hi~

Dinosaur didn't extinct. . .
see~ omg~ DW + Na~ kindly let me die~

dondon eobseo~
stop selling me tickets. . .
i live in a world where you have to have dondon to see oppar in a close range~
music has been that commercialized. . .we're not talking about 200 - 300 hundred for a rockpitt ticket but more than 2 times of it~
and of course people are more than willing to pour their money to buy it just so that they can see oppar~
maybe the production cost is dayum expensive and the show is going to be a blast but i don't feel like going. . . mainstream-ism pulls me away from everything especially after i went to see One Ok Rock concert~ true musician make their own music that can inspire. . .

some oppar make their own music but most oppar is there to present the latest trend, a lifestyle. . .
i didn't deny oppar's hardwork to achieve their position now. . .but to me what seems to be important is the number of albums oppar can sell, fans bulking albums just so that oppar can win no.1 in their neverending weekly chart. . .and carefully crafted marketing strategy that wins it all~ everything is a business~

sometimes it's a pity that most oppar didn't get to enjoy traveling when they're in a foreign country~ worst of the worst is coming and leaving on the day itself~ maybe living in a developing country has yet to hit me how people in the first world country live~ time is essential. . .

but most oppar have to face with the cruel reality that someday they are not how they used to be. . .

i like oppar but i love One Ok Rock. . .a little over one year ago, i thought the only way i'm going to see them live is thru Ustream. . .and even though they have been around for quite sometime but they doesn't seems like big shots. . .they seems down-to-earth, normal 'crazy' people~ LOL maybe i'm blinded by my own delusions but it's way way way better than 'idol's policy' and crazy sasaeng fandom culture. . .

the fans pulls oppar further away or the company policy that pulls oppar further away? are idols not human? are they the only type of people that are automatically denied freedom to live, to love just because they are a public figure?
oppar himnaeseyo~ most oppar enjoy their life but how many of them are truly happy being stalked wherever they go? i get slightly irritated by even having a sales person following me around. . .i'm no idol material. . .i'll probably poke my stalkers with an umbrella or something~ plus i'm not pretty~

comes to another problem. . .as long as you're good looking *period*. . .they can't sing / dance live? (nvm they are not the main singer / dancer, it's hard to sing and dance) =_= well, you're suppose to sing AND dance, right?

oppar ya, himnaeseyo~  hwaiting <3

and purease. . .just because i listen to k-pop music, it doesn't makes me fans of every single effin group that's coming out every 3 weeks~ bitch obviously don't know me. . .i like hip hop, rock & punk~ =_=
i don't like autotune. . .purease~