to that fat ass liar~ the reality is, ppl who are not close to you will just lie to you straight up in your face~ i don't get it why ppl wanna tell me stuff they don't mean to do when i don't really give a fu just so that their fantasy world makes them think you're smart ass~ but in reality, you're just a fat ass. . 

ijou~ time to go study some stuff. . .