sometimes i wonder if i've taken the wrong instrument~
i joined the because some friends were so enthusiastly introducing their company's music school~
i wanted to take some dance lesson (but thinking back, first level was horrible~ in a sense that i practically learn nothing the whole level but the choreography of ONE fu-ing song~ ONE~ i can't cope with my own stupidity for continuing it~ now i can learn 2-3 bar in an hour~)
next was keyboard. . .wasn't a big fan. . .why the hell did i continue learning it i wonder~
i love electric guitar~ why i didn't switch to it at first? why~
and also do you have that one friend who only call you when they joined an insurance company when normally they don't even know if you're alive? that was the most awkward conversation, it was pretty hard to reject~
or those that only calls you to hang out so u can help them to get some insider news of something that they clearly can get from the fu-ing internet~ or it's totally okay to help them spread news abt their event logging into fan forum (like i have time for fan forum now~) to post the event info~ haven't heard of tumblr?
am i that easy? do i look like Jang Dongwoo to you~ happy-go-lucky easy kid who will buy all your stuffs? do i look like i'm rich? do i look like i'm nice? no i'm neither rich nor nice at all~
i guess it's quite true~ i don't have memories of seeing the members getting scared just because he's the 2nd oldest member in Infinite. . .
Jang Dongwoo is very precious~ kyaaaa *do not make him your bias, do not make him your bias, do not make him your bias~~~~*
never believe in those so called friends that sells you stuff that you don't even need~ if not i probably be like at least 10K more richer. . .now i wonder why i don't have dondon~ and expensibuuuuu 1-1 lessons =_= i didn't even get any calls after the exam~
bbyong~
every time i'm asking why, i'll seek answer for myself~ (c) stuff nobody told me when i'm growing up~
they should teach stuff about 'real life ain't like rainbow like u see from tv and it's pretty much a biatch when it's biatchy' in school. . .a lot of delusional ppl will benefit from it more than making high school kids memorizing moral values in a class where u can't sit if u get ONE word wrong~
Moral is the class i hated the most~ THE MOST~
they shouldn't let money minded private institution to come and talk to kids abt the cool stuff they 'offer' and not the reality to make them more delusional~ they should tell them the real life in media world is 9-*whenever you finishes your job* with no OT, low pay,
i like to type it all out and forget about everything i've ever typed. . .
now, go learn something. . .
